About three years ago, the warm content of the notes began to change rapidly, from the beautiful to gloomy.

In the past two years, the number of recording notes has become less and less, sometimes with an interval of one month. Different from the previous frequent recording, the content of each recording is very different.

Everything starts from the car accident. The original owner's parents had a car accident, and they didn't rescue him. It was a great blow to him. That period of time was not only the darkness of his life, but also an important turning point in his life.

It's hard for him to accept the death of his parents. His cheerful personality in the past has become much more silent. Fortunately, his girlfriend Li Xiyue has been with him all the time, helping him through the most difficult period.

Yuanzhu's parents' wish was that Chen mubai could make a successful debut and become a big star. They have always fully supported Yuanzhu in his favorite career path, and Yuanzhu also hopes not to disappoint his parents.

Later, accompanied by his girlfriend, the scar in the original owner's heart was gradually healed, and he decided to become a star, not to let his parents' final expectations fail!

From the notes, we can learn that the original master has been working hard during the internship, and his ability has always been one of the best. Many people envy him, and some secretly hate him.

After all, we are all competitors. If he occupies a place for his debut, they will have one less place. However, he also has sincere friends. During his low period, his friends have always encouraged him.

Moreover, the diary also recorded a lot of things about roommates before, indicating that he had roommates at that time, but now it's gone, and something else must have happened.

Chen mubai continued to read his notes, and soon he turned to that page. The notes on this page were not as beautiful as before, but a little scribbled. It can be seen that when recording, the writer's mood must be very sad and melancholy.

It's like this. About two years ago, he came out of the grief of losing his parents. He practiced even more every day, just to make his debut as soon as possible.

During his practice, Li Xiyue had less and less contact with him. He thought she understood his idea and didn't want to distract him at this point, but he didn't notice anything.

Until an intern said that he had seen Li Xiyue and Zhang Yaohui, the company's boss, very close in private, and his behavior was somewhat ambiguous.

He didn't believe it. He had a big fight with the trainee. Then he ran to Li Xiyue's house to see her. Recently, he didn't get in touch with her very much. He felt guilty.

When he ran to her residence, he just saw Li Xiyue get out of the car holding Zhang Yaohui's arm. When they were separated, Li Xiyue also gave Zhang Yaohui a kiss.

Seeing this scene, Chen mubai is infuriated. He rushes to question Li Xiyue and wrestles with Zhang Yaohui!

The final result is that the original owner was blocked by Zhang Yaohui, and the company did not give him resources to train him, only gave him basic salary, and did not terminate his contract, that is, to refrigerate him.

And he and the company signed a seven-year trainee contract, has fulfilled three years of time, there are four years of contract, he can only mix in the company.

During this period, he suffered a lot from the death of his parents and the betrayal of his girlfriend, which made him feel worse than death. That's why there are so many psychological books on his desk. He wanted to seek spiritual consolation.

The news that the original owner was banned spread all over the company, and many people were far away from him. His friends who had a good relationship with him wanted to enlighten him, but he was also warned by the company. Zhang Yaohui wanted to alienate everyone from him, so as to relieve his anger.

Although we all know the hidden rules of the entertainment industry, the fact that he robbed his subordinate's girlfriend spread in the company, which ultimately had a bad impact on him.

Although those people are still respectful to him in public, who knows how to say it in private?

Moreover, Li Xiyue also expressed the hope that he could let the original owner go, which made him even more angry. As the boss of the company for so many years, the original owner is the first one who dares to beat him. He just wants the original owner to pay for his behavior!

The first thing Zhang Yaohui did was to isolate him and warn all the people who had a good relationship with the original master. The trainees who were close to him extended the time limit for their debut, which made them resent the original master and naturally stay away from him. This is also the reason why Chen mubai lived alone in the dormitory.

The death of parents, the stagnation of career, the betrayal of girlfriends and the distance from friends, all follow.

The original owner has been alone since then. At the beginning, he still wanted to live through the years. After the end of the contract, he would go to other companies to be an intern. He didn't want to live up to his parents' expectations. Even if no one taught him, he also worked hard to learn all the knowledge in order to prepare for a few years later.

It took more than three years, during which the notes were not updated.

The most recent one was written not long ago. His trainee contract will expire in half a month, and he will be able to terminate it. He is in a good mood. Every day, he hopes that time will pass faster, and he can join other companies.

Until one day, he accidentally learned that Zhang Yaohui had already said hello to many entertainment companies, and the original owner was basically included in the blacklist of entertainment companies!

Chen mubai also learned that his place is Huaxia, and there are seven top entertainment companies in the entertainment circle, also known as the big seven, which are the most powerful entertainment companies in Huaxia.

Starway entertainment, where he works, is also a relatively large entertainment company. In addition to the above seven listed as large entertainment companies, the remaining companies are all small and medium-sized entertainment companies.

Among the medium-sized entertainment companies, Starway entertainment is relatively advanced, so many people will sell Zhang Yaohui's thin noodles.

It was also at this moment that the original owner felt that his life was extremely dark. He realized that his own strength could not compete with the ban of Starway entertainment. He chose to swallow sleeping pills to commit suicide. That's why the new soul could pass through.

The note turned to the last page, on which the word "posthumous note" was written.

"I know that my choice is cowardly. I should fight against them, but I'm really tired. I just want to have a good rest. I've lived very hard every day in recent years, and I've never blamed you. It's because I didn't take care of you and didn't give you enough care. Instead, I asked you to take care of me... You're famous now, I feel happy for you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you very much for accompanying me through the most difficult period. Dad, mom, I miss you so much. I'm sorry to disappoint you. My son didn't fulfill your expectations. I hope the next life can make up for you. I hope you can forgive me for being so cowardly... "

Seeing this, Chen mubai was moved. The content of the suicide note was not much, but there was no gloomy content. Instead, it was an apology. Everything was his own reason. Maybe "he" was really too tired.

"I'll help you realize your wish." Chen Mu white hand holding the letter, eyes firm.