Chen Yang leaned against the wall, his body could not help shivering. When he saw this letter, his face was already full of tears. It was silent tears. He couldn't cry, but it was also the most painful feeling.

He is not a person who cries easily. If he doesn't feel pain to a certain extent, he will never see such Iron-blooded or even cold-blooded people as him cry.

Holding the envelope in his hand, he couldn't believe it and didn't know how to accept it. Lucy's words come true. She didn't cheat herself. What's more cruel is that her uncertain guess has turned into reality.

"Chen Yang, it's all your fault..."

Chen Yang grabs his head in pain. In fact, he has already discovered Shen Weichen's physical discomfort. If he can care more about Shen Weichen, maybe everything will turn for the better. But every time she doesn't say, she doesn't ask. In retrospect, Chen Yang blames herself.

Although it's cancer, it can be divided into many kinds. If I knew it earlier, I would take her to see Liu Yi first. Master, a doctor, is proficient in traditional Chinese medicine. Although cancer is serious, it's not necessarily without miracles. Even if it can't be cured, you can control the disease and live longer.

Think of here, he is remorse of mercilessly slap oneself in the face.

This action scared MIA to cry and cried, "Dad, what are you doing?"

Sister Ling also hurried forward to advise: "Chen Yang, I can understand your mood, but it has come to this point, we can't change anything, respect Wei Chen's idea."

Smell speech, Chen Yang gradually calmed down some, but still a little excited, eyes flushed said: "sister Ling, do you already know? Why didn't you tell me earlier? Where is vichen? I want to see her, I must see her! "

Sister Ling's eyes were red, and she said with a cry: "yes, I've known for a long time. Since Wei Chen came back, she told me. I advised her to treat it, but she didn't listen. She said that the doctor had told her that if there was no way to cure it, she could only control the disease. "

"She didn't want to be in hospital and spent time on treatment. Because she still has unfinished wish, that is to say goodbye to the fans who have always supported her, so she first released a new album, and then held a large tour

"Do you know? Every time she finished a concert, she would vomit blood once and then rest for several days. She can't bear the pressure at all. I've tried to persuade her many times, but she's still so firm. She's gritted her teeth every time. "

"Weichen is the strongest person I've ever met, but I can only watch her bear the torture of her body. Chen Yang, my heart is like a knife."

"I'm glad to have finished my last journey, you know? Because it's a relief for her. She doesn't have to endure the suffering of illness any more. Chen Yang, really, if you see Weichen shivering in bed with a high fever and can't hold her chopsticks, I'll... "

at this time, sister Ling covers her mouth and sobs. She can't say it any more, because the picture of Shen Weichen being tortured in her mind is very painful.

Chen Yang was also in tears. Holding her shoulder, he said, "sister Ling, where is Wei Chen? You must know, don't you? Please tell me

"I want to see her anyway!"

"I... I don't know. She's already arranged for someone to pick her up." Sister Ling shook her head and said, "she told me that she didn't need to go to her. She would find a place where there was no one and leave quietly. She didn't want to disturb anyone, so she didn't say anything."

"How could that be?"

"Chonima, why is it like this?"

Chen Yang turned around and hit the wall with a fist, shaking. At this moment, his mind came up with the injuries he had done to Shen Weichen. Suddenly, he felt that he was not a human being and wanted to bear the pain for Shen Weichen.

"Wuwu... Dad..."

"Dad, what's the matter with you..."

MIA started to cry. Chen Yang was awakened by her cry and looked at her dully for a long time. Immediately wipe away tears, because he does not want to let his daughter with sad.

She squatted down in front of her and said with a smile: "girl, dad is OK. Let's go home."

Mia also recovered and said, "where's Mommy?"

"Mommy still has a job. We are obedient and can't disturb mommy's work, OK? Otherwise she will be angry. " Chen Yang gently wiped the tears on her small face and comforted her.

"Well, Mia doesn't make Mommy angry." She nodded cleverly.

Chen Yang picked her up, said goodbye to sister Ling, and went out with red eyes.

Back in the car, he immediately sent a text message to LiuDi, Su Yunchu and Dong, asking them to send someone to look for Shen Weichen secretly. Even if she really can't survive tonight, she will see her body.

By the time I got home, it was half past ten. Lin Yuexi was wearing a very attractive Nightgown in the living room to watch TV. When he saw the two people coming back, he immediately stood up and was about to speak, but Chen Yang preempted him and said, "little guy is asleep. I'll take her upstairs first. You can wait for me in the room."

Lin Yuexi opened her mouth and nodded her head. She noticed that Chen Yang's face was particularly ugly. She couldn't say what she felt, but this was Chen Yang she had never seen before.Send MIA to her favorite pink room, gently cover her with quilt, looking at her sleeping face, Chen Yang can't help showing a smile.

"Weichen, thank you for giving birth to such a good girl. Don't worry, I will let her grow up happily."

Chen Yang gently kisses her face, and then leaves carefully.

Back in the master bedroom, Lin Yuexi was already sitting on the sofa in his room. Seeing him coming back, he quickly stood up and said, "Chen Yang, what happened? You look terrible. "

Chen Yang nodded and walked over. He opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to say it. His eyes turned red and he said in a trembling voice: "home... Is there any wine at home?"

Lin Yuexi was stunned. He realized something was wrong and did not ask, "yes, I'll get it for you."

After a while, she came up with two bottles of red wine. Chen Yang took it and opened it. He took a big mouthful directly.

"Slow down, what's going on?" Lin Yuexi worried.

Chen Yang heaved a long breath, and could no longer control his emotions. He took out the letter with his eyes wet and handed it to her, saying, "look at it for yourself."

Lin Yuexi took it suspiciously and looked at it.

Pupil fierce contraction, sit to the side of serious continue to look at.

Chen Yang went to brother Yang, blowing the sea breeze from afar, poured a mouthful of wine, lit a cigarette silently, looked at the sea night scene in front of him blankly, and fell into deep remorse again.

"Wei Chen, I'm sorry..."

"I'm really sorry..."

he was lying on the guardrail and couldn't stop crying.