Chapter 823

He is really afraid that every time she leaves, she will disappear. He is afraid that he will never find her again. He does not want to come here for two years. He is afraid that he will never find her next time she leaves

evil spirit heard his words, stopped, hesitated, and turned to sit back

seeing her stay, Zhang Qiang split his mouth and laughed foolishly

"say what you want to say."

"sorry, charm. I shouldn't have done that to you in those years. I shouldn't have forced you away. I was wrong. After knowing the news of your departure, I knew I was wrong, and it was outrageous. " Zhang Qiang raised his eyes, blue eyes, such as glaring glass, straight staring at her, as if to see her heart

the evil spirit didn't speak, and there was a trace of fluctuation in her blue eyes

that memory is the eternal pain in her heart. Even those who suffered from unfair treatment in her family did not have the pain of that memory

she knows that Zhang Qiang can't accept her, because he likes women, beautiful and sexy women, not her. Although she is dressed as a man, she has been used to this dress since she was a child. Even as a woman, she can't adapt, let alone do what he likes, but... She studies hard for him, Every night, she will practice in front of the mirror, how to be a beautiful and sexy woman, although it is very uncomfortable, but she still works hard to learn

her family didn't value girls, so her mother disguised her as a boy from an early age and asked her to learn everything a boy should learn. After she was sent to her uncle's house, she had some freedom, but she was still closely watched by her grandfather. In fact, she thought it didn't matter. No matter what she looked like, it didn't make any difference to her. She only wanted to fulfill her mother's wish, As long as she is 20 years old, she will be free, because 20 years old is the rite of passage for men in the family. That is to say, she can freely choose whether to stay in the family for development or to be independent. In fact, those who have the ability to stay, those who have no ability and have no use value for the family must leave, no matter what the reason is, As long as she can leave that "cage" like family

however, things have changed that she didn't expect, that is, she met Zhang Qiang and fell in love with him. After she realized this problem, she was confused and panicked, but after these emotions, she still liked him as usual and couldn't control it at all

after returning from the Amazon jungle that time, she decided to confess to him. She made preparations for a week. That week, she tried hard to make herself better. She was afraid that she would frighten him and he would not accept it. However, who knows... All her efforts were in vain. She was nervous and he didn't even listen to her when she confessed to him, She refused her decisively, and left in a hurry as if she had heard some terrible news. After that, he disappeared for a week without any news. She tried to use the tracker to find him several times, but she resisted. She absolutely insisted that she should give him some time

she doesn't remember what she was feeling at that time. All she knows is that her world almost collapsed. He knows that Zhang Qiang is a popular lover and that he has many women, but he never said who he would marry, so he suddenly leads a woman in front of her and excitedly says to her, "charm, I've found true love, I'm going to get married.", She forgot how she reacted and how she expressed her blessings

she even convinced herself that it was a joke of his, just his refusal. However, the fact was that Zhang Qiang Zhen began to prepare for the wedding. At that moment, she understood that no matter what the reason was, the fact was that he really didn't like her and forced her to recognize the truth in such a heartless way. She was very sad, Sad almost forget what is the feeling of heartache

therefore, she decided to leave, not to embarrass him or herself

but that departure changed some things, and directly caused her to escape from him...

how long has she not dared to touch these memories? Now, she still has a dull pain in her heart, and she still can't let go of that feeling

"to tell you the truth, I used to blame you. Why didn't you listen to me and why didn't you give me a chance? But... Later I figured out that maybe you resisted me at the beginning and didn't like me at all, so... No matter I was a man or a woman, the result was the same." Evil spirit tone light of say, and can't hear what emotion, seem to have really put down

Zhang Qiang didn't think so. Evil spirit's words not only made him feel more guilty, but also made him more nervous. "Evil spirit, no, I didn't resist you. Really, I know that I must have broken your heart by doing that before. I shouldn't bring a woman back, let alone marry her. At that time, my mind must have been confused, so I would make those childish actions, I'm sorry... In fact... "Zhang Qiang explained nervously. At last, he didn't know how to go on. He didn't really want to force her away. When he heard Mei's confession, he ran away without thinking. In fact"Actually... I like you!" Zhang Qiang clenched his teeth, closed his eyes and said, "I like you. I like you before you confessed. It's just that... At that time, you were a man. I always thought that I like a man or my brother. I'm almost crazy. You don't know that every time I see you, I have an irrepressible impulse, I don't even feel this way about other women. I want to try my best to restrain myself. However, the more I restrain myself, the more I fall into the enemy. Especially when I was injured in the Amazon jungle, you always take care of me and sleep together every day. In those days, the pain of my wound was less than half of my heart. I struggled with myself almost every day. I don't know how strong will I have to use, Only in this way can I restrain myself from beating you down. I felt that I could not save myself. At that time, I even thought that even if you were a man, it didn't matter. I just like it and couldn't help it. But... I can't do this and hurt you. Therefore, when you confessed to me, I almost ran away, because I was afraid that if I stayed one more second, I would not be able to restrain myself, Say what you think

after hearing what he said, evil spirit was completely stunned and didn't know what to do

he said he liked her, too, and earlier than her

"believe it or not, but it's all from my heart. I've been hiding for so many years and always wanted to tell you that you don't know. After I learned that you were a woman, I was so excited that I wanted to cheer. I wanted to run to you immediately and take you to get the certificate. But I missed you. I'm sorry." Zhang Qiang is very sorry to say that he deliberately does not mention it, not that he cares, but that he hopes to bring her any pressure

the evil spirit was silent for a long time before she recovered from the shock

after a long time, she said quietly, "these words, if you tell me when I confess, I will be happy to die, but... Now, it's too late, you know, I'm not worthy of you, we can't go back to the past."

the evil spirit's words are calm and terrible, just like a long-standing magic spell, which has been untied at last

"no, it's not too late. Let's start all over again, OK? I don't mind. I've never mind that, so you don't have to Zhang Qiang nervously wants to explain, wants to let her know, his mind

"I care, I care that it will bring you negative information. You are the successor of the Sark family. You should have found a woman who is in a good family. I have been expelled from the family. It's a shame for the family. If you are with me, you will certainly be enchanted, not to mention that happened..." evil spirit did not continue to say, As if it was a painful memory, she could not continue to think, "come on, we can't, that's it. It's good to be a brother."