Chapter 916

I thought a lot about our future, but I never thought I would lose you.

It is said that we can see the rainbow after experiencing the wind and rain, and we have experienced what we should experience. Why is the final result so?

Lin Su never thought that one day the man she loved deeply would say such words to her. She thought they would get married. She thought they would go through the rest of their lives together for ten, twenty, fifty years. She thought they would have black hair and white hair. It turned out that she thought all these things.

Why?

Lin Su wants to ask why, but he understands that it's meaningless. Qin Sheng is not that kind of unreasonable man, and he won't joke like this. When Qin Sheng says this, it shows that Qin Sheng has made up his mind.

Lin Su was at a loss and hurt like a knife. She seemed to be lingchi. She didn't know what to say. Only at this time did she know what helplessness is?

Qin Sheng saw all Lin Su's reactions, from the smile disappeared to the pain in his eyes. Qin Sheng knew what Lin Su was bearing. As a man, looking at his beloved woman like this, Qin Sheng felt how weak he was at the moment, but he was powerless. Since he said such words, he would never have a chance to look back. He could not give Lin Su hope, Because everything in the end is disappointment.

At the moment, Lin Su was already in tears, and Qin Sheng's eyes were red. He held out his hand and wiped away Lin Su's tears with some trembling. He said with great guilt, "I'm sorry."

Lin Su has recovered. She smiles and shakes her head with some self mockery. Fortunately, she didn't speak about it at last. Since it's already so, Lin Su doesn't want to say anything more. She won't put down all her pride to stay, because he also knows what kind of man Qin Sheng is.

I'm sorry if you have a chance to make up for me. If you can't live up to my family, you may have the right to scold me. If you can't live up to my family, you can make up for it. If you can't live up to me, I'll be sorry if you can Qin Sheng gritted his teeth and said that this is an inevitable step. No matter how painful it is, he will go on.

Lin Su suddenly smiled brightly and said softly, "how can I be willing?"

I love you so much, how can I be willing? This is the most real Lin su. When she really falls in love with a man, she will only think about the man first, because this is the person she loves.

Lin SuYue is like this. Qin Shengyue is in pain. He doesn't want Lin Su to hide all his grievances in his heart. He hopes Lin Su can vent, but he also knows that Lin Su is not such a person.

Lin Su wiped away her tears and still looked at Qin Sheng tenderly. When she calmed down, she didn't think about what she was doing now, but thought that Qin Sheng might suffer many times more than himself when he made this decision, because she believed that Qin Sheng didn't fall in love with another woman because she had no way to do so, If there are other ways, I don't think Qin Sheng will say such words to her.

"Qin Sheng, do you still love me?" Lin Su asked softly.

Without hesitation, Qin Sheng replied directly, "love, you are my favorite woman."

Hearing this, Lin Su was already satisfied. She smiled brightly and said, "that's enough,

Thank you, Qin Sheng. Thank you for staying with me for so long. I wish you happiness. Well, I will be happy too. "

I don't know when tears have blurred Qin Sheng's eyes. The most painful thing in the world is that you love someone deeply, but you have to release him with your own hands. How painful is it?

However, Qin Sheng didn't know what to say. What should he say? How can we make him not painful, and how can we make Lin Su not painful?

Lin Su doesn't want to put too much pressure on Qin Sheng. This should be the reason why Qin Sheng returned to Shanghai this time. Fortunately, he didn't just say goodbye on the phone. Fortunately, he can come to see her for the last time. Since Qin Sheng has said what to say, he should also go. The short-term happiness is over, and it's over forever. Although Lin Su is very reluctant and heartache, But also know to bear silently.

Time is the best medicine. People and things that are unforgettable will eventually be dissolved by it, but some people need three or five years, and some people need a lifetime.

"I'm sleepy. I'm going to take a bath." Lin Su doesn't want to make the atmosphere so embarrassing. Since we are so happy together, we shouldn't be so sad when we leave.

Qin Sheng seemed to think of something and hurriedly said, "don't you have something else to tell me?"

"No," said Lin Su with a wry smile. It should be said that it is no longer necessary, because it is meaningless.

When Lin Su walked into the bathroom, Qin Sheng hesitated whether to go like this? If you don't go, staying will only make Lin Su uncomfortable. If you go, it may make Lin Su more uncomfortable, so Qin Sheng finally chose to stay.

In the bathroom, Lin Su felt that everything tonight was not very real. She didn't know whether it was a dream or a fantasy, because she never expected such a result. Aren't they ready to get married? Besides, she's pregnant with his baby.

She really wanted to tell him that you were going to be a father, but he didn't give her a chance. This sentence finally choked in her stomach. I don't know when to say it again.

