Chapter 50

"Tang Chenxiao is the strongest person I have ever seen in my life, but he is also the most vulnerable one. He is strong because he is not afraid of any difficulties, so he is invincible, but he is also afraid of injury, the closer people are, the more can hurt him, even a simple word

Cheng An is blinded by Gu Yundi's long speech. Is he talking about Tang Chenxiao? The Tang Chenxiao that let the old man love, the lonely Tang Chenxiao.

“……” Cheng an did not dare to speak, Gu Yundi looked at her and continued: "you should know that when he was 18 years old, he went abroad alone?"

"Well..." Cheng an nodded his head, and suddenly Tang Chenxiao, 18, appeared in his mind. He was alone abroad and didn't have enough food and clothing. His heart was constricted, and he felt distressed for a moment.

"I met him in a foreign country. He was only 18 years old at that time, but he was already independent. All foreign students thought he was very powerful. But as long as they got along with each other deeply, they could detect his distrust of others and even the world. In other words, Tang Chenxiao was an extremely pessimistic person at that time." Gu Yundi sat down on the sofa and looked out of the window at the quiet weather.

"Do you know what it's easy for pessimists to do?" Gu Yundi suddenly looked back at Cheng an and asked.

Cheng an shakes her head. She can't imagine that Tang Chenxiao would be a pessimist before.

"When he is extremely disappointed in the world, he may choose to end his life." Gu Yundi says the answer lightly, and then quietly waits for Cheng An's reaction.

“…… What about him now? " Cheng An's first reaction is now what is the state of Tang Chenxiao, or very pessimistic at any time want to commit suicide state? Or is it getting better? Or is it cured?

The worry and heartache on Cheng An's face didn't hide at all. She was worried. Gu Yundi can see that she is worried about Tang Chenxiao, which at least shows that Tang Chenxiao is not wishful thinking now.

"Didn't Tang Chenxiao tell you?" Gu Yundi drooped his eyelids and didn't seem very willing to mention the past.

Cheng an suddenly stood up, went to Gu Yundi, looked at Gu Yundi's surprised eyes seriously, and said firmly: "I want to know, please tell me anyway."

She doesn't know much about Tang Chenxiao. Even if the old man told her about Tang Chenxiao when she was a child, she still thinks that she doesn't really know Tang Chenxiao.

But if she asked Tang Chenxiao directly, he would smile and say, "everything has passed, we should live in the present and focus on the future.".

"Do you really want to know?" Gu Yundi seems to want to confirm again, looking into Cheng An's eyes and asking.

"Yes, please tell me." Cheng an feels that her nose is already sour, but she still doesn't want to cry, because she knows that after Gu Yundi tells the story of Tang Chenxiao's 18 years old, she will burst into tears because of her heartache and helplessness.

Tang Chenxiao was 18 years old when he went abroad. Although his family gave him enough money and arranged for a house and a nanny abroad, Tang Chenxiao never used it from beginning to end. He seemed determined not to get involved with the Tang family.

But an 18-year-old child, in a strange foreign land, did not know anyone, and even spoke the language of the country, which made Tang Chenxiao not very confident of himself for a period of time.

Gu Yundi met Tang Chenxiao when he was the poorest. Because he was curious about Tang Chenxiao, Gu Yundi, as a rich second generation, paid more attention to Tang Chenxiao.

Under his witness, Tang Chenxiao slowly grew up and transformed, like a Phoenix Nirvana. He was the first major in the school. He rented a house with the scholarship earned by his achievements, and gradually got rid of the poverty situation.

At that time, Gu Yundi simply envied Tang Chenxiao for his gifted mind. However, the more he got along with him, the more he found that Tang Chenxiao was a man who had no desire or desire, just like he had nothing to pursue in his life.

Gu Yundi majored in neurology, but he was very interested in psychology at that time, so he naturally began to annoy Tang Chenxiao, saying all day that he wanted to treat Tang Chenxiao as an experimental object and so on.

At the beginning, Tang Chenxiao didn't want to deal with this lunatic like person, but no one could stand the grinding of Gu Yundi for ten years. Finally, in the third year of their acquaintance, Tang Chenxiao finally admitted that Gu Yundi was his friend.

But it's not just Gu Yundi's contribution. There is always a foreign girl named Katherine. She is a typical European and American girl with blonde hair and blue eyes. She is almost an irreplaceable role in Tang Chenxiao's life.

When Cheng an hears the name, he is obviously stunned. Has Tang Chenxiao ever had a girl he likes before? And this girl's status in his heart is unique.

Cheng An's thinking almost stagnated because of this cognition. She didn't listen to a word of Gu Yundi's next words. Instead, it was the name Catherine that floated back and forth in her mindGu Yundi continues to talk, but he immediately finds out that Cheng an doesn't know where he's wandering. When he looks at her, he suddenly realizes that he's missing something.

"That..." Gu Yundi's face was full of disaster. He didn't know if it was useful for him to make up now, "Cheng an?"

