Chapter 468

Lu Qingge did not hesitate to shake his head, "do not hate."

Ji Xiaobai continued to ask, "why? He decides your life at will, regardless of your wishes. " Logically speaking, Lu Qingge should hate ye Hezhan.

Lu Qingge's dull eyes calmly "look" at a place, "because I know that the most painful person to make such a decision is actually him!"

Ji Xiaobai looks at Lu Qingge silently. Although he can't understand it, he sees Lu Qingge's firm belief in ye Hezhan. Lu Qingge and ye Hezhan's feelings have naturally come to the point that they have to be with each other for a long time.

Ji Xiaobai smiles with relief. It's good that someone will accompany Lu Qingge even if he's gone. That's good, really good!

"Take a break and I'll make something for you."

Lu Qingge nodded, "well, Xiaobai, it's hard for you."

Ji Xiaobai didn't say anything and went out directly.

Sitting on the bed, Lu Qingge hears the sound of closing the door and gropes to get out of bed. She couldn't see and moved much slower than before. Even a simple thing like wearing shoes took a long time to put on.

Lu Qingge hasn't figured out the layout of the room yet, so she doesn't dare to take a rash step. She tentatively reached out to make sure there were no obstacles around, and then took a step forward.

Lu Qingge repeats this action and goes forward step by step. But because of unaccustomed reasons, Lu Qingge still bumps and hurts himself.

But at last she fumbled through the little room. Just want to remember the furnishings in the room, still need a little time.

Lu Qingge accidentally bumps his head into a hard glass. She groped for a long time to find that it was a sliding door, so to speak, the outside should be a balcony!

Lu Qingge fumbled to open the sliding door, and the wet sea breeze came. The air was salty and fishy.

Huge waves, one after another. Lu Qingge thought, is this by the sea?

Lu Qingge walked slowly onto the balcony. Listening to the sound of the waves outside, she felt calm unexpectedly. She likes the seaside very much, just didn't expect that she just told Ji Xiaobai once, and he remembered it.

Lu Qingge stretched out her hands as if to embrace the beautiful nature. The sea breeze was blowing over her body and her cheek. Like when I was a child, my mother's hands were soft and comfortable.

Enjoying the nature's Lu Qingge, he wants to stand higher. Because she wants to be closer to nature, and she wants to be fully integrated into all the beautiful things.

There was a knock at the door, but the waves were too loud. Lu Qingge didn't hear the knock at all!

Ji Xiaobai outside the door frowned suspiciously. He didn't go down for long. Lu Qingge won't fall asleep until Ji Xiaobai was surprised and worried about Lu Qingge.

Don't care so much, push the door anxiously.

Ji Xiaobai sees Lu Qingge, who wants to climb to the balcony armrest, puts down his face and rushes over. Without saying a word, he hugs Lu Qingge who wants to climb onto the armrest.

"Qingqing, come down quickly."

Lu Qingge asked, "Xiaobai, what are you doing?"

Ji Xiaobai holds Lu Qingge tightly, "I won't let you do stupid things."

Lu Qingge had no choice but to smile, "when am I going to do something stupid?"

Ji Xiaobai still asked uneasily, "what are you doing now?" He always felt that Lu Qingge couldn't bear the blow and wanted to be short-sighted.

Lu Qingge couldn't help laughing, "I just want to go up and blow the sea breeze."

Ji Xiaobai does not believe, "you stand below, not the same can blow the sea breeze?"

Lu Qingge patiently said, "don't you think it's more interesting to stand on high and blow the sea breeze?" She knew that Ji Xiaobai would be so nervous because she was worried about her.

Ji Xiaobai insisted, "you are not allowed to go up anyway." Even if Lu Qingge doesn't want to commit suicide, she can't see now. It's very dangerous to climb so high.

Lu Qingge pleaded, "Xiaobai, I'll stand up for a while, OK?"

Ji Xiaobai hesitantly looks at Lu Qingge, who insists on standing up, and doesn't make a sound.

Lu Qingge said without giving up, "it's really going to be a while!"

Ji Xiaobai just let go, "OK, then you should be careful."

Lu Qingge smiles happily, "mm-hmm, I'll be careful."

Ji Xiaobai reaches out to help Lu Qingge, and Lu Qingge stands up. Standing on it, Lu Qingge opens her arms and feels the sea breeze blowing by.

She closed her eyes and listened to the waves. The sound of the sea rushing to the shore and beating on the rocks is so clear. In the dark world, it's a wonderful hearing feast.

This is the feeling Lu Qingge has never had before! She thought that she could feel the beauty because her eyes couldn't see. Her world, only the voice.

