Every time she heard that other people's mothers took them out to play, she would be very sad. When she got home, she began to make trouble with her mother.

Mom has no choice but to take time to take her out to play. Often at this time, she will be happier than the new year.

When she grew up, she never went to the amusement park again, but she missed the happy and relaxed time. On her last day here, she wanted to be wild.

A place like the amusement park is very strange to Lancang. He has never been to it once.

"How do you want to go there?" He asked Nie Jingjing.

"Just want to go, will you accompany me?"

"Good."

They drove to the biggest amusement park in the city.

Nie Jingjing gets out of the car and looks at the lively and childlike place with an excited look on her face.

"I haven't come for many years. It's different from when I was a child. I remember there was a cartoon villain by the door at that time. Mr. Jing, did you come here when you were a child? "

Nie Jingjing holds Lancang's hand and looks around.

"I've never been to a place like this."

Lancang looks at the lively scene, everyone's face is filled with happy smile, young men and women, jubilant children. He doesn't understand. It's just entertainment. What's to be happy about.

Nie Jingjing opens her mouth wide in surprise, but pats Lancang sympathetically on the shoulder and shakes her head in a deep way.

"It's a guy without childhood. I feel sad for you."

"It's not too late, and it's with you."

Hearing Lancang's words, Nie Jingjing awkwardly turned away and walked into the gate.

The amusement park is full of people, laughing and screaming. Nie Jingjing broke away from Lancang and threw herself into the sea of happiness.

Her first project was the roller coaster. She likes the exciting feeling, as if her heart is going to jump out, she can scream and let out all her emotions without reservation.

Lancang said that he didn't want to go crazy with her. How could he be like a child.

Nie Jingjing says that he can't put down his figure. He can't deny that he can't laugh and cry as others do. His emotions are deeply hidden in his heart.

Nie Jingjing gets on the roller coaster. She desperately waves to Lancang below. She is very happy and her eyes become beautiful crescent moon.

Lancang has known her for such a long time, this is the first time to see her so relaxed. He can't help but think of what Xiaomei said. What Nie Jingjing looked like before, what she is now, is she back to what she used to feel?

He gave her a faint smile, watching her nervous and excited.

At the beginning of the game, the roller coaster slowly opens, climbs to the highest point, and speeds up abruptly.

Speed is too fast, Lancang can't help but pinch a sweat, he can't see the position of Nie Jingjing, ear full of all kinds of screams.

He now understands why Nie Jingjing insists on playing this game. Maybe she just wants to vent her depression by screaming. It's just that some things happen when they happen. Even if you scream again, you can't forget them.

In a daze, the roller coaster completed its adventure. People came down from their seats one after another. Some of them were staggering, while others ran to the side and vomited.

Lancang saw that Nie Jingjing's face was a little pale, her hair was blown up by the wind, and she was very embarrassed.

He stepped forward and pulled Nie Jingjing down. Her weight was unsteady and she fell into his arms, panting heavily and laughing loudly.

"It's a pity that you didn't play. You didn't know that I almost thought I was going to die. It was so exciting!"

Nie Jingjing holds Lancang in one hand, does not let oneself fall, covers the chest in one hand. Nearly ten years have passed since she last played roller coaster. Her courage seems to be much smaller. She is no longer as fearless as she was when she was a child.

"I don't understand you. It's very hard. Why do you want to play?"

Lancang patted Nie Jingjing on the back to make her more comfortable.

Nie Jingjing is slightly stunned and smiles. She straightens up and looks into Lancang's deep eyes.

"It's just like feeling. You know you'll get hurt, but you just fall into it. Are you stupid?"

A bitter smile flashed across the corner of her mouth. Lancang's heart seems to plunge into a steel needle, stabbing him with pain. The two fell into a subtle silence.

Nie Jingjing pulls Lancang and points to the carousel not far away.

"Mr. Jing, let's take the carousel."

Nie Jingjing has a good smile and looks forward to Lancang. If you can have a merry go round with him, it will be a very novel experience.

Lancang nods and pulls Nie Jingjing to the carousel.

On the carousel, adults with children, adults indulge in looking at children's happy smile. There are many lovers, they hand in hand, follow the rhythm of the music, circle after circle, as if to shake to the end."Mr. Jing, do you know the meaning of carousel?"

Lancang shakes his head. He has never played such a childish game before. How can he know its meaning? In his opinion, it's just entertainment equipment. What's the meaning

"I'll let you know when we've played."

they sat side by side. Nie Jingjing was sitting on a lovely pony, while Lancang was sitting on a majestic rooster

looking at Lancang sitting on it, Nie Jingjing was embarrassed and didn't even know where to put her hand. She laughed happily. Who would have thought that the towering, invincible Lancang, in the face of a small carousel, should be so nervous

"Mr. Jing, relax and enjoy yourself."

with the beautiful music, the Trojan horse began to circle after circle, with gorgeous lights and moving melody, carrying everyone's simple and pure desire, flying in the childlike world

happy time is always short, just like a beautiful dream always wakes up. Walking down from the carousel, Nie Jingjing is a little dizzy. Lancang holds her and gently wipes off the dense sweat on her forehead

when he saw the ugly scar again, he could not help but feel a pain in his heart. He would never forget that this scar was given to her by him, and he owed her a perfect face

"go over there and have a drink."

"now can you tell me the meaning of carousel?"

Lancang sits down and hands the milk tea to Nie Jingjing

"you said you would tell me. I want to know whether it is good or not."

Nie Jingjing pauses and looks at the indefatigable and crazy revolving carousel not far away

"they say that the carousel is the most cruel game. It's chasing, waiting and can never be touched. One person is always walking, while the other person has been chasing, but how can not catch up, seemingly close, far away in the end of the world. Mr. Jing, do you think this kind of relationship is like us

"not like it."