Chapter 442

The room is very quiet, even the infusion of liquid dripping down, can hear clearly.

Ye Jianxi opened his eyes and watched the medicine drop by drop in the medicine bottle. The corners of his eyes were sour and tight. He wanted to shed tears, but he couldn't drop a drop.

Things to this step, in fact, the heart has made a decision, she really should leave.

If she stayed, would she wait for him to hold the new man in his arms and let her go in front of her?

It's better to die than to live so humble and without dignity.

She can tolerate everything, but she can't tolerate people who share her love with others. Just like Lu Shaoan and mu Wanru, she grew up with him from childhood. She has a lot of common memories, but when he changed his mind, she said he would give up.

Reason told her to cut everything and leave.

But

The bottom of my heart is still holding the last trace of reluctant, do not want to practice this idea.

Mu Luochen's memory for her is too beautiful and incisive. To give up is like stripping everything from her muscles and blood. The pain is unbearable.

This time, she was really weak and couldn't deal with things as calmly as before.

Ye Jianxi holds the sheet in his hand. On his slender hand, the blood vessels in light blue are almost transparent.

There was a knock at the door, and ye Jianxi came back and said in a clear voice, "please come in."

Zhou Wenda pushed the door open. A nurse pushed a cart into the room and said to Ye Jianxi, "Miss ye, it's time to have an examination. Doctor Feng said you are not in good health. Let me push you."

Dr. Feng is the doctor in charge of her illness this time.

Ye Jianxi nodded and said, "there are still some drops. Please wait a few minutes."

The nurse laughed and sat aside.

Ye Jianxi looked down at his palm and didn't talk to the nurse.

After five or six minutes, the nurse stood up, helped her pull out the infusion needle, and helped her into the wheelchair.

The nurse pushed Ye Jianxi out slowly.

Seeing this, Zhou Wenda stopped her.

"Young granny, isn't the examination done in the ward?" Zhou Wenda asked.

Ye Jianxi didn't speak. The nurse behind him said, "Dr. Feng is afraid that the fever will affect the lungs, so he has to take a chest dialysis for her. Don't worry, Mr. Zhou. I will send Miss ye back soon."

Zhou Wenda frowned.

Ye Jianxi raised his eyebrows and looked at Zhou Wenda coldly. "Now, do I have this freedom? Zhou Wenda, if you think I'll do anything while I'm sick, just follow me. "

Ye Jianxi finished, turned to the nurse and said, "go."

The nurse looked at Zhou Wenda and pushed Ye Jianxi on without saying a word.

Zhou Wenda looks at Ye Jianxi and the nurse. He wants to stop talking.

He is so strict that he doesn't want to restrict Ye Jianxi's freedom, but he is afraid that something will happen to her.

It's just

Seeing her like this, I know that she can't listen to anything now.

Zhou Wenda side head, told a guard on the side said, "follow them, don't get too close, also don't let them find."

"Yes."

The nurse pushes Ye Jianxi to Dr. Feng's office.

Seeing ye Jianxi, doctor Feng asked the nurse to close the door and said to Ye Jianxi alone, "Miss ye, you are in a very bad situation. As a doctor, I don't suggest you keep this child..."

"Doctor Feng, this child, I must keep him." Ye Jianxi interrupts the doctor and holds Dr. Feng's hand tightly.

"Dr. Feng, you are also a mother. I believe you know better than I do. As a mother, if you want to keep the child's heart, I'm not afraid of being dragged down by the baby. I won't be sad any more. I can do anything you need me to cooperate with. I just want to keep the child."

"Miss ye, why are you doing this? You are still young, and there will be other babies in the future." tqR1

"No more..."

As soon as ye Jianxi's eyes fall down, she and mu Luochen are no longer possible. This baby is the last child of her and mu Luochen and the last one in her life.

Really left mu Luochen, she will never fall in love with other people.

I just want to keep this baby for the rest of my life.

Dr. Feng looked at her, sighed for a long time and said, "Miss ye, you must also know your body. You are so easy to get sick now, because your body is already overloaded, and the defense ability of the immune system is reduced. If you toss a little bit, you may get sick."

"What's more, you are in pregnancy now. Because of the hormone secretion of your body, your mood is easily affected by the outside world. Things you may not care about before can affect your mood 100 times. In other words, it's hard for you to adjust your mood now."

"According to your current physical condition, if you continue to do so, even a small illness may kill you at any time."

"You hold the baby in such a bad situation. It's a kind of torture not only for you, but also for the child in your stomach. The best result is to drag your body down, and the child will be born safely. The worst result is that your body will collapse, and the child will be born with defects or even can't keep it. "

Get Ye Jianxi's medical report, she told Charlie.

