Chapter 1142

Put on the clothes prepared in advance, Jing Sa Sa comes out of the room. The courtyard is quiet, only the goose feather like snow falling, the orange light seems to give all the scenery a layer of halo, everything is so calm and quiet.

"Creak, creak..."

Step on the snow, make a slight sound, jingsa SA slowly walk forward, like a casual walk in leisure time.

Avoid the watchman, familiar from the home, Jing Sasa driving alone to a small house outside the suburbs.

Stop the car, Jing Sa Sa get off the car, the cold east wind whistling past, blowing her hair. Calm will be the forehead of broken hair back, revealing bright and clean full forehead.

Scene Sa Sa Sa lightly breathed a breath, but in the chest is like to be nailed by a piece of steel out of date pain.

Standing in front of the courtyard for a long time, she walked slowly to the door, took out the string of keys that had been kept for six years from her pocket, and opened the door.

Squeak——

The door opened as it had been six years ago.

The memory of the sea comes like a tide

Seven years ago, not long after she graduated from University, her family heard about her relationship with an Moqing and asked her to marry her childhood sweetheart immediately.

What she likes is an Moqing. Naturally, she is unwilling to marry a man who is her own brother for the benefit of her family.

So she confessed to her family that she only wanted to marry an Moqing in her life.

At that time, she naively thought that as long as she was spoiled and used to by her family, as long as she tried to persuade them, her family would finally agree with Mo Qing. But in the end, her innocence was rewarded with the resolute resistance of her relatives. In the month after her confession, her closest family members, including her grandfather, grandmother, father and mother, took turns to persuade her to sever her relationship with an Moqing.

In the end, she cried and knelt down to tell her grandfather that she would only recognize an Moqing in her life and want her to marry someone else unless she died.

In his anger, he shut her up at home, forbidding her to go out of the Jing family, otherwise she would never be a member of the Jing family.

That time, it was a whole three months. She was trapped in the room, crying, making... And never touched her family.

In desperation, she began to refuse to eat or drink, so weak that she hung on glucose.

Finally, grandma was too soft-hearted to let her out of the room.

But when she ran out, she accidentally bumped into the family. In a hurry, she jumped from the window and broke her leg.

She was sent to the hospital. When she woke up, the first thing she saw was her iron faced grandfather.

He said——

If you really want to marry an Moqing, cut off the relationship with the Jing family.

Dragging her broken leg, she knelt on the floor and kowtowed her granddaughter three times.

Grandfather said, don't regret it.

She said that even if she regretted, she would bear the consequences.

Finally, my grandfather slammed the door and left.

The next day, the king's family announced in the newspaper that she was no longer a daughter.

On the third day of her stay in the hospital, an Moqing got the news and rushed to the hospital. Seeing her bony, he hugged her tightly and asked why she was so stupid?

Yes

She also wanted to know how she was possessed, but he had to.

If it wasn't for him, she could continue to be the first lady of the Jing family, marry her childhood sweetheart and give birth to a lovely son and daughter. Her life would be smooth without any twists and turns.

During the three months in the hospital, an Moqing took care of her. She even took care of her urinal.

At that moment, she finally knew why she had to be with him.

Because she loves him and he loves her.

Later

When she came out of the hospital, an Moqing rented a room in the suburb and lived with her.

She is no longer the eldest lady of the Jing family. Without the financial support of the family, Mo Qing has no position in settling down. This time, in order to force her to give in, the Jing family even put pressure on settling down. Originally, settling down didn't care much about Mo Qing, which completely blocked his money. They had to start making their own money.

For more than 20 years, she has lost all her face. Like all college students who have gone out of the door, she has been running from one application meeting to another with a lot of resumes and clothes from dongdamen. She cried with pain after walking more and more. But when she got home, an Moqing asked her if she was working hard. She subconsciously said that she was not working hard.

She was afraid that she would become a burden to him, that he would be distressed, that he would work too hard for himself

So, no matter how hard it is, I won't tell him.

But she didn't say it, but he knew it.

When he saw the blood blisters on her feet, he would feel distressed and hold her, proud that he would say sorry to her.

At this time, she felt that her hard work was worth it.

