Whoa, whoa, whoa!

Everyone is clapping for Liu Zixia's bow, there is no whistle, there is no cheering, because only applause can represent the atmosphere at the moment.

"Please be quiet and listen to me after singing this song. Thank you!"

Liu Zixia stood up straight and said a few words sincerely. At this time, the staff also sent up the electric guitar.

He holds the electric guitar, monotonous but with some suppressed electric guitar sound, resounding throughout the hall

"It was autumn, the wind was so lingering

It reminds me of their helpless eyes

It's where the beautiful scenery is

I heard a loud noise across the valley... "

When the song starts, Liu Zixia seems to be telling a story. His voice is relatively low. He deliberately controls his emotions and tries to create a dark atmosphere on the scene.

The audience were quiet. They listened to Liu Zixia's singing, but they didn't know why it was because of the lyrics or the accompaniment, which made them feel a little uncomfortable.

Anyway, the feeling of suffering came quickly, and many people at the scene frowned.

Online, netizens also launched a barrage:

"What's the matter? Why does this song sound so awkward?"

"That's not awkward, that's depression, depression, do you understand?"

"How do I feel that I am digging a hole for us? I don't want to make us cry..."

The style of Liu Zixia's songs is familiar to netizens.

Either it's the kind of special joy, or it's the kind of very emotional, anyway, it's somehow able to drive your emotions up.

So for this song, the depressive mood at the beginning is so bright, and some netizens have made psychological preparations in advance.

"It was that autumn when I couldn't see my father's face again

He held up the starting point of my rebirth with his shoulders

In the dark, tears filled my eyes

Don't leave, don't hurt... "

One autumn, with beautiful scenery, and then a loud noise... Time and place are all available, and there are characters in this period of singing.

The audience and netizens listening to this song understand that Liu Zixia is really telling a story, but they still don't understand the meaning of the lyrics.

However, it is precisely because of this uncertainty that all viewers and netizens are full of fantasy

Some people think that the parents are separated, and the children don't want their father to leave. They cry and implore their father not to leave.

Some people think that their father, who has been supporting the hope of home with his shoulders, is dying. When the child is dying, he kneels down in front of the bed and cries for his father not to leave them and die.

More people think that his father died in an autumn, and in that roar, the father and the son are separated forever from each other

No matter what kind of idea it is, it is full of black, full of sadness, which makes people feel more and more depressed.

"I saw Mom and dad go so far

Leave me in this strange world

I don't know what risks there will be in the future... "

The sound of the electric guitar suddenly becomes manic, and Liu Zixia's singing also rises abruptly!

After the plain and slightly repressive singing statement, it directly transited to the high tide part. The extremely strong missing and attachment came out of Liu Zixia's voice!

It's like a tornado coming on the calm sea level, sweeping the strong wind, making the sea level swell!

No, no!

It's all wrong!

What father left, father was seriously ill, father died

It is the father and mother who have all left their children, whether they are on a long journey, abandoned their children, or their parents have died.

In short, only the child left to live in this strange world, the child confused, timid.

In the face of this strange world and unknown risks, they don't know how to live!

In front of the audience, it seems that there is a real picture:

In the bustling and noisy street, a child, who looks like only six or seven years old in rags and dirty, curls up in the corner of the wall and looks at this strange world with eyes full of fear and fear.

"I want to hold on to his hand

My mother told me that I hope there will be more

Mother laughed when she saw the sun coming out

It's daybreak... "

Children remember the days when they lived with their parents. In those hard years, their mother encouraged them many times with a smile and told them "I hope there will be more" and the sun will always come out!

They reached out and grabbed mom's hand, but... Nothing.

A lot of audience's eye circles can't help turning red, they seem to see their own child in that child's body.

If your own children become like this

They didn't dare to think any more. Their red eyes couldn't control the hot tears, coughing and falling.

In the world without parents, the child's eyes full of fear look at the sky and the world!

……

By the end of the song, the main part is over.

The sound of the electric guitar returned to calm.

Liu Zixia looked at the audience around the T-stage and did not stop playing the electric guitar. Instead, he said in a low voice in the background music:

"There is such a place in China, where there are continuous mountains, clear mountain springs and lush trees.

In the deepest part of the mountains, there is a small mountain village. The village is inconvenient in transportation, water and electricity, and life is very difficult.

