"As women, in Rome or in the Han Empire, our destiny has long been fixed." Helena knew that she could not understand the sigh on her face. She only felt tired for a while: "great as momia can only live behind the scenes."
Helena knew that momia, a very famous woman in Roman history, was Alexander Severu's mother, Alexander At least six points of Seville's success in becoming Augustus of Rome is attributed to momia, and even more rare is that momia helped Alexander Severus laid a very solid foundation for Alexander During seviru's reign, he settled his arch enemy, the Parthian Empire.
"What kind of life can we live? We need Hera's protection. We are born in a good family. When we grow up, we see our chosen husband and son-in-law..." Helena undoubtedly feels lucky and reincarnated into the Constantine family, Living in a better environment than most people: "I thought my husband would be Julian and had planned my future lifestyle..."
Helena decided to be a silent listener. She had seen that Helena just wanted to talk.
Looking forward to a better life is the nature of all intelligent creatures. Men may not have so many fantasies, while women can't help thinking about what will happen after they have a family.
Generally, women don't think completely in the good direction, but more often in the bad side. After all, it is women who want to change their living environment. They always think about what their husband will be like and what their husband's family will be like.
"Julian's family environment is very simple. He has no relatives except the wrong brother gallus." Helena said this with a self relaxed smile and asked Helena, "do you know gallus well?"
Helena nodded. "People usually call him gallus without a brain, but I think he's fine."
Gallus also had the experience of being exiled. The reason why he was forgiven by Constantius II earlier than Julian was nothing else, but that his original fief was rotten.
Before Julian was exiled, the fief was in Egypt and Asia Minor, especially Egypt, which was the nest of his mother basilina's father.
Egypt is very important to Rome. Under the premise that Italy, including Europa, does not obey Constantius II, the Constantine family must not lose Egypt. That is also a crucial factor for Constantius II to endure when he wanted to kill Julian several times, and then he was forced to lift Julian's exile.
"My idea is to help Julian after marriage and try my best to help him so that he can become a powerful challenger to the next Augustus." Helena really just wanted to say, "that's because I'm afraid of losing power and don't want to be a victim like Gallas."
What Helena said about Gala is Julian's second sister. She married Italian governor gastis for political reasons and was not happy.
It should be said that the royal family of Rome has been unhappy for nearly a century. Men are easy to die in the competition for power, while women are married as political chips and live a very unhappy life.
"Really, I will try my best to make Julian Augustus." Helena said with a sad smile: "long ago, I knew that the object of marriage might be Julian, and I began to work hard. At that time, Julian was still in exile."
Helena at least knows how to look at the sad expression, but she doesn't understand what sadness is. After she became sensible, the Constantine family had ended the internal struggle, and Rome was generally stable.
Before the menarche, Constantius II mentioned to Helena more than once that it was to compensate for Julian's decision to marry them. Helena was only eight years old at that time.
Constantine is not a peaceful and friendly family. Constantine I may be powerful and domineering, but Constantine is a family with no family affection at all. Because Constantine I did not deal with the problems of his followers, the family with no family affection foundation directly came to meet him.
Helena saw too many tragedies, especially deeply afraid of what would happen to people after losing power. She swore to the gods very early that she was absolutely unwilling to lose shelter no matter what price she paid.
When Helena was sensible, it was the most intense year of fighting within the Constantine family.
"You are happy." Helena was a little jealous. Helena said, "you've always been happy. You used to be, and probably will be."
Simple people don't have much pursuit, need less, desire less, and it's difficult to become a stumbling block for others.
Helena always knew what she needed, especially after knowing that her future husband would be Julian, she had an unprecedented sense of urgency.
"The first man who touched my body was the captain of the guard in Miyagi." Helena brought her own wine and had drunk a lot: "the reason why I am willing to let him touch is that I can go in and out of the palace city at will."
Helena has fallen asleep on the table.
I don't know what kind of wood the table is made of. It looks like it has been cooked with tung oil. The table is extremely smooth and emits a very comfortable wood smell.