After working for half a year, she ushered in the winter of her first imperial capital in their small dwelling. The room they rented was on the top floor of the tube building. The walls were leaking everywhere, and the cold wind was blowing. That winter, she had a lot of frostbite. At first, she didn't know what those things were. She just felt itchy and couldn't help scratching them. The frostbite on her hands and feet was inflamed. After being discovered by an Moqing, he insisted on changing his residence.

She wanted to save money to buy a house, to save money for future marriage and children, so she told him with a smile that she didn't need to. If she was afraid of the cold, he would hold her.

In the evening, an Moqing held her and told her in a low voice that she would be outstanding and let her live the same life as before.

She lay down in his arms and thought faintly

What she wants is not the day of Miss Jing. What she wants is him.

Even if she ate rice bran, even if she lived in a cheap rental house, she also enjoyed it.

But no matter what she thinks, an Moqing has worked harder since that night. She often saw him working late into the night, often sleepy to no good, looking at his resolute back, she felt that she was the happiest person, because she had the best husband.

In the summer of the next year, Mo Qing finally made great efforts to get promoted.

To be a little executive of a company, I get a lot of salary increase.

He took her to the independent and clean house, told her that it was their new home, and assured her that he would give her a bigger and better house in the future.

She happily embellished their little home and planted her favorite iris in the yard.

She and he spent the happiest time in this house.

At that time, she thought they would be here forever.

Until there is a crisis in settling down, the people who settle down finally think of Mo Qing, the illegitimate son

Everything has changed.

Happiness seems to stop suddenly when they leave this small house. Many years later, Jing SA thought more than once. If at the beginning, Mo Qing did not choose to go back home, they may be like a lot of ordinary and happy couples in the world, spend this life peacefully.

How nice that would be.

However

Time can never go back, they can never go back to the beginning.

Mo Qing can't live any more.

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Jing Sa Sa's hand stroked every piece of furniture, and the furniture he had personally selected was already full of tears.

At the beginning, Mo Qing bought the house for the first time after she returned home.

He said that this is their first decent home. After settling down, they can come back to live without him.

But after that, they never came back here.

After that, she was forced to leave her home because of the fire. During the four years when a person was in exile, she often came here every night and looked at her from a distance. Those sweet memories turned into poison, deeply tormenting her. She is like a madman, yelling and beating her head, trying to dig out all the sweet memories in her brain... Tqr1

Hate is as deep as love is.

At that time, she thought that an Moqing would push her to hell, and she would not allow him to be alone.

Even in hell, she would go with him.

For four years, her hatred for him sustained her for so many years.

Later

She and an Moqing get rid of the misunderstanding, but she also knows that Moqing will not live long. So they came back here for two months and lived here as before.

He said that his days with her are not many, and before he died, he wanted to leave her more beautiful memories.

At that time, she was smiling at him.

But where he couldn't see, she finished all the tears she had to shed in her life.

She doesn't want to recall. All she ever wanted was him.

Without him, the world of an Moqing is empty and terrible.

She didn't dare, didn't want to come back here and have another look. Because there are so many sweet memories of them, she is afraid that she can't bear those memories and will collapse

After Mo Qing left, she made up her mind to follow him and finally chose this place.

She thought that if there was a soul after death, the place Mo Qing missed most was probably here.

After walking around the room, Jing Sa Sa finally stops in the bedroom and lies flat on the bed. She looks at the white ceiling and murmurs in a low voice: "Mo Qing, you are here, aren't you? You want me to stay with Niuniu and keep me alive, but I can't, I really can't, I miss you so much, I miss you so much... "

She said, taking out a bottle of medicine from her pocket and drinking it calmly.

The bitter taste diffuses in the mouth, but Jing Sa's mouth is filled with a quiet smile.

In my mind, I played back all kinds of things before

When she first met an Moqing

After she was rejected many times by him, she angrily scolded him as a fool... When he held her and promised her the future... When she gave birth to Niu Niu and the fire filled the sky... Her consciousness gradually blurred. Jing Sa Sa folded her hands on her chest and slowly closed her eyes. In the dark, a figure stood nearby and stretched out her hand. Mo Qing... Wait for me, I'm here... I'd like to live together in the afterlife and be a bird of the same wing forever. He Ming accompanied by flying, the end of the world complex Cape. One day, it's hard to fly, and we'll embrace each other. Old and dead trees and vines, love roots also winding.