"Well?" Cheng an looks up at Gu Yundi. His eyes are obviously absent-minded. Gu Yundi screams in his heart: "that girl is Chen Xiao's landlord's daughter, and she is three years older than Chen Xiao. I think Chen Xiao just regards her as her elder sister Don't think about it. "

"Oh..." There is still no spiritual answer. Cheng an obviously doesn't want to believe his words. In fact, he can't believe it himself. At the beginning, the girl left because she protected him. It was impossible for her kindness and affection to help him.

And in his impression, Tang Chenxiao never mentioned Katherine again, just went to the United States to see her every March.

Cheng calms down and suddenly feels that his reaction has gone too far. Who doesn't have a first love or a person he likes? Her ex boyfriend is still his nephew, and she didn't see him angry with her because of this.

What's more, she should be grateful to the girl named "Catherine" who played a crucial role in Tang Chenxiao's mental cultivation and rehabilitation

Although she is still a little jealous, she should be grateful to her, together with Tang Chenxiao, for the warm person who appeared in Tang Chenxiao's life.

Cheng an slowly adjusted his mood, and then said to Gu Yundi apologetically, "I'm sorry What did you say? "

Cheng An, who seems to have wanted to open, surprised Gu Yundi. According to his experience, when a woman knows that there are other important things in a man's life, her first reaction is to cry, make trouble and hang herself. How can Cheng an suddenly become so quiet and calm?

However, this should be the reason why Tang Chenxiao likes her. If Tang Chenxiao can treat her like this, Cheng an must be different from others, at least in Tang Chenxiao's opinion.

"Do you want to continue listening?" Gu Yundi decided to omit some things in the past to save unnecessary trouble.

"Well, go ahead." Cheng an straightens up and listens carefully. She must listen carefully, because this is the past of Tang Chenxiao, and this is the only way for her to understand him.

Gu Yundi took a deep look at her and continued to tell the story of Tang Chenxiao.

However, Cheng an didn't know until a long time ago that this time Gu Yundi directly skipped many fragments, and they were all very important reasons for Tang Chenxiao's personality change.

I don't know how long it took to know that the door of the ward was knocked, and the voice of the nurse came in, saying that the patient had arrived and could be admitted to the ward. Cheng an woke up with a start: she came to see Liu Ma transferred today.

So she quickly stood up, opened the door of the ward, let the nurse push Liu Ma into the room, and then watched Gu Yundi and another group of people do all kinds of tests to Liu Ma that she did not understand.

It was probably Gu Yundi who told me in advance that all the doctors except Gu Yundi were serious and put forward a lot of treatment plans in an instant.

As a family member, Cheng an looks at the doctors who are talking about things that she doesn't understand. She looks at Gu Yundi for help. Why are they all doctors? She can basically understand Gu Yundi's explanation, but these people's words are completely incomprehensible to her?

"That's the difference between genius and Mm-hmm." Gu Yundi approached Cheng An's ear and spoke triumphantly, looking like I was the smartest in the sky and the earth.

Cheng an felt a little disgusted in his heart. He nodded to his face and agreed with him. He also pointed to the old doctor who was standing beside the hospital bed and said, "I can't understand what he said."

"What they said is too professional. Unless it's professional, no one can understand it. They don't understand the feelings of the patients' families at all Really, I'm the best. I can consider everything Do you think so? " Cheng an felt that Gu Yundi was about to float. She gave a fake smile and tried her best to make her expression look sincere: "that's it, that's it."

It's like a dog leg But it's worth it. After all, Liu Ma can rely on the doctor who doesn't seem to be very reliable now. Before Liu Ma recovers, she'd better not provoke him and make him angry.

A morning later, Liu Ma has been settled, Cheng An is also exhausted lying on the sofa to rest.

Gu Yundi left after the examination, saying that he was going to discuss the treatment plan with other doctors, and according to him, he may not be the only one in charge at that time.

When Gu Yundi talked about it, Cheng an knew that it must have been arranged by Tang Chenxiao again. When he thought about the stories Gu Yundi had just told, Cheng an discovered Tang Chenxiao's story.

And she has another obsession. Gu Yundi said that the original Tang Chenxiao came by his own strength. The girl named "Catherine" only helped a little. Tang Chenxiao is the kind of person who is strong in your heart.But this is different from what he said at the beginning. Tang Chenxiao is strong and fragile, and his heart is very pessimistic. He didn't say anything about these things.

But she can't ask Tang Chenxiao. Tang Chenxiao looks calm and free and easy. Sometimes he is a rascal but a gentleman. This kind of Tang Chenxiao really makes her confused

There are many things between them, but one day, she will understand them all, and she will know Tang Chenxiao better.

While Cheng An is still struggling with Tang Chenxiao's past, Comrade Tang Chenxiao is doing nothing at the general meeting of shareholders to listen to the noisy people who are watching things.

Although his eyes were looking at the people at the bottom, all he thought about was Cheng An's voice, face and smile? What are you doing? " He thought silently in his heart, as if Cheng an could hear his heart.