Life in Australia is long and hard. At first, she hated the baby in her stomach and wanted to take it away countless times. But the doctor said she was too weak to have an abortion. While she was busy with her graduate work, she took care of herself. Gradually, over time, she had feelings for her baby.

She thought that even if Xiao Yannan didn't want it and kept it by herself secretly, there would be nothing wrong. But in the end, the baby still didn't keep in the stomach, and left her after the fifth month of fetal movement.

A person lying on the cold operating table, she did not shed a tear, perhaps children know that their birth is not glorious, so refused.

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After she lost her child, she worked hard to carry out scientific research. The professors in the college attached great importance to her. Two years later, after the completion of her postgraduate studies, her tutor suggested that she should become an Australian citizen and stay in the University for further development.

She got the recommended form and hesitated for a while. When she was ready to fill it out, her family called and said that grandfather Xiao was critically ill and wanted to see her and let her go back to China immediately.

From childhood to adulthood, grandfather Xiao was very kind to her. Before he left, if she couldn't meet him, she would regret for life. So she asked her tutor for a few days' leave, and she flew back to China.

After two years, back to the imperial capital, everything has changed.

Xiao Yannan inherited everything from the Xiao family and carried it forward. Everyone was in awe of him. But in my memory, grandfather Xiao, who is always full of spirit, is a lot older, lying on the hospital bed, thin and without any human form.

Grandfather Xiao can't see. He takes her hand and calls Xiao Feng.

With tears in her eyes, she called grandfather Xiao.

Xiao grandfather smile, said: Xiao Feng, you finally come back. It has been two years since you came back. I thought you were going to take root abroad.

She cried in silence.

Grandfather Xiao told her a lot of things when she was a child. At last, he pulled Xiao Yannan beside him and folded their hands together. He said: son, grandfather can't see you have a great grandson. After grandfather leaves, you should live well.

She had no time to explain.

Xiao Yannan replied: grandfather, don't worry, I will take good care of her.

Grandfather Xiao smiles and closes his eyes peacefully.

Xiao Yannan held her and grandfather Xiao's hands tightly, with tears in his eyes.

It was the first time she had seen him cry since she knew him.

Clearly did not make a sound, tears did not fall, but people are most distressed. She reached out to wipe the tears from the corner of his eyes.

Xiao Yannan hugged her tightly and buried her head on her shoulder, as stiff as a stone. At this time, Jiang Mengxue's voice rang out at the door. She looked back and saw Jiang Mengxue's red eyes and pain on her face.

Xiao Yannan gets up and goes after Jiang Mengxue.

At that moment, she only felt that she had been slapped in the face.

Why do you practice yourself again and again? Is it true that the lessons we learned last time are not enough? Do you have to lose another child or your own life to give up on him? tqR1

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When Xiao Yannan and Jiang Mengxue come back, they have already made up. Jiang Mengxue smiles and says sorry to her, because she misunderstood her.

She said with a smile, it's OK.

Turn your eyes to see Xiao Yannan again, your eyes are indifferent.

After the funeral of Xiao's grandfather, she went home and lived for a short time. Her grandfather seemed to forgive her for what she had done. He often talked to her and said that he was old and wanted her to go home with him.

She wanted to be with her grandfather, but she hesitated when she thought that she would often meet Xiao Yannan when she came back here. Procrastinating middle-aged, Jiang Mengxue repeatedly asked her, when she and Jiang Han is how, is her brother sorry for her, she will leave sad?

After she left, Jiang Chen married a girl and gave birth to a son in less than a year.

For this reason, everyone thinks that Jiang Chen failed her, and even Jiang Mengxue thinks so.

She knew that Jiang Chen wanted to protect her reputation, but she didn't say what happened in those years, so she explained it to Jiang Mengxue several times, saying that it was the end of fate and it was natural.

Jiang Mengxue finally believes that Jiang Chen didn't do anything sorry for her.

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After that, Jiang Mengxue often came to her to share with her about Xiao Yannan.

He said he was more than gentle, but not delicate enough, always ignore her feelings as a girl; He said that he devoted himself to his career all day, often could not remember her birthday, and occasionally thought of buying gifts, which were all diamonds, necklaces and so on; He's not young, but he doesn't like people talking about marriage. When he talks about it, he likes to be black faced

What Jiang Mengxue said to her was Xiao Yannan she didn't know, and she didn't want to know.

But fortunately, no matter how close the relationship between Jiang Mengxue and her, Xiao Yannan never appeared in front of her several times.

She thought, maybe he was embarrassed on that night two years ago. After half a year in China, she decided to stay, not for anything else, but for her grandfather. Grandfather's health is really bad. With the lessons of grandfather Xiao, she didn't want to be with him in his last time She has opened a small Research Institute in China. Besides being busy with the Research Institute, she goes home to accompany her family. Occasionally, mom and dad mentioned her marriage. She was vague about the past. After such a plain and busy year, she finally ushered in her 25th birthday. This year, Jiang Mengxue and Xiao Yannan were 33 years old. They are still unmarried. Xiao mother and Jiang mother two people, repeatedly urged, Jiang Mengxue complained with her more times. Most of the time, she would listen to her left ear and listen to her right ear. Once or twice, she would think, why didn't Xiao Yannan marry Jiang Mengxue early? Clearly he loves her so much, give her a guarantee of marriage, what is the problem? But I just think about it and forget it in the twinkling of an eye In the second half of her twenty-five years old, she began to accept her mother's arrangement and go on all kinds of blind dates. The conditions of he's family are good, but due to the confidentiality of his father's work, it's not good to make too much publicity. Therefore, the objects of blind date are either people from the same department, most of whom grew up with her from childhood, and they can't spark any other sparks except brother sister relationship; Or ordinary people who have nothing to do with the industry and have a slightly better family, but she can't bring up interest in these people. Even if they were not compared with Xiao Yannan, they were less than one in ten thousand of Jiang Chen's. After more than 20 blind dates, the other party fell in love with her, but she finally turned them off. The mother nodded her head and asked, is she someone? Who can not see? She said no. Mother asked several times, did not get the answer, they feel that her heart is high, gas simply no longer care about her. She also stole leisure and spent more time in the Research Institute. Jiang Mengxue quarreled with Xiao Yannan quite frequently because of the marriage problem for some time. Every time he hurt her heart, Jiang Mengxue ran to the Research Institute and found her crying. She listened to her distress with a bitter smile on her lips. Twenty five years old, on the night of new year's Eve, Jiang Mengxue called her and said that she had quarreled with Xiao Yannan again, hoping that she could go out with her. At that time, her grandfather had a fever. She wanted to stay at home to take care of him, but she didn't agree. Jiang Mengxue hangs up. She thought that Jiang Mengxue would go to other people. But did not expect, later, Jiang Mengxue will have that kind of thing.