Chapter 647

On the way to the box, Nie Jingjing found a different trace, that is, Fang Lancang walked without hesitation, even at multiple intersections.

Fang Lancang accurately found the box, which made her suspect that Fang Lancang often haunted such places.

"I have a habit. That is to drink whenever you are in a bad mood. You also know that there is the most wine here. You can drink as much as you want. There is no bottom line. After this time, when I'm in a bad mood next time, I naturally want to come here to vent

Fang Lancang knows that Nie Jingjing has always been smart, and he can't hide it even if he wants to. What's more, it's not a big deal at all. For him, but for Nie Jingjing! Would you hate this kind of frequent bar people.

"Jingjing, you don't like people who often go into bars, do you? In fact, I don't really go into bars very often, just when I'm in a bad mood. If you don't want me to come, I can't be in such a place in the future. How about that

Fang Lancang looks at Nie Jingjing anxiously for fear that she will be angry with him. He really didn't expect that the opinion he just put forward casually would make Nie Jingjing see his habit for many years.

"Why, I don't think all the people who come in and out of here are bad people. There are many of us who want to vent, aren't there?"

Nie Jingjing doesn't know if it's her attitude. Fang Lancang is so worried that she has to ask her for advice on everything.

In fact, Fang Lancang was a very independent person before. She met her and looked at her face. She felt that she had killed a person's personality and felt guilty.

"But you said you would come out to drink when you were in a bad mood. There are many things that lead to your bad mood! Can I have a simple understanding? "

Nie Jingjing seems to find that there is a story in Fang Lancang. She wants to understand it and share it for Fang Lancang. But I don't know if Fang Lancang is willing to.

"In fact, it's very common. As doctors, it's very hard. I'm afraid that if we meet unreasonable family members of patients, we'll make trouble one by one. Either a nurse or a doctor. "

"You can tell me that it's all because of the love of parents. How could children have suffered this crime? In fact, I've been used to it since I worked in the hospital for so many years. No matter what kind of patients are, they are all our patients. No matter what they do, we must treat patients and save others. This is our duty. But... "

Fang Lancang took a cup of wine at hand and drank it. It seemed that there were many things he didn't know how to open his mouth. He was silent all the time.

Now he really thinks that it was not easy for him at that time. Instead of one patient, he faced three, four or more patients every day. He sometimes feels that doctors are not human beings. After all, people can rest.

They can only work endlessly, no matter how busy and tired they are, they can't complain.

"But you know what makes me most miserable! Although I have been working in the hospital for several years, I still can't see a scene where someone is sacrificed in front of me. "

"You don't know how much pressure it is to watch a patient die in your own hands. It's like killing someone yourself."

Fang Lancang looked at his hands of those who had been saved, those who had not come and those who could be saved. He was very sad. He seemed to be able to see the fresh lives waking up or disappearing in front of him.

"Yuhua, how can you think like this? You are saving people, you know! It's not all your reason that people didn't save them. There are many very critical and urgent talents who choose surgery! In other words, there are always two possibilities for surgery, that is, success and failure. "

"It's not your responsibility to fail, it's just that the patient may be on the verge of life and death, and it's impossible to save him. You should think about the people you have saved. Now they will thank you very much for giving them another life. "

Nie Jingjing, after all, is a writer who knows something about hospitals. But she wants to know that it is not easy for them to be doctors even if they don't know. The pressure of doctors is greater than any profession.

At the same time, they may be charged with murder.

"As long as you work hard, it's good. No matter what the final result is, your operation has been successful. Yuhua, remember, you are not a God, you can't save all the patients. What you have to do is try your best to save more people. "

It's really the first time that she has been in contact with Fang Lancang for such a long time to realize that Fang Lancang has such a great pressure. Why didn't Fang Lancang talk to her at first! In that case, even if she can't help, she can still support her in her heart.

"Thank you, Jingjing. If it wasn't for you, I might still be in that hospital. Maybe this time, I didn't just drink, but let out steam."Fang Lancang is very grateful for the people who can accompany him. He will also believe that the miracle in the world can keep more people away from illness

"I didn't even think of it, you know! Today, it's my happy and sad day. I've been here for two years, but I don't have so much hatred for them because it's the last day here. "

"maybe that's what people do. Only when they discard them can they cherish them. It's only when I leave that I feel that the people here are very good. "

in the following time, the two of you started to talk with each other. Fang Lancang also said all his heart knot and pressure for the first time at the reception, which made the two people who felt the same thing cry bitterly

and it was also because of drinking that they had no dreams all night and slept until dawn

"Yuhua..." when Nie Jingjing got up in the morning, she felt that her head was very painful. I was thinking of going into the kitchen to pour some water, but I didn't expect to see a person who shouldn't be here at all

the sudden appearance of Fang Lancang makes Nie Jingjing's memory of last night come back and think of what they said in the private room. For Fang Lancang this man is very distressed, just understand that the appearance of such a strong person, the heart is not necessarily strong

knowing that Fang Lancang drank a lot of wine last night, she went directly to the kitchen and began to wake up the wine soup, and gave her a drink. At the same time, she kindly gave Fang Lancang a bowl