"Why do I need to go in and out of the palace city at will? In addition to selling things in exchange for what I need, I can freely contact those nobles." Helena, no matter whether Helena is asleep or not, she just wants to find a living person to talk about: "when she was a princess, know more nobles, seduce them and grasp their handle. It can be used one day, I think so."
It's dark at night. In the cold winter, naturally, there is no sound of insects that can be transmitted into the house through the doors and windows. Occasionally, there is a dog barking.
"Everyone said I was a slut. I really looked like a slut, but who knows that the captain of the guard who first touched my body was fed to the dog the next year, except him..." Helena saw Helena's head move and looked carefully to make sure Helena was sleeping, He also fell asleep and drooled: "only at the beginning of this year did Augustus mention marriage again. I found Julian and told him that he was about to become Caesar. Once he became Caesar, we would be a couple of heaven and earth. I offered myself to him. He was the first man to enter my body. I thought he would become my husband."
Early this year? It was the time when the mission led by Wang Meng was about to arrive in Constantinople.
At that stage, Constantius II had indeed begun to secretly prepare for the wedding of Julian and Helena. He would know both of them privately, and the wedding would be held at the end of the year.
Many people knew that there would be a grand wedding, which was a signal that Constantius II wanted to release reconciliation.
Constantinople will also have a grand wedding. The groom will be Julian, but the bride will not be Helena.
Wang Meng led his team to Constantinople, which changed too many things. Not only did it ruin the marriage between Julian and Helena, but also the bad relationship between the Constantine family and the Christian Church was about to be healed again.
"God likes to joke with me. Later Augustus said that things have changed. Julian is no longer the right marriage object for me. Rome needs my dedication." Helena drank another cup and squeezed the glass hard: "do you know what I was thinking at that time? I want to kill Julian! He suggested to Augustus that I should be sent to the son of Han. After making the suggestion, he didn't even dare to touch me again! Then why did he touch me before!"
The glass was thrown out by Helena. First it hit the wall and then fell to the ground. It was amazing that it didn't break.
"I always wanted to know if he had the idea of making me a candidate for marriage before he touched me." Helena looked straight at the glass rolling on the ground: "in that case, I won't kill him myself. The man who stabbed the sword into his chest will be a soldier of the Han Empire."
People have come to the Han Empire. Helena is not a dull person, let alone a stupid person. She already knows that her consequences are expected to be very bad. The son of heaven, regarded as a God by the Han people, should not accept women with bad reputation.
Helena also knows that the most important thing is fame, and chastity is secondary. The emperor of the Han people does not exclude non virgins. That is a record repeatedly seen from the history of the Han people, but there can be no defects in reputation.
"I thought a lot..." Helena stood up and shook her body slightly: "the emperor of Han will accept me. In order to start a war against Rome, the emperor of Han needs a reason. My unclean reputation is the best reason for the emperor of Han to start a war against Rome."
Helena went to the window, pushed open the window and looked at the brightly lit Chang'an city.
"No man in a high position will care about his feelings. I have seen through this incident for a long time." Helena leaned over half her body out of the window and looked down: "I'm ready, but I don't accept my life!"
Under the window is the ground without any sundries.
"I will use all means to be successfully sown by the emperor of Han before the war between the Han Empire and Rome, and give birth to a baby boy!" Helena looked up at the sky, where there were stars: "the emperor of Han will need a child of Roman royal blood under the banner of bringing order out of chaos as the Han people say."
The stars in the sky blinked and the breeze on the ground was blowing.
"Yes, the Han people need that child!" Helena felt that her eyes were darkening. She knew that she was not drunk, but her body could not hold up under the action of alcohol: "he will become the governor of the Han Empire in Rome..."
Helena fell to the ground so soft against the window. The sound of her falling woke Helena up.
Helena raised her head and looked around vaguely. She saw Helena fall on the ground indecently, showing an expression that she didn't know what to do.
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Solemnly declare that it's not washing white. It's based on Helena's performance in history. Looking at the first half of her life, it looks like the Roman version of Princess Taiping. The honor has been subjective for a while.
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