This doubt has been bothering Nie Qingqing these days, making her worried, depressed and tangled. To be honest, before she saw people in TV dramas asking her this question, she would feel unnecessary and hypocritical. But now, she finally realized that she was not qualified to judge a thing without experience.

For example, she now wants to seek a sense of security by asking questions she didn't feel necessary to answer before. It's funny.

Even though he was full of thoughts, Nie Qingqing asked: "Fang Lancang, is it really me that you like and love?" Words asked out of the moment, her eyes can not help but contain a layer of mist.

This scene has a huge impact on Fang Lancang. He did not expect that what he did would make Nie Qingqing feel so insecure and distrust.

Fang Lancang pursed his lips and stepped forward. In his eyes, he swept away his usual indifference to others and replaced it with a slow affection, which was given to Nie Qingqing in front of him.

He said firmly, "I love you. I love you, Nie Qingqing. No one else, never. "

With such a sincere tone, Nie Qingqing could be sure that she would believe what he said if it wasn't for Gu mani. But now, Gu mani is like a stone, holding her heart so hard that she can't believe Fang Lancang.

Therefore, Nie Qingqing just chuckled and retorted, "no one else? Fang Lancang, we've been married for more than a year. I still know about your temperament. If you don't have feelings, will you let Gu mani get close to you so easily? Will you indulge her like this? Don't treat me like a fool, Fang Lancang... "

Don't treat me as a fool. It's light, but it falls in Fang Lancang's heart. It's like a huge stone. He can't breathe in a moment. The grievance in his voice really makes him feel very sad.

What a jerk you are Fang Lancang thought like this, and suddenly regretted.

"Qingqing, it's not like this. I didn't explain it clearly last time. This time you listen to me tell you the whole story." Fang Lancang's Adam's Apple moved, calmed his mood for a while, then relaxed his breath and said, "you often fainted before and always wanted to sleep. The doctor said that you were given medicine, but this medicine, and this medicine has no solution in China."

"I didn't think it was too serious. I thought that with the development of medicine, it would be better to take you to the United States to receive the most advanced treatment? At first, I thought so. " Fang Lancang recalled the despair of that time and couldn't help drooping his eyes, "but when I bring you to the United States, all those people are very sorry to tell me that they have nothing to do."

"You don't know how desperate I was at that time. It hurt me to see you lying on the bed and never wake up." Fang Lancang's words are full of affection, "later, when I was in the hospital to help you pay the medical expenses, I saw a person who was very like Gu Mani, so I took a chance to chase him out."

"I didn't think it was her. I wanted to catch her, but she put a knife around her neck and asked me if I love her. How can I like her? Under normal circumstances, I would definitely refuse, but in that case, once I refuse, gummy will die, and the consequences will be very serious... "

"So in that critical situation, in order not to let gumani commit suicide, I can only choose to respond to her feelings..." Fang Lancang said here, painfully closed his eyes.

After listening to all of them, Nie Qingqing turned pale and pulled out a smile: "so? So you promised her? "

"Yes..." Fang Lancang said in a low voice, "I promised Gu mani that I would like to be with her..." He said at the end in a light voice. In fact, he didn't make it clear that he didn't agree for the safety of gummani's life. What he wanted was the antidote in gummani's hand.

He was with her because of the antidote. After all, Fang Lancang couldn't watch Nie Qingqing lying on the hospital bed like this. He was fed up with the feeling that his heart would crack.

However, in order not to make Gu Manni suspicious and dislike Nie Qingqing more, Fang Lancang can't say anything about what hurt her.

Therefore, the general idea of his current explanation is that he promised to stay with Gu mani for fear of her life safety. This meaning let Nie Qingqing face pale smile a voice.

"Fang Lancang, when is the time? Do you still want to use this excuse to prove and clean yourself up? Do you think it is necessary?" Nie Qingqing's eyes were slightly red. "Do you want to prove that the routine has won people's hearts since ancient times? Do you think I'll believe your excuse? "

Nie Qingqing has a big pain in her heart. She thinks Fang Lancang is lying. In the final analysis, he is still in love with Gu Mani, but if he is in love, he will be in love with Gu mani. Why should he keep pestering himself and make her suffer? Does Fang Lancang really like her, or does he like to see her pain?

"Fang Lancang, don't take me as an excuse." Nie Qingqing sighed, calmed the inexplicable pain in her heart, and said, "you like Gu Mani, I can understand, but I don't want to see you again, and you don't have to explain so much to me. It's unnecessary and meaningless. That's it."When Nie Qingqing said this, his tone was extremely tired.

Looking at her like this, Fang Lancang suddenly became speechless. He didn't know how to face Nie Qingqing like this. In addition, he was suffering. For a moment, he stood in the same place.

Ma Sijia, who is watching the whole process, is anxious. As a bystander, she can see more clearly than the two. She clearly thinks that Fang Lancang's feelings for Nie Qingqing are not fake, and seeing Fang Lancang like that, she thinks that there must be something he has not said!

"Say it! You've told me all about it Ma Sijia anxiously said to Fang Lancang, who was standing on one side, "speak quickly!"

However, her behavior was soon discovered by Nie Qingqing, and she turned and glared at Ma Sijia. With such a stare, Ma Sijia covers her mouth, blinks her eyes, and looks very innocent. In order to show her loyalty, she resolutely stands on Nie Qingqing's side and decides not to give Fang Lancang any hint.

Fang Lancang, who is standing on one side, has lost the help of Ma Sijia. He feels that he is in a desperate situation. He is so upset that he has no way to start. He doesn't know what to say.