That's why she cherished it more than before, and felt it with her heart, so that she had a completely different experience.Lu Qingge excitedly shouts to Ji Xiaobai, who is still standing below, "Xiaobai, come up, too. It's a wonderful experience

The following Ji Xiaobai worried to stretch out his hand, seems to be ready to hold Lu Qingge at any time, "Qingqing, you slow down, be careful."

Although it's not high here, it's bound to hurt when you fall down. He didn't want her to get hurt!

Lu Qingge still shouts to Ji Xiaobai, "Xiaobai, come up quickly."

Ji Xiaobai can't beat Lu Qingge, so people also stand on it. The vision immediately became very different, completely different from standing below.

The sea breeze above is obviously stronger than that below. It seems that if you are not careful and don't stand firm, you will be blown down by the wind. But the feeling of standing on it is surprisingly good!

Lu Qingge hears Ji Xiaobai's nervous breathing next to her. With her feeling, she reaches out and pats Ji Xiaobai, "don't be nervous. There's nothing to be nervous about. It won't fall so easily! "

Ji Xiaobai, who has seen through his mind, is a little embarrassed, and even his ears are red. Fortunately, Lu Qingge can't see his embarrassment, otherwise it's really humiliating.

Lu Qingge suddenly asked, "Xiaobai, standing here, is the scenery beautiful?" Her tone, with a touch of unspeakable sentimentality.

"The sky is blue and the clouds are white today. The sea is bluer than the sky, and there are white gulls hovering on the sea in the distance, like hunting. The sun is shining on the beach and everything is quiet. "

Ji Xiaobai tried his best to describe the scenery he saw to Lu Qingge in language, in order to make her feel the beauty.

Lu Qingge said, "it's really beautiful."

At this moment, Ji Xiaobai saw the desire in Lu Qingge's eyes, the desire for the world. She is eager to see the light again.

Ji Xiaobai calmly looks at Lu Qingge, who is full of longing for the world, and doesn't speak any more. He knows that no matter how many promises are not fulfilled, they are just a promise.

Ji Xiaobai whispered, "Qingqing, let's go down to eat noodles. Otherwise, it's cold and it's not delicious. "

His voice was very light, and he seemed afraid to break the silence.

Lu Qingge suddenly said, "Xiaobai, actually I just woke up and knew when I couldn't see. I was desperate, just like all the lights in my world suddenly went out. That feeling, it's really bad.

I have also thought that, like those who choose to commit suicide, I can extricate myself in any way. But when I calmed down, I realized how stupid my first thought was.

Since I'm going to die, why do I struggle for my baby. Even at the risk of falling out with ah Zhan and avoiding him? So what's the difference between me and those irresponsible mothers. So, I will live a good life! "

Lu Qingge put away the sadness, "let's go down to eat noodles."

Even if she's not hungry, the baby in her stomach should be hungry. She just thought a lot about it, even if she couldn't see it. She wants to live well and hopefully. Even if the world is cruel to her, she still has to face it with a smile.

Because she has yehezhan and children.

Ji Xiaobai looks at Lu Qingge, who regains his spirits and hopes, and finally laughs with understanding. Positive and optimistic Lu Qingge, back!

Seeing Ji Xiaobai's silence for a long time, Lu Qingge urged, "Xiaobai, what are you doing? Help me down

Ji Xiaobai came back to himself and reached out to help Lu Qingge come down from the balcony. "I'll help you to the table."

Lu Qingge took his hand back and said firmly, "Xiaobai, no need. Let me do it myself

Ji Xiaobai, "Qingqing, you are welcome to me."

Lu Qingge smiles brightly, "I always have to get used to it. I can't let you be my eyes all the time."

Ji Xiaobai didn't even think about it. He said, "it doesn't matter, as long as you need it."

He grew up with nothing in particular he wanted to do. Since he met Lu Qingge, the only thing he wanted to do was to give her what she needed. He's willing to do whatever he can.

Just for her bright smile, as if her smile can light up the whole world and his life. Let him meaningless and pursuit of life, finally has the meaning of existence.

Lu Qingge had the experience of starting to bump. This time he came to the table and only bumped twice. It's much better than before.

Lu Qingge, who successfully arrived at the table, said with a smile, "how about Xiaobai? Am I really good? "

Ji Xiaobai seems to be infected by Lu Qingge's smile, and returns with a smile, "well, it's very powerful."

Lu Qingge said, "so don't underestimate me in the future. When I got familiar with the furnishings of the room, I went downstairs to explore the way and get familiar with the environment. So even if I can't see it, I can come and go freely in my room in the future. "

Ji Xiaobai said, "well, good. Eat first

"And I've made an appointment with a famous ophthalmologist for you. I'll be here later."

The smile on Lu Qingge's face freezes unconsciously. Is there any hope in her eyes?