"For what? I choose this life, I choose to achieve all kinds of goals, and I choose to struggle for all this. What is it for?" Hao Chuan was confused. He was looking for an answer that can be used as his support. He was looking for a driving force, so he was too asking himself and introspecting himself.

Because with in-depth thinking, he found that his thoughts had completely fallen into this problem and could not extricate themselves. Especially in such a desperate environment at this time, Hao Chuan gave a wholehearted response to the question deliberately thrown out.

"Is it for the so-called inheritance?" Hao Chuan sneered. He was not married and had no children. He had a fart inheritance.

"To be recognized by others?" Hao Chuan also completely scoffed at this. What does his life have to do with others?

What on earth is that for? Hao Chuan gave himself one by one in his heart. The justifiable reasons and excuses were rejected one by one by himself.

At this time, he has reached a state where he can't find reasons and excuses, but Hao Chuan doesn't want to give up. He knows that everything has a reason. He must have his own reasons and excuses for doing so. However, it seems that here, his original reasons and excuses are shielded by some mysterious force. This situation, As if he had lost his memory of this section out of thin air, Hao Chuan was a little impatient.

Now he suddenly doesn't want to continue to tangle with this painful problem. Now he suddenly misses the life of having a mouth and a nose and waving and kicking recklessly. However, if he wants to get out of this damn state, he must find an answer, an answer that must be recognized by the other party, and this answer obviously doesn't just need to be recognized by the other party, He also needs to be truly accepted by his own heart. Only in this way can he escape from here.

Hao Chuan searched for a long time and couldn't find the answer at all. Although his mood was getting more and more anxious, he didn't seem to want to give up in his heart, because he wanted to get rid of his mind here, which was stronger. Hao Chuan never gave up, and had been trying to find and ask himself. He had a feeling that the answer seemed to be getting closer and closer to him, It's not too much to call it close at hand, even if it's just the problem of puncturing a layer of window paper. The more so, Hao Chuan is more urgent I. He wants to reach out and beat his head, but he can't feel his hand. He can even determine where his head is or whether there is a problem, which makes Hao Chuan crazy.

Just when Hao Chuan was struggling for a long time, anxious for a long time, but still didn't give up, he suddenly blessed his heart and an idea he had never had appeared, or he had such an idea in his heart before, but it was hidden by himself.

This idea, only two words, struggle.

Struggle, struggle with heaven, earth and self, this is an expression of emotion. Man is an animal easily influenced by emotion,

Just like at this moment, Hao Chuan has been influenced by his emotions. It is the so-called seven emotions and six desires that can be called human, otherwise it is the cold wood of a human body.

"I have the answer, mood and heart. My heart just wants to accept the arrangement and challenge of this fate. I don't accept the arrangement. Although it's mediocre, I don't want to give up. I want to find ways to challenge the fate of this established arrangement. I'm not sure what others think. I'm not sure what your standard answer is, but from my point of view Starting from my heart, because of the emotional turmoil, my mind has ideas, because my mind has ideas, which makes me happy to fight. Therefore, this is the answer I give. "

Hao Chuan didn't say these words, because he didn't know whether he had the organ part of the mouth. In his thoughts, this paragraph was like copying and pasting. He thought about it fiercely again and again until his whole thoughts were filled with no room for any gap, he didn't stop and continued.

In the dark, Hao Chuan didn't know whether the other party had received the answer he gave, but in his heart, there was no hesitation or frustration. He was so unyielding that he echoed these words over and over again without any compromise.

Boom!

I don't know how long this situation lasted. Hao Chuan suddenly felt the whole person shake violently. Then he suddenly opened his eyes. He suddenly found that he could see, hear, open his mouth, breathe with his nose, and even twisted his hands and feet. All this was so familiar, so kind, so tearful.

System consciousness is standing next to him. He is looking at Hao Chuan with a very strange and meaningful look. Hao Chuan is also staring at system consciousness. He wants to find some possible answers from the look of system consciousness, because Hao Chuan clearly remembers that at the beginning of the test of life and death, system consciousness pushed him personally into the icy lake.

But now, Hao Chuan is extremely shocked to find that he is not in the lake at this time. He is still standing side by side with systematic consciousness on the Bank of the lake, as if everything he has just experienced is an absurd illusion.

"What's the matter?" Hao Chuan's voice was so dry that he startled himself. It was as if he hadn't spoken for centuries.

"You woke up, you woke up......" after hearing Hao Chuan's question, the system consciousness looked deeply at Hao Chuan again, and then it took back its eyes. On his face, Hao Chuan saw a very obvious state of stunned and absent-minded. At the moment, the system consciousness disappeared in front of Hao Chuan in the process of mumbling and repeating this paragraph.

Hao Chuan was confused. He couldn't figure out whether what he had just experienced was an illusion or something that really happened. The unexpected state of the system also made Hao Chuan confused. However, now that he has completely sobered up and regained control of his body, Hao Chuan's body and mind are very transparent, He had a feeling of lightness and incomparable pleasure all over his body. It was like breaking free from some kind of shackles, which released his mind.

Now, when the word deprivation reappears in Hao Chuan's heart, he finds that in his heart, he seems to have a new understanding of the word.