But even so, the villagers there did not give in to fate. They were hardworking, honest and kind. No matter how hard and tired their life was, they always had a simple smile on their faces.

On the eve of a dawn in autumn, there was a loud noise... The landslide!

An unimaginable disaster came to this small village. Half of the villages were buried in the mountains. In the face of natural disasters, the village suffered a devastating blow.

From that day on, the old people in the village lost their children, and their children lost their parents. In the poverty-stricken small mountain village, only the orphans and widows who were rescued from the foot of the mountain were left behind. "

What's this?

Did you tell a story?

Wait, isn't that the song you just sang?

Autumn represents time, beautiful scenery is that small mountain village, as for the loud noise... Landslides!

Then everything is right. In the face of this natural disaster, the children lost their favorite parents, the old people lost their favorite children, and the natural disaster destroyed everything

How can life be so hard?

"It's a night with stars in the sky

I saw my mother in my dream

One should learn to be strong in the world

Don't leave, don't hurt... "

This is the end of the story. Liu Zixia didn't go on because it was meaningless.

The reason why he chose to tell this story is to make the audience and netizens understand the song and the meaning expressed by the singer Yao!

As Liu Zixia thought, after understanding the background of the song, when they went to listen to the song, they suddenly understood the meaning of the song.

"I saw Mom and dad go so far

Leave me in this strange world

I would like to build a beautiful garden for him... "

The lyrics of this passage are the same as those in front of the high tide part of the main song, but the lyrics of the last sentence have changed.

It seems to jump out of the statement of the story and insert a strong wish directly.

But this wish is not for children, but for their parents!

It is precisely because of this last sentence, those parents who have been married and have children, for a moment, there is a crystal in their red eyes!

Because this song expresses the sustenance of the dying to the living!

"I want to hold on to his hand

My mother told me that I hope there will be more

See the sun come out

It's daybreak... "

Liu Zixia's voice became louder and louder. In the end, he was tearing and yelling. His emotional input was more and more, just like his sustenance in the song.

The electric guitar in his hand carries his sustenance and conveys his love and expectation for children and the world!

Looking at the hysterical Liu Zixia on the T stage, both the audience and the netizens in front of the live broadcast room were silent.

Especially those summers, feel more deeply!

They grew up with Liu Zixia. It's not that they haven't seen Liu Zixia crazy and heartbroken for songs.

But it's the first time for them to sing such a depressing, affectionate and crazy song like today!

"I saw Mom and dad go so far

Leave me in this strange world

I would like to build a beautiful garden for him... "

Liu Zixia has forgotten himself, as if he really became the child's parents, savoring the deep meaning of the lyrics.

Look back at the lyrics:

"Tears in the dark are full of eyes." in fact, it means not only that after the death of the parents, the children cry bitterly, but also that the parents show deep love and concern for their children before they leave.

Is "don't leave" just a call from children to their parents?

Of course not. For the parents before their death, how can the children who live alone be a kind of leaving?

The four words "don't hurt" are just the last cry of parents when they leave. The object of the cry is fate!

Destiny, don't hurt our children any more!

When I heard this, no matter whether it was a woman or a man, the tears all flowed down.

It's not that they want to cry, but the tears still flow down involuntarily. They want to control, but the more control they have, the more tears they will have and the faster they will flow!

The whole hall is full of tears!

"I want to hold on to his hand

My mother told me that I hope there will be more

See the sun come out

They laughed

It's daybreak

The sound of the electric guitar is getting slower and slower. As Liu Zixia's last lyric is sung, his tone is gradually adjusted and becomes lighter and lighter.

There is a deep helplessness in this last tone.

Because it's daybreak!

Although dawn refers to the early morning, refers to a new beginning, represents hope.

However, for those who are about to die, dawn means that they must leave, and those who are dying must leave!

From the depression at the beginning of singing, to the high pitched in the middle of singing, to the hysteria of the high tide department, and finally to the whisper, it's like going through a samsara for a long time!

Bang Dang!

At the moment when the tone of the electric guitar fell, Liu Zixia almost wildly dropped the instrument on the T-stage.

The brand new electric guitar ends its short and meaningful mission!

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PS: when I wrote this song, I revised it many times. I didn't send it until now. I'm very sorry! In addition, please collect, click, vote and reward!)