Chapter 348

When these two colors appeared, Portia didn't react, but Lord soul was very familiar with them. So when Yao Yan reached this level, Lord soul's eyes were wide open and his face was full of incredible looks.

"How is that possible?" Lord soul can't believe that.

"I know, but Lord soul, this is the medicine you refined. Your pills are really good!" Yao Yan also sincerely happy, to have such results, Yao Yan did not expect.

"Well, what are you talking about?" Portia jumped out directly and interrupted the conversation between the two people. What did she say? Why can't I understand“ With that, Portia's mouth pouted and her face swelled. He really hated the feeling of putting her out.

Seeing Portia's angry appearance, yaoyan felt funny. He quickly took Portia and explained to her carefully: "don't worry. This is the body refining skill I learned from the soul master. Now I have made a great breakthrough“

"So did the pill succeed“

"Of course, it's not only successful, but also quite effective!" Yao Yan said excitedly.

"Before, I just reached the level of red refining body. Now, I have learned the green refining body and blue crystal together. The effect of this big forging body pill is beyond my expectation!"

"It shouldn't be?" Lord soul still can't believe this. Although the effect of Da forging body pill is good, it can't reach the level of direct two-stage promotion.

There must be something I don't know.

"What did you do to him?"

The soul adult suddenly thought of what Portia had done before when Yao Yan and dark gang were violent. She felt very suspicious. It couldn't be ordinary counseling. Besides, she also absorbed dark Gang's behavior when dark gang was violent in her body. She felt very wrong.

"I didn't do anything, just ordinary counseling."

But before he finished speaking, Portia suddenly interrupted his question and answered the question with a very decisive attitude.

The soul adult was stunned for a moment, the delicate mind of him, once saw carefully, this female doll, hiding something.

But the proud soul will never continue to ask this question. One is that he is not so boring, the other is that his self-esteem does not allow him to do so.

Yao Yan see, also some strange look to Portia, don't know why Portia will be like this.

"If it's OK, let's start today's training. You don't have enough time." Portia changed and got into yaoyan's body again. Before she went in, she didn't forget to remind yaoyan what the most important thing was to do now!

Yao Yan just woke up at this time. Looking at the time, it was morning. He immediately started his daily training.

……

As time goes by, more than a month has passed. On this day, Lord soul, with Yao Yan, is holding his breath in the forge room, looking at the things in front of Yao Yan.

It was a sword, a long black sword with uneven shape and color, thick and rough.

"Hunzhong iron, that's your goal today." The soul adult says solemnly.

"Lord soul, do I really have the ability to refine this sword?" Yao Yan some not too confident of ask a way.

Lord soul said with a confident expression: "no problem, with your current strength, it's very easy to forge this sword. Come on, let's start your first forging!"

Yao Yan has been studying forging for a whole month now. Although he is not proficient now, he has a very thorough understanding of some basic knowledge, even reaching the level of specialization.

He is not the little idiot he used to be. Now his foundation is very good, but he has a disadvantage, that is, he has not really practiced it even once.

Lord soul is also strange. This boy seems to have some psychological problems in this aspect. He seems to have to prepare everything before doing that. In the past month, Yao Yan has used countless excuses to delay forging. Either the lack of knowledge or the lack of forging materials, anyway, for a whole month, Yaoyan and Lord soul are just like Taiji. They have never taken the first step in forging.

At the beginning, Lord soul didn't pay much attention to this. He believed in yaoyan's reasons and let yaoyan delay. But I didn't expect that. It took me a whole month!

"You boy, you have learned all your basic knowledge, and you are still proficient, so don't think about running for me now. Today, if you don't forge, I won't let you leave!"

The soul adult says firmly.

"But..."

"No, but!" Soul adult a roar, interrupted Yao Yan on the spot.

"Boy, do you think I'm playing with you again?" Lord Hun's face darkened slowly.

Yao Yan didn't speak and lowered his head“ Why don't you want to forge? " The soul adult this matter thoroughly angry, this is not the Yao Yan that he knows, how can such procrastinate and evade, just do a new thing, why can such fear? Why delay and avoid him so much“ I don't know, maybe, I don't have the confidence to do it... In my heart, it's estimated that it's not, but in my heart, I directly decided that I can't do it... "Yaoyan's voice is getting smaller and smaller, just like a mosquito behind. See such Yao Yan, soul adult also not good to continue to be angry, make a long time, not he don't want to, but don't have that self-confidence. Soul adult pulls Yao Yan in his side, pointed to the seat beside“ Come on, sit down. Let's talk. "“ Well... "Yao Yan lowered his head and sat down without saying a word“ Why do you think you can't do it yourself“ The soul adult opens to ask a way“ Because... This month's study, let me understand the complexity of forging, as well as the difficulty of becoming an excellent forging, I feel, in such a short time, I may... Not be able to... "" why not“ The soul adult asks again“ Because, there are so many people to do this thing, but there are so many people who failed, and it took a lifetime to become a forger. However, I have a delusion to become a qualified forger in such a short time. I feel that I may not be able to... "After hesitating for a long time, Yao Yan said what he thought. When he finished this sentence, His head is lower. See now of Yao Yan, soul adult suddenly, have a kind of strange namely see feeling, not self-confident, timid, fear, delay, and, fear!! See this kind of Yao Yan, soul adult suddenly found, as if his side such people, many. On the road of practice, the soul has no friends. At the beginning, it was very busy. We all worked hard together, encouraged each other and made progress. At that time, the soul adults felt very happy, especially satisfied, especially liked the lively feeling, and hoped that this situation could continue. But after a long time, those people around him gradually began to decrease, with his progress, as he continued to become stronger, the friends around him, from the beginning of standing side by side, began to slowly stand behind him. This situation becomes more and more, more and more, until the end, only the soul of the Lord, still alone on this road, in front of him, beside him, no longer standing anyone, even behind him. As like as two peas, the soul adults remember why they feel that way, because what they see is the same eyes. When he saw this look again, he felt that he should do something. He could not let this happen. Since it happened once, it would not happen to him for the second time“ Boy, why do you think you can't do it yourself? " When the soul adult asked this sentence, Yao Yan was stunned, his heart also appeared such a question, yes, why do you think you can't do it“ I think your words are all camouflage. In my opinion, you are just a coward who is simply afraid of change, trouble and everything““ Am I afraid? Am I afraid“ Soul adult's words, suddenly asked to live Yao Yan“ You are just a coward who is afraid of failure. It's not inferiority complex, it's not inadequate preparation, it's not procrastination. You are just a person who can't afford to lose. In your whole life, you are always afraid of losing people or things. Because you are afraid of losing, you are afraid of change, Because you are afraid of losing, so you are afraid of failure! You don't do your awareness well at all. Up to now, you're just a coward who doesn't dare to face up to the weakness in his heart. You're just a loser who has nothing but the courage to try. "“ I thought that you have done a good job of awakening, and you also think that you have done a good job of awakening, but in fact, your heart has never been ready. Everything is just your imagination. I think today's training will be over here. I can't continue to teach to those who can't do it. If you don't have consciousness, it's just a waste of my time. " Finish saying, soul adult turns to leave, left still dull Yao Yan. Yao Yan widened his eyes, and his eyes were full of panic: "am I really such a person?"