Chapter 189

Until one day, mengge's voice suddenly had a new audience.

This year, a party will be held in the community where he lives, and each building will choose a representative to participate in the singing competition. Originally, the silent mengge had no chance with these activities.

But mengge's parents recommended him to participate in the competition. Mengge knew that he intended to refuse, but from the list, he saw his favorite singer's song, which he had practiced repeatedly.

I don't know where the courage comes from. Maybe he wants to sing to others too much. Mengge himself did not expect, he really went to participate in the performance.

You can imagine that picture. Perhaps no one in the community will ever find that mengge, who is silent and has no sense of existence, suddenly insists on singing in the street activities. This is still a bit surprising.

Mengge doesn't remember how he went to the stage. He only remembers that on the stage, mengge nervously closed his eyes all the way. After singing, mengge quickly stepped down. His heart beat like thunder. He was too nervous.

But what I really didn't expect was that the people who welcomed mengge were everyone's appreciation. Those people came up and mengge was surrounded. Some patted his shoulder, some held his hand and said, "mengge, I didn't expect that you could sing so well.".

There are many fans in the praise. Mengge is also very worried. It's great to be noticed. Those little fans are very enthusiastic. One of the girls is the most fierce. She is obsessed with mengge's singing. Mengge originally wanted to refuse her, but when he saw her young face, the softness in his heart was touched.

Originally should refuse her, but mengge still can't refuse her, in front of the beautiful girl, the world of this face has always been very double standard.

Seeing the admiration in the eyes of little fan Mei, mengge is a bit adrift. He doesn't understand that it's a kind of common people's obsession with celebrities. What little fan Mei falls in love with is not the noumenon of the idol, but a perfect idol in her heart.

Fans refuse to admit that idols are just like him. They are ordinary people with shortcomings. The fan filter in their mind will rationalize every move of idols and cover up bad places.

If there is such an important opportunity, fans have to face the idol that ordinary and real side, he will instantly wake up, or even take off the powder back to step on.

The little girl's natural curiosity, coupled with mengge's confused feeling, makes him agree to her pursuit. But all this is doomed to be a tragedy, but mengge is immersed in happiness, and they play together, just like a couple. They visited the nearby scenic spots together, but mengge refused to untie the black cloth on his face. He didn't know what to do. Under the enthusiastic attack of the girl, the defense line in his heart was gradually disintegrating.

This day is the girl's birthday, mengge intends to give him a surprise, early prepared everything. Mengge intends to dedicate her best song to the girl, but the ending is not what he thinks.

In the evening, mengge dejectedly takes the wine, and the wine poured into his mouth can not make him feel a bit happy. He read Fang Tianxing's novel, and many people recommended Fang Tianxing's novel, and commented that the novel of this network author can bring warmth to people.

"Do you bring warmth to people? Hum, do you also bring warmth to people like me?" Mengge said with a bitter smile.

Mengge was drinking while he was talking, and his stomach swelled. He couldn't help bowing and vomiting. He was lying on the ground like a dead dog, and despair spread in his heart.

The extravagant love is all false. It turns out that he only deserves to be hurt. Mengge feels that a serious illness is coming, and the whole world has abandoned him.

Mengge thinks that he won't be so decadent. He should be as strong and invulnerable as before. He thinks that after experiencing the most terrible experience, he will have no fear. Only with a soft knife can mengge know that he is still very naive and can't bear such harm.

Mengge doesn't know how many times she has lived and died in her dream. Mengge moves to make a decision to change everything, but she always feels powerless.

Fang Tianxing is preparing for the exam when he suddenly feels a throb in his heart. He finds that there is a feeling of despair in Ben Mingbao's book. Fang tianxinglue has a feeling and finds that it's from the South capital. Fang Tianxing soared into the air. Others saw him and said, "the day after tomorrow, the exam will be held. What are you going out to do at this time?"

Fang Tianxing said to him, "it's OK. I'm sure I'll come back before the exam."

With that, Fang Tianxing left without looking back, and went straight to the Nandu City, which was not far away, but it took him more than half a day to arrive. As soon as Fang Tianxing arrived here, he saw mengge drunk like mud. At the moment, he fell to the ground. Fang Tianxing woke him up. He stood up in a daze and looked at Fang Tianxing.

In front of this person mengge has not seen, of course, do not know, he staggered to stand up, each other Tianxing said: "who are you, how I am here."

Fang Tianxing said to him, "my name is Fang Tianxing. I feel the pain in your reading my novels. I want to help you."

"Help, I don't need help." Mengge said obstinately, and then pushed away Fang Tianxing, who wanted to hold him, but he found that the black cloth he used to cover his face was missing. He cried in panic: "where's the black cloth? Where's the black cloth I used to cover my face?"

Fang Tianxing saw that he was flustered and helpless. He also saw the scar on his face. He probably guessed his fate. Fang Tian walked a few steps and found the black cloth on the ground not far away. Fang Tian went to pick up the black cloth.

Just when mengge was nervous, the black cloth was handed over. Mengge took the black cloth and wrapped it on his face in a panic. Mengge was relieved that the black cloth wrapped his ugly face again.

Fang Tianxing saw his appearance and said helplessly: "is the injury on your face the cause of your pain?"

"Do you have a way to cure the scar on my face?" Mengge said as if he had caught the straw.

Fang Tianxing said calmly: "the only way to cure the scar on your face is to have plastic surgery, but if your family has money to treat it, you will not be like this today."

Mengge's original fire of hope was extinguished and replaced by deeper despair, but then Fang Tianxing suddenly said: "don't lose heart, as long as you work hard, there will be hope. Tell me what happened? "

Mengge tells Fang Tianxing about it. It turns out that after seeing mengge's ugly face, she can't accept it. In turn, she calls mengge a liar. The failure of emotion forms a strong psychological hint to mengge, which makes him fall into the emotion of self doubt, self denial and self torture. It not only creates extremely painful experience, but also hinders mengge's emotional maturity.

After listening to mengge's story, Fang Tianxing said to him: "if you fail in the process of pursuing others, I'd like to say that it's probably not your fault, but you don't meet the person who happens to like you. Don't doubt, deny and torture yourself any more. She just doesn't like you. That's it. Pick up your courage and go on the road bravely. "

Fang Tianxing walks back with mengge. On the way, he meets many people who live nearby and know mengge. They smile to say hello and praise mengge's singing in the community activities. After hearing this, Fang Tianxing is surprised and says, "I didn't expect that you could even sing. Is it good?"

Mengge shyly said: "I like that singer very much. I have learned to sing his songs since I was a child."

While they were chatting, a girl came face to face. When she saw that it was mengge, she said angrily, "you liar, you still have face to come back."

With that, she will come to mengge. Fang Tianxing stops the woman who looks like a shrew and sees her hysterical appearance because of love and hate. Fang Tianxing knew that her inner love had already disappeared, and the rest was anger and hatred caused by injustice.

Many people's love is not real love, accompanied by a strong possessive, you take her as one of your favorite things. The so-called love, just like their own, want to possess. To put it bluntly, I'm just satisfying my own preferences. When you can be happy because of her happiness and sad because of her sadness, it is true love.

Fang Tianxing stopped her and said, "since you don't love me anymore, just turn around and walk away with the good things he gave you. There's no need to stab others before you leave. Because when you speak ill to him, the first thing you hit is your own face. "

The woman glared at Fang Tianxing and left. Mengge whispered in Fang Tianxing's ear, "thank you very much."