Chapter 474

The ape God gave Liu Kexin a cold look and said faintly, "the words you gave me before, I also gave them to you intact. You don't think it's possible because you haven't seen, heard or experienced them. I'm thirty-four years old. When I was a child, I was born in a border town in China. My family can't talk about money, but I can be regarded as a middle class in the town, and I can go to a well-off society."

"I'm the second child in my family. Above me is a sister and after me is a brother... But then they all disappeared and died."

The hair on the ape God's face is too long to see his face at all, but the eyes are the window of a person's heart. Liu Kexin can't see him in the ape God's eyes, not only does he have the slightest sadness, but also a bit of hearty pleasure, which makes her feel creepy.

"My father and mother are both businessmen in the town. They run a small supermarket in the town together. They have a little savings and can be regarded as having no worries about food and clothing. They gave birth to me when they were about 30 years old. At this age, giving birth to a child should be regarded as a baby, but they found that they gave birth to a monster, a monster with a lot of hair."

Liu Kexin said compassionately, "at the age of about 30, if you give birth to a child, it must be as rare as a baby. In the end, you find that the child has problems, and ordinary people can't bear it."

The ape God sneered, "human beings are selfish, and their hearts are uncomfortable. Does this child want to look like this? When they grow up, they will be laughed at and humiliated by others. If they can protect this child, it's better for them not to let him exist in this world at the beginning."

Liu Kexin said, "maybe, because they love you, they are reluctant to give you up..."

Ape God laughed, Laugh disdainfully and coldly: "I had a sister before me, five years older than me, but there has always been a patriarchal mentality at home, so they always wanted a boy. The reason why they didn't give up on me immediately was because I was a boy, so they wanted to try to cure me. They went to a larger City nearby, and the hospital couldn't help it. During this period, they spent some money, probably because they had already taken me in Because of the money, they thought that if they gave me up like this, the money would be wasted, so they gave up their plan not to want me. "

"There is a sister at home. Originally, they were patriarchal, and my sister was not favored at home. After having me, my status was not as good as my sister. Maybe by contrast, they felt that it was better to focus more on my sister. After all, my sister was still a normal person, but my sister's status at home began to rise. My sister hated me very much since I was born. Although she was young at that time, she already understood After I was born, my family may treat her worse. After I was really born, she didn't threaten her anymore, and she began to hate me again. No matter when she didn't admit that there was a brother in her family, everyone she saw every day said that there was a monkey in her family. "

Liu Kexin began to feel sympathy in his eyes. He sighed and sighed, "it's all your parents' fault, or people in their time. Many of them are patriarchal thoughts, which hurt your sister, otherwise she won't hate you so much and hate you so much."

The ape God said, "my sister hates me and bullies me with other children outside. I'm not only different from normal people in appearance, but also very strong since childhood. A person can fight three or four children of the same age. However, my sister is five years older than me, and her friends are also five or six years older than me. When I was four or five years old, I was knocked down by them every time, my face was beaten, and then they gathered around and laughed loudly."

Liu Kexin was surprised and said, "don't your parents care?"

"After knowing that this is a genetic mutation and can't cure me, they still left me at home out of conscience, but they didn't treat me as their own son at all, and didn't care about me at all, even for a day... In my memory, they didn't even hug me after I stopped drinking breast milk."

"That's too much."

"Do you think it's too much? It's still too much behind. Every time my sister bullies me, they don't look at me, but they care about my sister very much. Their eyes are full of indifference when they look at me every day... You tell me, people are originally good?" The ape God's eyes glittered and asked, "where do you think their kindness is? I'm their own flesh and blood, and my sister's brother. Where is their kindness? Where is their compassion?"

Liu Kexin was a little speechless.

The ape God snorted coldly: "But my sister doesn't have to be too proud. My parents and even their previous generation still have deep-rooted patriarchal thoughts. The reason why they treat my sister well is that I don't have a brother for the time being, and my mother didn't get pregnant again in those years. When I was six years old, my mother was over 40 years old, and we all thought she wouldn't be pregnant, but we didn't expect that she was still pregnant... And this time she really gave birth to a brother Brother. "

The ape God took a deep breath: "they were ecstatic and began to pay all their attention to my brother. My sister began to fall out of favor, but what was even more out of favor was me. I used to be dispensable in their eyes, but now I have become redundant in their eyes. When they used to look at me, they were just indifferent, and now I begin to become disgusted."

"How can they do this? They are all their own children. How can they be treated differently? What's more, although you may not seem to conform to their thoughts, you are also their flesh and blood after all." Liu Kexin said excitedly.

"If they really think so, how can I get to this point!" The ape God said excitedly, "but yes, I want to thank them. They taught me that people in this world should learn to be selfish, ruthless, and strong. Only when they are strong enough to make others fear you, can you not be bullied!"

"After my little brother was born, my sister took good care of my little brother. For this reason, she didn't fall out of favor completely. Her parents were still very kind to her, and I also wanted to take good care of my little brother, but he was scared to cry when he saw me, so my parents hated me even more. But at that time, my little brother still had to drink milk and needed a lot of care every day. They didn't pay attention to me at all, so they didn't take me seriously and stayed at home, but my sister I have been studying for a long time, but I have always stayed at home because of my appearance... There is no place to dare to ask me... "

"Later, my little brother grew up slowly, probably because she had a good relationship with my sister. She was influenced by my sister and always bullied me... When he was four or five years old, I was over ten years old, and my sister had been promoted to high school. At that time, I could fight fiveorsix children of the same age alone. My strength was getting stronger and stronger, and I was really like a primitive man, but he was my brother, and I didn't dare to fight him, even I dare not look at him more. As long as I make him cry, my parents will beat him up. "

"He is a child who is not sensible. Sometimes he and other children bullied me. I dodged. He began to cry and cry because he couldn't hit me. My father cracked my ass without saying a word. That time, I was injured for half a month."

Liu Kexin took a deep breath and kept muttering, "it's too much. There are no such parents in this world."

"I've been enduring it. I've been enduring it. One day, I heard my father and mother chatting in the room. I knew that they had contacted people outside and wanted to sell me to be a long-term worker and do physical work for others... At that moment, I knew how ridiculous my implicit tolerance for so many years was... What parents and family are, it's just because they have the same blood in their bodies. Apart from these same blood, what's the matter with us No department. "

"At that moment, I suddenly found that I was out of control, and my heart was filled with anger. I rushed into the room. Before they reacted, I jumped up and bit my father's throat, which was the strongest. Then I grabbed the fruit knife in the room, stabbed my mother to death with more than ten knives in a row, and then I simply didn't do it at all, killing all my sleeping sisters and brothers... I also drank Their blood... I found that only their blood can calm my mood. "

Liu Kexin felt his hair rise.

"I escaped from my house. I don't know whether the police will catch me or what will happen after catching me. I have no regrets. I was born in this world by them. They watched helplessly beside me, watching me being bullied by his children and even others outside for more than ten years, and even they sold me as an animal."

He is one of the Eight Generals of Buddhism and the sworn enemy of master long. "

After finishing speaking, the ape God began to look at Liu Kexin. Liu Kexin's eyes were indeed full of sympathy. Liu Kexin gently lowered his head. The ape God looked at Liu Kexin and laughed, "now you still want to tell me that people are originally good? Do you still want to say that?"

The ape God looked at Liu Kexin. Originally, he was a person who respected his strength. He didn't do things by accident. He didn't look at the weak person like Liu Kexin at all, but he didn't know why, Liu Kexin became an accident. He actually wanted to know how Liu Kexin replied to himself and what kind of evaluation Liu Kexin had.