Federer made it clear.

But ye Jianxi couldn't listen any more.

Dr. Luo has already said these words to her thousands of times. She doesn't have to listen to them any more. No matter how she explains them, her child can't be saved.

Such a result, she simply can not accept!

**********

When he comes out of the hospital, mu Luochen accompanies Ye Jianxi all the time. Their atmosphere is so depressed that they can hardly breathe. Mu Luochen doesn't speak, but he has made a decision in his heart. Of course, he doesn't want to give up his children, but he doesn't want Jianxi to take risks. So he decided to take Dr. Federer's advice and abandon the child.

At home, ye Jianxi said in a hoarse voice, "I'm tired. I want to go upstairs to have a rest."

Mu Luochen followed her upstairs and watched her not take off her clothes. She fell asleep on the bed, went forward, took off her clothes one by one, and then put on her pajamas.

After he finished all this, ye Jianxi didn't have any reaction, just nodded his eyes, as if he had fallen asleep.

But the flash of her eyelashes let mu Luochen know that she was not asleep.

Mu Luochen sat by the bed, quietly staring at her for a long time, said in a deep voice: "Jianxi, let's give up a baby. If you really want two daughters, we can have another one after you take good care of your body."

"No, rebirth, it's not her."

Ye Jianxi did not open his eyes, but his voice was extremely firm.

Mu Luochen knew that she would give such an answer, so he didn't say anything.

Now Jianxi is still in the most sad time, or wait for her to calm down, and then tell her, it will be better.

Mu Luochen accompanied her for a long time and was called out by the phone.

After he went out, ye Jianxi quietly pulled the quilt to the top of his head, wrapped himself up like a silkworm chrysalis and wept silently.

It gives hope and is taken away.

It's the cruelest.

She was really sad, but she didn't want to cry in front of Luo Chen, because she knew that his sadness was no less than her own.

********

I don't know how long I've been crying. Ye Jianxi sleeps in a daze. During this time, Guo's sister-in-law asks her to have dinner. She agrees, but she continues to sleep.

In the evening, when mu Luochen came back, ye Jianxi still didn't leave the room.

Guo's sister-in-law was outside the bedroom door, turning around anxiously, "young master, young grandma has never been up since you left. What's the matter? When I go out in the morning, isn't it still fine? "

Mu Luochen did not answer her, but asked her to prepare dinner and serve it.

Mrs. Guo didn't know why, but she went to the kitchen downstairs and prepared a dinner. Mu Luochen took the dinner and asked Mrs. Guo to go back to rest.

Push open the door of the bedroom, turn on the light, and put the food on the table. Mu Luochen dug out Ye Jianxi, who was wrapped in the quilt. She was wet all over, as if she had been fished out from the water. Her hair stuck to her face, and her eyes were red and swollen.

Mu Luochen's heart tingled, but he endured the pain and said, "Jianxi, get up and eat."

"I'm not hungry, ah Chen. I'll eat later."

"It's ten o'clock. Eat before you go to bed."

Mu Luochen didn't give her the chance to continue to escape and feed her in person.

Ye Jianxi clenched his teeth and refused to eat.

Mu Luochen was silent. His eyes fell on her pale face. After a long pause, he said in a dumb voice, "Jianxi, do you want to torture yourself?"

Ye Jianxi opened his eyes, ran into his dark eyes, took mu Luochen's hand and said, "ah Chen... Can we not give up? Promise Dr. Federer's treatment, I can support for a month, after a month, gene therapy is successful, our baby can be born healthily

Mu Luochen's hand, which she held, trembled uncontrollably, "no, Jianxi, I can't risk losing you to keep this baby. You have to think about Tianyou, Tianbao, and our other child. You are their mother. They are too young to lose you. "

Mu Luochen said firmly every word.

Ye Jianxi decadent sitting on the bed, in front of a dark, no longer see a ray of light.

Mu Luochen put his hand on her shoulder and held her in his arms. "I've made an appointment with Dr. Luo for surgery in three days. Jianxi, it's only a short time, and it'll soon be... "

"No, no, ah Chen, no, we can't just give up our children! I don't agree. She's been in my stomach for five months. She wants to live. No one can decide her life or death

Ye Jianxi pushes mu Luochen away and shouts excitedly.

Three days later

One of her children will die!

Ye Jianxi can't accept it!

Mu Luochen saw that she was too emotional, reached out to take her back to her arms, tightly trapped her limbs, "Jianxi, don't do this, calm down, OK?"

"I can't calm down!" Ye Jianxi only felt that he was about to die.

Seems to know that their parents want to abandon themselves, stomach pain up.

Ye Jianxi covers his abdomen, tears rustle down, low voice coax way: "baby, not afraid, they don't want you, mother wants you. Mother will ask you if she dies. Don't be afraid, baby, don't be afraid... "

She is like a magic barrier, and keeps talking to her.

