Seeing what happened to jinqingge last night, Lu said frankly

Although she was not there at that time, she saw that Jin Lin, Lu Qingge and the two old comrades in arms were not looking well. And after the banquet, Jin Lin and Lu Qingge went out in the middle of the night.

There must be something, and it's not small.

Lu Qingge didn't know what to say for a moment. She moved her lips and didn't make a sound.

Jin Yao smiles at Lu Qingge and says, "it's OK. Aunt Jin doesn't mean much. She just wants to care about you and Jinlin. Since it's not convenient to say it, don't say it. "

Jin Yao said, and quickly said, "eat breakfast, or it will be cold."

Lu Qingge lowered her head and finally said, "Auntie Jin, I'm sorry."

Jin Yao moved to Lu Qingge's side and took Lu Qingge's hand, "silly boy, what's wrong. In fact, people should not think too much, just be happy. Life is too short after all, every second is so precious. The kid Jinlin didn't tell you about me and his father, did he

Lu Qingge shook his head, "he didn't mention it."

In fact, Lu Qingge was very curious from the beginning. He never heard Jin Lin talk about his father. Then back in China, I only met his mother.

However, Lu Qingge was curious, and did not venture to ask. After all, it's a matter of other people's family. They didn't take the initiative to talk about it. When she asked, she always felt that it was not appropriate.

Jinyao tone suddenly some sad, "Jinlin's father is not."

Although Lu Qingge thought that maybe Jinlin's father was gone, when he heard it, he was still shocked. "Aunt Jin, how did Jinlin's father die?"

Jinyao's eyes misted, "Jinlin's father died of illness! It's been hidden in my heart for many years. Even Jin Lin, I haven't mentioned it. "

Lu Qingge looks at Jin Yao incomprehensibly, "why?" There's nothing you can't say when you get sick and die. Lu Qingge can't think of a reason to hide Jin Lin!

Jinyao seems to be in the memory, "I always remember that it was in the year of Jinlin adult ceremony. Jin Lin is the only child of Zhenghong and I. We all gave him the best we could since we were young. So the ceremony of his 18-year-old was very grand. But that day, it became the pain of our life

Lu Qingge saw tears coming out of Jinyao's eyes. Although she had not heard the pain, she could feel Jinyao's grief. Come to think of it, something big happened on the day of the bar mitzvah.

Jinyao continued, "Zhenghong brought back a child eight years younger than Jinlin at Jinlin's coming of age ceremony. He said it was his illegitimate son outside. I want to take advantage of today's special day to let the children recognize their ancestors and have a double happiness. But for Jin Lin and I, there was no joy in the news, but only sadness and indignation.

Jin Lin was still young at that time and never thought about the consequences. On the spot, he pushed the cake that Zhenghong had made for him to the ground and said that he would never recognize the child Zhenghong had brought back. And from now on, he is no longer a child of his family. From that day on, Jin Lin took my surname as Jin. "

Lu Qingge suddenly realized that she had been wondering why Jinlin followed Jinyao's surname. She didn't expect that it was this reason.

Jin Yao pauses for a while, then recalls, "in the end, the rite of passage is not over, so Jin Lin runs away. The guests were sent away, and I broke out after a long night of forbearance! I'm the kind of person who can't tolerate sand in my eyes. I can't forgive each other's cheating. Whether it's mental or physical.

Besides, Jin Lin's father had an illegitimate son outside with me on his back. So I didn't intend to forgive him, let alone give him a choice. I didn't quarrel with him because I didn't even have the desire to quarrel.

I talked to him about it calmly, and he said he knew he was guilty of it. No matter what I ask, he will agree. I asked him to go out of the house, take his children and women outside, and never show up in my sight again.

Sure enough, he readily agreed, only asked me for a million, said it was a little living expenses. I also agreed. After all, he and I have been married for so many years. How can we not have feelings. It's just that I can't accept his betrayal. "

When Jin Yao said the last thing, she suddenly covered her face and began to cry.

Lu Qingge couldn't bear to say, "aunt Jin, since it's gone, don't think about it any more." She saw that Jinyao was in such pain that she didn't want to go on remembering.

Jin Yao cried for a while, put down her hand, "no, you listen to me finish, listen to me finish the story. For ten years, I live in pain and regret every day. I can't put it down. I can't put it down all the time. "

Lu Qingge asked uncertainly, "later, Jin Lin's father got sick and passed away?"

Jin Yao suddenly burst into a sad smile, "if only it were like this. Then I won't live in guilt all these years! "

Lu Qingge takes a look at Jinyao, who looks miserable. There must be something hidden about it!Jin Yao slowed down, and her mood became a little more stable. "After Zhenghong and I divorced, they left. As he had promised, he never appeared again, and never came to me again. Until two years later, I saw the woman outside him and the ten-year-old child again.

I was so emotional at the time that I had them driven away. Because this woman destroyed my original happy family. I'm not a virgin. How can I not hate it. In the past two years, I haven't stopped hating them for a moment.

I hate Zhenghong, hate this woman, can never forgive!

But the woman knelt down in front of me with her child, tears streaming down her face. When I saw this scene, I didn't feel much. Instead, I sneered. Ask her if she has run out of money, come and ask if it has come? She bit her lip and shook her head. She held an urn in front of me

"When I saw the urn, I stopped breathing for a moment. I know that the person in the urn is Zhenghong, not others. I don't know why. I'm so sure. "

"Ten years have passed, but I still remember what the woman said to me. She said that after thinking about it, she still felt that the ashes of her father should be sent to the place where his soul was!

However, she made a promise to Zhenghong, so she didn't tell me too much. But the sentence "return of the soul" has already explained everything