When Su Xiaowan went back, he ran back, but he met Cheng Weiwei.

She sat in the cafe with Cheng Weiwei for a while. She probably knew the news, but she couldn't digest it for a while.

How to tell others that the life you have left may not come tomorrow?

I may not be able to wait for tomorrow?

Su Xiaowan is not afraid of death. She has never been afraid of death. In her opinion, life and death are vital, and wealth lies in heaven. But she can't rest assured that Feng Yan and her grandmother are still there.

People's hearts, with people who miss, will become afraid of death.

Want to live longer.

But even if she wants to die, she doesn't think that Feng Yan will continue to be held by Shen Qi'er. Therefore, she doesn't want to tell him all this and Shen Qi'er's trick.

She can even think of Feng Yan's anger if she knows that Shen Qi'er has fooled her.

So, when she came out of the hospital, she basically had an idea in her mind.

Since I'm going to die, I have to leave something for those who miss me in the future.

"Young granny, what do you say you are going to do?" Cheng Weiwei drank a mouthful of milk tea, and at the moment, it almost came out of shock.

"I like piano and want to continue playing. A while ago, I heard Yiyi say that there is a piano competition and I want to participate in it!"

take part?

Cheng Weiwei naturally knows that Su Xiaowan likes it, but during this period of time, the young master does not like the young granny to appear in public, and his possessiveness is strong.

The young master bought all the works of the young grandmother before, which is not an ordinary possessive desire. If the young grandmother shows up in public and plays the piano for others, how much... I dare not think about it.

"But the young master must..."

Su Xiaowan is aware of Cheng Weiwei's concerns. In fact, she also wants to. She has been struggling for a long time. Fengjia is a rich family. If she married into Fengjia, she would have been at home to teach her husband and children and enjoy the life of a rich wife.

But she felt that such a day was not what she wanted. "It's not a thing for me to stay at home all the time. Girls have to have something to do by themselves. They will be useless if they are idle at home every day."

"Besides, I'm sure I can't go back to the company now, so I want to do something I like... And, Weiwei, I think I'm not bad either."

"She is beautiful and plays the piano well. She is much better than many people --" Most of all, there is a rich husband.

It's already out of the reach of many people. As long as the young master is willing, it's a matter of time to be popular with the young granny.

When Cheng Weiwei said that, Su Xiaowan's confidence increased a lot. She took out her mobile phone, signed up for herself, and then prepared to go home. Before she left, Cheng Weiwei was still a little worried.

"But you can do what you like at home. You don't need to take part in any competition. This kind of competition has the most inside story. Some people will do whatever they want to succeed. You are not their opponent..."

Of course, she knows all about it.

"Wei Wei, it's not always said that the plan is made by people and the success is made by heaven. I don't even try. How can I know if there's any inside story? I can't tell. The judge teacher's eyes are bad, so I won the first prize!"

Su Xiaowan looks out of the window. It's raining.

Rain hit the glass, through the glass, reflecting her face.

Her face was so ruddy that she didn't seem to be sick at all.

Su Xiaowan suddenly said, "Weiwei, how long will it take you to like someone?"

"Like a person? It's going to take a lifetime! "

In the past, Su Xiaowan thought the same way, but she had seen too much. In those days, her parents should have liked each other, otherwise, they would not have married.

But in the end!

Her mother died of depression, and Su Zheng married another woman.

She knew that Feng Yan liked him and that he would not abandon her like Su Zheng.

But if you say, she

"I used to think that way, but now I want to come and have a good time, and I will be satisfied!"

Cheng Weiwei looks at her. She doesn't know why she met something when she came back from the hospital. How can she suddenly feel sad?

The young master is good to the young granny. They are all envious of their subordinates.

In this world, will you find someone as good as the young master? I don't think so.

"Young granny, what are you going to say to the young master?"

"Feng Yan will agree."

She knows.

She knows because she knows.

It's late to come back.

Along the stairs upstairs, in the bedroom, Feng Yan was resting. She took clothes and took a bath. When she came out, it was still a little cold.

Probably because of the rain.

Without turning on the light, Su Xiaowan crept to the bedside, took off her coat and went directly into the bed.

There was just a thunderstorm outside. With a chill, her hands were cold. Now she just wanted to find the heat source and hold him tightly.

He always had a light sleep, and he woke up when she pushed the door in.

Su Xiaowan just ready to close her eyes, but the next second, that pair of strong arms around her waist, suddenly the whole person was crushed.

Under the dim light, the two people's eyes were opposite.

Feng Yan lowers his head and kisses her lips. His kissing skill is more and more exquisite. Su Xiaowan's consciousness of where his opponent is has been dizzy for a long time, so he can only reach out and hold his neck.

Until her chest suddenly cooled, she subconsciously realized that she didn't know when his clothes had been stripped completely by him.

Su Xiaowan didn't clear the toxin in his body. He didn't even know when he would leave him.

She didn't know whether the toxin would infect or not. She didn't know before, but now, she would never allow it.

Because she cares, she doesn't want Feng Yan to be the same as her.

The heavy body of the man pressed on her.

Su Xiaowan's cheek is very red, this kind of thing men emotional, women will naturally emotional, she subconsciously pushed away, "Feng Yan, you don't like this, I'm tired."

Her low soft voice, with the taste of begging for mercy.

"No, you were holding me? To me? "

"I... I'm just cold."

"It will be hot in a minute..."

“……”

It really doesn't make sense to talk to the man in bed.

The man's lip still does not loosen, but the hand has not further violated, Feng Yan's self-control, she thinks it is really one of the best.

After the kiss, Su Xiaowan leaned against Feng Yan's arms and did not breathe.

"Feng Yan, you said that you would listen to me in the future, right?"

"My life is yours."

"Then I want to discuss something with you!"

