Chapter 1070

Xu Yan said back and turned her eyes to Xiaoyi. Her eyes were absolutely adoring and gentle. Although the lines on that handsome face were still tight at the moment, the bottom of her eyes were still warm.

"Xiaoyi, without you, I don't know what kind of dark side I would go to. I'm glad to have you all the way. You make me have to face up to myself. I have to face up to the good and the bad! " It's hard for him to face up to himself and tell the bad.

This is probably everyone is not willing to come out to say, a lot of things in his heart are unable to show people!

Xu Yanhui knows that she is not perfect.

Xiaoyi understood his meaning, perhaps because their hearts were close, so she felt that every word he said would make her understand!

At the moment, she understood his feelings very well.

He looked at her and whispered, "my family and my first love make me feel inferior now! Even disgust! I know I shouldn't be like this. I don't want to say that I hate my family or white dye, but I have to admit that they all disgust me! "

His mood was low and his tone was low.

With a sigh, Xu Yanhui didn't speak for a long time. After a long pause, his Adam's apple rolled and his mouth moved. After a long time, he said in a soft voice, "even my mother disgusted me!"

Xiaoyi was stunned and looked at him almost instantly.

He pulled his lips, laughing very self mockery, very lonely, also very painful!

"I can never forget the way she fell in front of me. As long as I remember that scene, I feel uncomfortable and suffocated! I don't want to think about it, but that scene always appears in my mind from time to time! If she is an accident, I can forgive her, but she is cowardly to escape the suicide! Others should die, but she chose to escape so cowardly! She is a weak person, she let me and Mengsheng live in pain

Xiaoyi looked at him heartily, and the wet fog overflowed from his eyes.

She clenched Xu Yanhui's hand, did not speak, at this moment, he is willing to speak out, she can only be a listener.

"I sympathize with her, love her and hate her behavior! She doesn't care about me and young Mengsheng. She's so selfish Xu Yan whispered back: "I can't forgive him when I think of it. I feel very angry with her. However, if I say all this, others will ridicule me and think that I am too mean to criticize a dead mother! She is a tragedy in itself

Xiaoyi clenched his hand: "Yanhui, they are not you, they can't understand you! I understand

He shook his head: "Xiaoyi, I don't want to be seen by you, I don't want to be found by you! I love my mother, but I hate her, too! "

"Yanhui, I know all you want to say and don't want to say!" How could she not understand?

"Xiaoyi, you don't understand!" Xu Yan back to really incomparable pain, he closed his eyes, voice pain cry: "I want to make myself perfect, imperfect is at least very indomitable, clean heart, but, I with my parents infinite resentment, and now to my first love white dye incomparable disgust, sit here to tell you, I despise myself!"

This kind of analysis makes him feel ugly.

"It doesn't matter!" She looked at Xu Yanhui and said in a soft voice, "I understand! For my mother is more abominable than yours, and I detest my mother even more