Lin Su didn't cry. She told herself to be strong. Without Qin Sheng, she was still Lin su. She had her pride. She just forced herself to calm down. Only when she was calm, she wouldn't think too much.

When Lin Su came out after taking a bath, she had guessed that Qin Sheng might have to go, but she didn't expect that Qin Sheng didn't go at all. Instead, she was already lying in bed and didn't know what she was thinking looking out of the window.

Lin Su hesitated for a moment and finally lay next to Qin Sheng. They just turned their backs to Qin Sheng. They didn't say anything. They were like lovers quarreling with each other in the cold war. Although they had never quarreled, how much did Lin Su hope they were quarreling?

I don't know how long later, Qin Sheng took the initiative to turn around and hugged Lin Su from behind. Lin Su didn't struggle. He snuggled in Qin Sheng's arms obediently. He was still familiar with the taste and temperature, but he rarely saw him again in the future. This may be the last time.

There is still nothing to say. Neither Qin Sheng nor Lin Su is that kind of hypocritical person. What should be said has been said. At the moment, we just need to be accompanied.

Lin Su thought she would stay awake all night, but she didn't know when she fell asleep. Maybe it's because she's in Qin Sheng's arms. This is where her calmest soul belongs.

But this night, Qin Sheng didn't sleep. Lin Su is not Qing'er, let alone others. It's hard for her to accept other results, not to mention whether Lin Su is willing or song Ruyu is willing? Is the Song family willing?

Therefore, Qin Sheng knows that he is really going to lose Lin Su and the woman he loves most. Whenever he thinks of this moment in the future, he will be full of guilt.

It was a long night. Qin Sheng hoped that the appointment would be as long as possible, because he could spend more time with Lin Su, but he hoped to go there early, because then he wouldn't have to suffer.

It was finally dawn. Qin Sheng got up silently. Lin Su was still asleep. Qin Sheng couldn't bear to disturb him. He quietly went to the kitchen to make breakfast for Lin Su and cleaned the house. When everything was finished, Qin Sheng walked back into the bedroom and looked at Lin Su in deep sleep. Qin Sheng was really reluctant to leave. He gently stroked Lin Su's cheek and finally bowed his head and kissed Lin Su's lips, Bite your teeth and turn away.

This walk may be a lifetime. Although they may see each other again in the future, it is no longer the previous relationship.

Bang

When she heard the sound of closing the door, Lin Su, who had already woke up, opened her eyes. In fact, she woke up long ago, but she didn't dare to wake up. She was afraid of losing all this. It seemed that as long as she closed her eyes, she would have the world.

However, she had to face it calmly. She lost him.

At this moment, Lin Su couldn't help it anymore. She hid in the quilt and cried bitterly. Her voice was so depressed

Outside the door, Qin Sheng didn't leave. He leaned against the door and cried silently. What a pity in this life. His heart is muddy.

Qin Sheng finally left. He didn't stay in Shanghai and he didn't have time to stay. Now that he has made a choice, he should walk forward without hesitation. When everything is finished, he will find a way to make up for Lin su. Even if Lin Su doesn't need it, he will make up for the Lin family. It seems that this will make him feel better. Hehe, He is also a hypocritical person.

After returning to Beijing, Qin Sheng didn't go back to Qin's house or contact anyone. He drove directly to the community where his grandmother lived. Everyone else was at the door. After confirming his identity, Qin Sheng drove in alone.

This is the first time Qin Sheng has come to such a high-level place, but he is not nervous. After all, he is looking for his grandmother. Even if he goes to the door of the single building where his grandmother lives and sees the guard on duty at the door, Qin Sheng still has no waves in his heart.

In the living room of the small building, Zhu Jiayou is chatting with the old lady to relieve boredom. The old lady's two granddaughters-in-law said they would come with their children at noon. Zhu Qingwen has returned to Shanghai. After all, school has started these two days, and the school still has a lot of things to deal with.

Qin Sheng looked pale and tired. He walked slowly to the old lady and shouted in a low voice, "grandma"

During this time, Qin Sheng didn't call the old lady, let alone come to see his grandmother. Now he suddenly appears and is still in such a state. The old lady naturally knows what's going on and directly asks, "have you thought it over?"

Qin Sheng emphasized the key point and said "think it over"

"No regrets?" The old lady continued to ask.

Qin Sheng narrowed his eyes, shook his head firmly and said "no regrets"

"What is your choice?" The old lady didn't know the result, so she asked directly.

Qin Sheng laughed bitterly at himself and said, "I broke up with Lin su."

After this sentence, the old lady sighed and naturally understood what Qin Sheng's final choice was.

Zhu Jiayou over there looks confused