Mu Luochen saw that ye Jianxi did not dare to stimulate her any more. He reached for her arm, slowed down his voice and said, "Jianxi, let's not talk about this for the time being. We also have a good discussion about the operation. I won't make a decision by myself. Will you calm down?" tqR1

Ye Jianxi shook his head, took his hand and put it on his abdomen, "ah Chen, do you feel it? Baby she's moving, she's telling us, she doesn't want to die, ah Chen, she's our child, she doesn't want to die... Don't do surgery, ok... I can make it through, God has given us so many hardships, it must be to let me accumulate luck. This time, we can be lucky to have two babies... "

Ye Jianxi said at the end, he couldn't help crying.

Those tears split mu Luochen's heart in an instant.

Mu Luochen looked at Ye Jianxi's red eyes, suddenly stretched out his hand, held her cheek, lips close to her eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "Jianxi, what do you want me to do? I can't lose you... "

His daughter and Jianxi are his life.

What should he do to get the best of both

How should he keep the two babies on the premise of keeping Jianxi.

*****

Ye Jianxi cried all night, crying until dawn, then fell asleep.

Mu Luochen is open eyes, how also can't sleep.

I keep thinking about children.

Children and Jianxi

He has to choose one.

No matter how many choices he made, he would choose Jianxi.

But Jianxi will choose children.

Once Jianxi knows that he wants her to give up her child, the consequences don't need to think about. He also knows that Jianxi won't hate him, but she will hate herself, just like the child she lost last time. She always keeps the account on her head.

This time she will be so persistent to leave two children, because she simply can't let go of the last child's death.

Mu Luochen sighed a little and got up from the bed and walked out of the French window.

After closing the door, he took out a pack of cigarettes and lit one of them. The light blue smoke ring spread in the air, and the tobacco paralyzed the nerves.

Jianxi doesn't like smoking. He gave up smoking very early.

But I can't help smoking today

Because he was afraid that he would go crazy if he thought about it again.

One

Two

……

There were more and more cigarette ends under his feet, but mu Luochen didn't care at all.

*********

It was bright and the sun was shining through the thick clouds on the earth.

Mu Luochen subconsciously took the cigarette, but found that a packet of cigarettes had been smoked at some time. After a pause, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket and dialed Dr. Federer, "Hello, Dr. Federer? It's me, mu Luochen. Well, I'd like to ask you a favor about Jianxi... "

Jianxi is unable to undergo surgery.

He can only choose to cheat her.

Promise her to do gene therapy, and then let Dr. Federer pretend to do it.

When she got on the operating table and drained one of her children, Jianxi found out again that it was irreparable.

To do so

Jianxi would blame him and ignore him.

But no matter what the outcome, he will take it.

He can't lose her.

****

When ye Jianxi woke up, it was already afternoon, and the light golden sunlight slanted into the room, which was a rare good weather.

But her heart was clouded.

Sitting on the bed in a daze, she was not surprised until mu Luochen came in.

Mu Luochen went to the bedside and said, "you haven't eaten all day and night. No matter how angry you are, you can't feel sorry for your body. Get up and have a meal." After a pause, he said, "not for you, but also for the children."

Ye Jianxi was very hungry, but when he thought about his children, he still refused to marry him. He took mu Luochen's clothes and begged, "ah Chen, promise me, OK? You promise me, I'll eat. "

She wants him to keep the baby as long as he agrees.

Otherwise, she won't take another bite.

Mu Luochen looked at Ye Jianxi, his face in the sun, reflecting a light golden yellow.

Time seems to solidify in an instant, the surging beam in the air is still, only the surging dust is dancing.

For a long time

Mu Luochen outlined his lips and showed a helpless smile: "I really can't help you, Jianxi. I promise you that I won't talk about the children any more. I can also contact Federer and ask them to treat you. But you promise me that I will do well anyway, you know?"

Hearing this, ye Jianxi understood that mu Luochen had agreed to her request. At the same time, I feel sad. She understood that Luo Chen's concession was forced by himself. But if you start all over again, even if there is a glimmer of hope, you can keep your child. She will still make the same choice. Ye Jianxi stretched out his hand and gently put his arms around mu Luochen's waist, "ah Chen, I promise you, I will never leave you and the child. In a month, we'll have two twins“ Well Mu Luochen answered faintly, his back to Ye Jianxi's eyes, dark and turbulent, mixed with a trace of pain********** In the evening, mu Luochen invited Federer to come over. Federer told ye Jianxi the treatment plan one by one. Ye Jianxi didn't understand some details, so he didn't bother to explain them. Ye Jianxi had suspected that Luo Chen was trying to cheat himself, so he let Federer cheat himself. Look at Federer's attitude, the last trace of doubt has been dispelled. She told Federer to cooperate with everything they asked“ Mrs. mu can rest assured that we will do our best. "“ I believe in you Ye Jianxi said with a smile, his eyes full of trust. Federer's eyes flickered as she watched.