Looking at the beloved woman, dying in his own arms. That feeling of helplessness. Let Chen Yang feel that the whole world has collapsed.

No matter how the players call, Chen Yang can't say a word. His eyes are dull. He just hugs Qin Su tightly and is not willing to let go.

Later, when Qin Su was taken away, he vomited blood on the spot and fainted.

When I woke up again, I was lying on the bed with several persons in charge standing in the ward.

"What about Su Su?"

"Chen Yang, you are healing. Su Su has been taken away by his family. His memorial service will be held in two days, so don't go."

"Yes, we all know what happened. It's not your fault. You've tried your best. Anyway, kunsha's base camp has been taken by us. Although the man has run away, we have all the evidence of him. Now he has been wanted all over the world and will be brought to justice one day. "

Hearing their words of comfort, Chen Yang's heart was broken, and the pain was too painful to speak.

"No, I'm going to the last leg of Su Su."

"You'd better not go." The boss said.

"Why? She's my favorite woman! " Chen Yang red eyes excited way.

"Because... The Qin family is very angry now. They even want to sue you for improper command and let kunsha escape. Regardless of the hostage's life, shoot rashly. It's hard for the Qin family to accept this now. "

"But don't worry, Chen Yang, your ability is obvious to all, no matter what. We will bear the consequences together, and we will try our best to adjust in the middle. "

"No..." Chen Yang tears, shaking his head: "no, the Qin family is right, all this is my responsibility, it is my fault."

"Su Su died under my gun. I should be responsible. You don't have to plead for me. I won't appeal. The Qin family will do whatever they say. "

No matter who persuade, it is difficult to change Chen Yang's decision.

Qin Su's death, not only let him have deep guilt. And then there's guilt. He was disheartened and just wanted to mourn her in another way.

Since then, he has been put in prison and sentenced to three years.

In those three years, he was like a walking corpse with only one empty soul. Living in a world with only Qin Su, that world is very small, because there are only memories.

Chen Yang knelt down in front of Qin Su's tomb and touched her beautiful picture. The scenes of the past came to his mind.

Despite the past so long, but the backlog of thoughts in the bottom of my heart, or so strong. Just compared with the past, I feel relieved.

Chen Yang wiped away his tears, lit a cigarette, got up and put on the incense candle and flowers. Then, facing the tombstone, he said softly:

"Su Su, I listened to you. Live well, and now live well, I have Yuexi, she is pregnant now. Hehe, do you blame me? "

"It's strange. You'll settle with me in the next life, right?"

"But don't worry, no matter who you are with. You are in my heart, no one can replace you. "

Chen Yang has been talking to himself there all the time. Although he only responded slowly to the breeze, he never got tired of it because he knew it. Su Su hasn't seen him for such a long time. I must really want to talk to him.

So no matter big or small, Chen Yang read it to her.

Four years, sitting here and telling her, no one can understand. How much courage does it take for Chen Yang?

Because it will be revealed layer by layer, the pain in my heart can not be released. Who can understand the pain?

Until noon, the sun more dazzling hot, Chen Yang mouth said dry. Just clap buttock to get up, way: "Su Su, I want to leave.". I think you're tired of hearing so much. "

"I don't know when I will come to see you next time. Well, goodbye. "

After that, Chen Yanggang plans to leave. He turns around and suddenly sees a group of people in black coming up from the foot of the mountain, headed by a man and a woman.

Recognize them, Chen Yang heart a tight, some at a loss.

Slow down, keep your hat down and leave on the other side.

"Chen Yang, since you're here, why hide?"

Chen Yang body a stiff, slowly turned around, to the man said: "big brother, long time no see."

"Brother in law, it's really you." The girl next to him was pleasantly surprised.

Chen Yang took off his hat, showed his handsome and resolute face and said, "it's me, wonderful. Long time no see."

"Brother in law..."

"shut up, Miaomiao. Pay attention to your address." Qin Nan gave a drink.

Qin Miaomiao was too scared to speak any more.

Qin Nan then looked coldly at Chen Yang and said, "I thought you didn't dare to come back."

"I just came by to have a look." Chen Yang was puzzled and said, "how do you know I'm here?"

"Because the grave keeper told me your information." Qin Nan said with no expression: "I thought you would never dare to face Su Su again."Chen Yang is silent.

He then said, "what are you doing in Beijing? Are you leaving? "

"I just came to see Su Su. I'm leaving today." Chen Yang returned.

Although he was sent to prison by his in laws, Chen Yang never complained. So for the Qin family, he has no hostility. Instead, it's more about apologies.

"Oh, can you come home, my father wants to see you." Although Qin Nan was an invitation, his tone was not negotiable.

Chen Yang seems to have no choice. If he does not agree, Qin Nan will not let him go. He didn't want to have a bad time with her family in front of Su Su's tomb.

Hesitated, had no choice but to nod.

Down the hill, in their car.

On the bus, Qin Miaomiao kept staring at Chen Yang, surprised and puzzled, and said: "brother in law, have you had a good time these years? Where did you go? Why is there no news at all? "

"Miaomiao, let me remind you again. Pay attention to your address." Qin Nan said in a deep voice: "he doesn't deserve it!"

"I'm... I'm used to it, not on purpose." Qin Miaomiao explained.

Chen Yang doesn't mind Qin Nan's words, and he stares at Qin Miaomiao with great interest. She was still a junior in high school, and now she is a graceful girl. More and more beautiful mature, let Chen Yang can't help feeling, time is really fast.

"I'm fine. I've been in my hometown since I got out of prison."

"Yes? What do you do now? " Qin Miaomiao is a wonderful person.

Don't wait for Chen Yang to reply, Qin Nan again impatient way: "shut up, words how so many, early know don't take you out."

Qin Nan was always serious. Qin Miaomiao was most afraid of him, so he had to stick out his tongue and didn't dare to speak any more.

The Qin family has not changed, and the roadside scenery is still so familiar. Thinking of Qin Su's taking him home at that time, he was honored to introduce Chen Yang as her boyfriend. At that time, the Qin family very much agreed with his son-in-law and treated him as a member of their own family.

Because Chen Yang at that time was the first expert in the dragon group, which was the title. I don't know how many families want to marry their daughter to him. Naturally, the Qin family would like to.

Time has changed. I didn't expect to come to the Qin family again in this way.

Chen Yang was inexplicably depressed.