Su Xiaowan's cunning eyebrows bent, and she came close to them.

"You said With a low voice and no dignified element, Su Xiaowan felt that they were like an ordinary couple.

We can discuss with each other when we encounter any more problems.

"Then I said you can't refuse me so soon!"

"Say it."

"I want to take part in the piano competition."

“……”

"You don't want to talk. I'm a little nervous when you're like this. If you're dead or alive, give me a word."

Feng Yan knew that she liked to play the piano. When she was a beginner in design, it was just because of the Su family. But after so long, she didn't mention that she would continue to play the piano.

"Why do you suddenly want to play the piano?"

"In recent days, the news has been so loud. Although it has been suppressed, Wei Wei said that everyone in the company knows about it. Therefore, if they go to the company, they will certainly treat me as emperor and give you trouble. I think that this time the piano competition is in other cities, they certainly don't know me... Feng Yan, I don't want to be the wife who just makes trouble for you and asks you to clean up the mess for me at any time. One day, when I stand beside you, those people will not doubt that I'm not suitable, but will say, "you see, how well they match..."

"To be the focus of attention, every day will be very tired, I don't want you tired."

"Feng Yan, I'm not afraid of tiredness and hardship. Don't feel sorry for me. Look at you, working hard every day for our life. I'm your wife. I don't want to be a moth and drag you down."

"I made you feel stressed?"

"Feng Yan, since I like you, I always know your height, and the pressure will become motivation.

Besides, I've been with you for so long, and my glass heart is already a steel heart. "

Su Xiaowan looked at him, saw that he didn't speak, and continued to speak, "before, I couldn't get such an opportunity, just relying on my own ability can't, I and Xiyan have to keep looking for opportunities. But I'm lucky. Now I have such a good chance. It's a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. I want them to know that I have the strength to stand beside you. Besides, you teach me the piano. As a teacher, don't you want to see the results of my efforts? "

"Good."

Since she likes it, Feng Yan will always follow her advice.

"Do you agree?" That sound is good, Su Xiaowan has not how to hear clearly, she Leng for a moment, just reaction come over, happy to get close to his lips, "Feng Yan, you are very good!"

She doesn't want to die now.

No, I never wanted to die.

But... She doesn't want Shen Qi'er's trick to succeed. Besides, it doesn't mean that the patient should keep a good mood and maybe live longer.

Su Xiaowan has checked this poison, and there is nothing on the Internet.

But there must be no such serious disease as cancer. She saw a cancer patient. Because of her good attitude, she lived happily every day. Before, the doctor said that she could only live for one month. As a result, she lived for more than 40 years.

At the time of death, it was more than seventy years old.

Therefore, she can't be so sad and sentimental. Even if she dies, even if it's going to end tomorrow, she should keep her best appearance.

"When I win, I'll give you the trophy!"

"I don't like trophies, I like you!"

Su Xiaowan leaned over and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "Be nice and obedient. I can always like you, you know?"

Feng Yan, "..."

Su Xiaowan suddenly thought of something, probably how can't sleep, silent for a while, suddenly said, "Feng Yan, when I go to other cities, you should take good care of yourself.

You don't have a good stomach. Don't touch those cigarettes and wine. Besides, you have too many social activities recently. You come back late every night and go to the company early in the morning. You can't sleep for so many hours every day. Your body will collapse.

If you want to drink, find something you can drink. Don't drink on your own.

Although you don't seem to have any problems now, as soon as he is old, all his diseases come out.

Just like my grandmother, she didn't have backache before, but now she is old and always has backache. If you don't care about your body, you may die young. It doesn't matter if you die, but I will become a widow. You will leave me alone in the future... "

Feng Yan didn't wait for her to finish speaking, he had already got close to her and blocked her chattering mouth.

If she goes to other cities to compete, he will definitely follow her.

Haven't you heard of it?

What's more, what a premature death!

He doesn't like to listen.

Su Xiaowan finally fell asleep with Feng Yan's kiss.

He looked at her sleeping face.

Long ago, he didn't know why he was attracted to this girl.

With her close, he found her more beautiful.

She is kind, brave, even in his side, never greedy for anything on him, she lives very simple.

Desperately chasing his pace.

Is he walking too fast? So, pressure on her?

Feng Yan didn't fall asleep and went to the balcony to smoke.

Su Xiaowan didn't like his smoking, so he seldom smoked. He took a puff, but he thought it was choking and cut off the cigarette end.

Su Xiaowan is his first woman. He is afraid that he is not good enough and that his existence will make her feel aggrieved and uncomfortable

But what she said today hurt him.

He dialed his mother's number.

My father answered the phone.

"When you call in the middle of the night, do you want to die! I haven't smoked you for a few days. Now I'm a jerk, right? "

That scold, let Feng Yan Leng for a while.

Then a gentle voice came out from the other end, "ah Yan, don't listen to the old man. I'm in a cold war with him. He's upset. He's taking it out with you!"

"Well, I know."

I'm used to it.

"Call me so late, miss me?"

"Mom, did you feel pressure when you married dad?"

Feng Yan suddenly asked, let the old lady sit up from the bed, by the way also kicked the old man beside him, "what's the matter? What happened? Did Xiaowan fight with you?

Let me tell you, although Shen Qi'er's story is nonsense to me, it's a mess to care about... The more I care about you... "

"Mom, it's not that." Feng Yantou is big.

I told her about Su Xiaowan.

As soon as the old lady heard it, she patted her thigh. Sure enough, she was right.

"You regret being with her?"

"I never regret it. I'm just afraid that she will leave when she feels tired one day."

"Silly boy, you are good at everything you do, but you are as dull as your father when you treat your feelings. You like to do things that make trouble of others. Xiaowan wants to live with you all her life. She wants to be better and match you.