Niu Niu pressed down her upset thoughts and grasped Rong Yueer's hand with pleading and sadness in her eyes: "sister Yueer, don't tell my parents until I find the right opportunity

Rong yue'er twisted her eyebrows and said, "why do you want to hide from Uncle Mu and aunt ye? Qinghuan, it's no small matter. We can't handle it. If you procrastinate, what should you do if it grows up? "

"I won't delay too long. Recently, a lot of things have happened in our family, and my mother has been injured again. I don't want her to worry about me at this time." With tears in her eyes, Niu Niu whispered, "please, sister yue'er, just wait a few more days."

Rong Yueer is in a bit of a dilemma. Because of the fear of their concealment, let Qinghuan after more suffering. I don't want to help. I think she's pathetic.

Finally, she said, "Qinghuan, I'll help you hide it for a week, but you have to promise me not to do stupid things. Otherwise, I'll never talk to you again in my life. "

"Well, I promise you." Niu Niu calmed down a little.

Rong yue'er sighed slightly, stroked her hair gently, and said, "Qinghuan, don't be cranky."

"Well, I know."

……

The next time, two people have no mind to go shopping again, so, Rong yue'er accompany Niu Niu back to Mu's home, full of worries to leave. Niu Niu dragged her heavy steps into her bedroom and threw herself heavily on the bed, staring at the crystal lamp hanging from the ceiling in a daze. After a long time, she raised her hand and slowly covered her abdomen. There was a child of her own blood, but she didn't feel it at all

To joy.

Once upon a time, she had a dream to know, fall in love with, marry and have children with a boy and live a happy life.

However, all this was broken on the night of Yan Xi's appearance.

Heart of sadness and anger intertwined, she could not restrain the hand clenched into a fist, hard toward his abdomen beat.

I wish I didn't have this child!

She doesn't want to give birth to that bastard Yanxi!

One, two, three... Every beat was extra hard, abdominal pain, her face gradually pale up.

"Hum..."

The sound of pain overflowed from her lips and teeth, and her raised hand could never fall down again. Turned over and buried his face in the quilt, letting the tears flow wantonly.

……

As night falls, the lights of Mu's house are gradually on.

Ye Jianxi and Guo Sao put the food on the table, looked at the living room, saw only Tianyou, Tianbao, Zhenzhen and Jingjing, asked: "Qinghuan? Haven't you come back from shopping yet? "

"Miss Qinghuan came back in the afternoon. She kept herself in her bedroom and didn't come out." Answered the servant.

Ye Jianxi saved Liu Mei, "this child, shut himself in the bedroom all day, stuffy out of order, how to do?"

Then she took off her apron and went to call Niu Niu herself.

Walking to the bedroom, ye Jianxi knocked on the door and yelled: "Qinghuan, are you there? I'm mom. Open the door

Inside the door, Niu Niu got up from the bed in a daze. "Mom, wait for me for a while."

"Good."

Ye Jianxi waited patiently.

Niuniu went to the bathroom, turned on the tap, cleaned her cheek, but her eyes were still red and swollen, and she could see the trace of crying.

Worried about ye Jianxi see what strange, Niu Niu put on light makeup, simple cover up.

That's when I got out of the door.

"Did you sleep just now? It took so long to open the door? " Ye Jianxi asked with concern.

"I just took a bath." Niu Niu hugged Ye Jianxi's arm and intimately said, "Mom, what can I do for you?"

"Of course, I asked you to have dinner. You are a girl. You always have bad food recently. Don't you feel like eating at the meal point?" Ye Jianxi nodded her head.

Niuniu said with a smile, "I have no appetite. Maybe the weather has changed recently."

"Later, I'll ask Dr. Xu to prescribe some stomach tonics for you. It can't go on like this all the time. You see, there's no meat on your cheek." Ye Jianxi talks.

Niuniu listened to her soothing and gentle voice, and a warm current flowed through her heart. Meanwhile, her nose was sour. Fortunately, it was dark and the light in the corridor was not so bright. Ye Jianxi didn't notice her abnormality.

……

After dinner, ye Jianxi grabs Niu Niu and tells her to go out with yue'er when she is free. If there is a place you want to go, you can accompany her.

Niuniu said, "Mom, I know. Don't worry about me all the time. I've grown up. You should take care of your younger brothers and sisters in the future. "

Ye Jianxi did not continue to say, "OK, I'll send the medicine to your room."

"Well, thank you, mom."

Niu Niu and ye Jianxi are separated. Instead of rushing back to their bedroom, they go for a walk in the garden. The night is as cool as water, and the breeze blows through the dense rosebush, making a slight rustling sound. Time seems to be still at this moment. Niuniu went to the stone bench beside the lotus pond and sat down. Looking at the sparkling light in the pond and the fish swimming in the water, she sighed a long time, as if she was going to kill her lungs

All the depression in the cavity is empty. Stunned for a long time, she thought of a sentence that she didn't know where to see. In the first three months, the children are vulnerable and will disappear after several tosses. If you beat your stomach and can't let it run away, jump into the cold pond and stay for a few hours, it will leave her. Once this idea comes out, it will never go away. She was possessed and headed for the lake. Body a little bit of immersion in cold water, Niu Niu teeth, continue to go to the center. It didn't stop until the water ran over her shoulder and left only one head on the water. Time continues to flow... I don't know how long later, a scream suddenly sounded in the yard, "Miss Qinghuan, what are you doing? Don't move, I'll go and save you Frightened, the servant jumped into the pond and swam towards her. Niuniu wants to tell her, don't come here. But with his mouth open, he couldn't say a word. A few minutes later, she was dragged back to shore by a servant. The servant patted her face gently and called, "how are you, miss?" Niuniu felt that her body was cold and hot to the extreme. Her hair was stuck on her forehead, neck and back because of the pool water, and her abdomen was tingling. She thought, this child may really be gone. She's sorry for it. However, in any case, she could not give birth to the child. She doesn't want to have anything to do with Yanxi any more. Niu Niu thought faintly and suddenly fell into the darkness. The servant couldn't wake her up, so he got up and called others. After a while, ye Jianxi and mu Luochen got the news and rushed to the lotus pool. They saw Niu Niu lying on the ground weak and heartbroken.