According to Ye Jianxi's current physical condition, it's better to do induced labor, try to keep the adult, and wait for the right opportunity to conceive after she is well.

But ye Jianxi insists on keeping the child, which makes her very difficult.

I don't know what to do to make ye Jianxi listen to himself.

At the end of Feng's words, ye Jianxi lowered her eyes and grasped her hand desperately. She thought that as long as she worked hard and persisted, she could keep her most precious things.

But in fact, the more things you care about, the more like sand between your fingers. If you try hard to grasp them, it's easier to lose them.

Mu Luochen, Ruyi, Baobao

All the things she cared about most, without exception, left her.

"Miss ye, I don't want to force you to think it over. But I want to remind you that the child has been three months. This is the most suitable time for surgery. If it is too late, it will cause more damage to your body."

"I see. Thank you, Dr. Feng."

Ye Jianxi stood up and said in a suppressed voice.

Dr. Feng looked at her with pity.

Ye Jianxi turns around and walks out with empty eyes. When she comes to the door, the nurse wants to let her sit in a wheelchair.

Ye Jianxi waved his hand and said, "I want to walk alone. Don't push me."

When the nurse saw that she was in a bad mood, she didn't force her. She pushed her wheelchair behind her and walked slowly.

Like a wandering soul, ye Jianxi walks in the corridor. The afternoon sun slants from the clear glass into the corridor and falls on her, warm.

But she didn't feel warm at all, and some of them were cold through her heart.

With God's blessing, although it was difficult, at that time, she knew that no matter what happened, mu Luochen would stand with her, so she was full of hope and believed that the future would be better.

Now, all she had left was despair.

The baby from the beginning of pregnancy, she is constantly wandering, again and again, losing the person she cares about most.

Every time she loses, she comforts herself. It doesn't matter. She still has a baby.

For the sake of this baby, we should stick to it.

But now Luochen is gone, so is the baby

Who's going to tell her how she can keep going

Ye Jianxi walked for a long time, sitting on a bench by the window, staring out of the window, without any words.

She wanted time to be so static that she didn't have to make any choices.

No need to face the cruel reality

"Miss ye?"

The nurse saw that she had been sitting for a long time, but there was no movement. She thought she was asleep, and she was reminded.

Ye Jianxi heard her voice, turned his head and looked at her blankly.

To her eyes, the nurse opened her mouth, did not make a sound, used to this line, has long been used to life and death, but looking at Ye Jianxi's eyes, or was touched.

There is no light, only despair

Now ye Jianxi's eyes are like this.

"Let's go back."

Ye Jianxi opened his mouth gently, and his voice was as light as if he wanted to melt in the air.

The nurse came back and pushed the wheelchair.

Ye Jianxi gently shook his head, "no need."

She wants to walk more. Maybe it's because she doesn't exercise enough that her health is so bad and the baby is involved.

Ye Jianxi step by step to the ward, each step has exhausted his greatest strength.

Walking to the corner, two figures come from the corner. Ye Jianxi doesn't look up, but subconsciously avoids them.

But in the passing moment——

A familiar voice stopped her.

"Sister Jianxi?"

Ye Jianxi at the foot of a step, looking back to the man, familiar features into the eye, in addition to Su Niannian who can? Oh, no, it should be su Jinnian now.

Looking at her face with a soft smile, ye Jianxi said faintly, "Miss Su is polite. In terms of age, I should be younger than you. And... We have nothing to do with each other. Please don't call me anything

Su Jinnian smell speech, face smile unchanged, "how can we have nothing to do, in terms of blood, we are cousins."

"I don't deserve the noble blood of the Su family." Ye Jianxi's voice has no ups and downs.

Su Jinnian gathered a smile and said in a gentle voice, "Jianxi, are you blaming what your grandfather did to your aunt? In fact, my grandfather always regretted that he had been so unfeeling. He hopes you can go back and make up for some of you. "

"If Miss Su is OK, I'll go first."

Ye Jianxi turns to go.

Su Jinnian was worried and took her arm.

"Don't touch me!"

Ye Jianxi is on the verge of collapse. He jumps and opens Su Jinnian's hand with his backhand.

Su Jinnian was startled and stepped back. The woman standing next to her quickly stepped forward to hold Su Jinnian. While checking whether Su Jinnian was injured, she said, "what's the matter with you? Our young lady is kind enough to talk to you, even if you don't appreciate it. At first, she scares her, scares the child in our young lady's stomach... "" Chen Ma, stop talking! "