Chapter 1175

Seeing his expression, Lin Yanxi smiled.

She also knew that Calvin finally figured it out. Without saying more, she began to enjoy the night snack carefully prepared by Calvin for her.

She is different from those girls who take losing weight as a career every day. She has never lost weight, and even eats more than ordinary men.

But her training amount is not comparable to anyone. No matter how much she eats, she can consume it, so she doesn't have to worry about this problem at all.

So no matter dinner or supper, she never refuses anyone. What's more, Calvin has found out her taste. These dishes are basically what she likes to eat. In addition, some fresh dishes she hasn't eaten are even more impolite.

Seeing her movements, Calvin sighed helplessly and stared at the delicious Lin Yanxi, "can you see everything so thoroughly?"

"How do you say that?" Lin Yanxi looked at him puzzled, but the action on his hand didn't stop.

Calvin thought for a while before he said, "you have a clear plan for your life that other girls at this age don't have, and you have a firm choice that others don't have.":

"You can easily walk over any obstacle that hinders your progress, ignore any temptation, and always stick to your own way without wavering."

"Seriously, you are so special. I never thought my sister would be such a girl."

After listening to his explanation, Lin Yanxi smiled, "maybe... It has something to do with my experience!"

Then he suddenly asked, "did I tell you how I became a soldier?"

Seeing him shaking his head, Lin Yanxi suddenly became interested, so he immediately told him how to get to the barracks like telling other people's stories.

Seeing Calvin's surprised eyes, she smiled and asked, "surprised?"

Calvin nodded lightly. "I really didn't expect that. Now I see you are so persistent about being a soldier. I thought it was your childhood dream, but I didn't expect that there was such a story."

Lin Yanxi smiled, "indeed, I never wanted to be a soldier at the beginning, even some exclusion."

"But you don't know that this collective, this military uniform, will bring a kind of magic, will slowly attract you, change you, and let you slowly become the hard-working and persistent yourself."

"I haven't changed my ideal. I still want to learn painting and go to the best Academy of Fine Arts in the world, but it's not too late to do those things, and many people can do them."

"I want to take advantage of my youth to do something that I can't do in the future, let alone something that everyone can do."

Calvin stared at her, "what you want to do now is to live in danger every day and face a hail of bullets every day?"

"Aren't you the same?" Lin Yanxi didn't explain, but asked directly

"I'm different." Calvin's face changed. "I'm trying to survive. If I don't pick up a gun, I'll wait for someone to point a gun at my head."

"Yes, you have to protect yourself." Lin Yanxi nodded her head to understand, but then pointed to herself, "but what I'm doing now is to make more people don't have to be pointed at their heads with guns."

"I live in the rain of bullets every day to protect the people of this country. I can live a safe life without war. Don't you think it's also meaningful?"

After listening to her words, Calvin was stunned and silent. Finally, he could only sigh helplessly, "I mean, but you..."

"Because what I said is reasonable." Lin Yanxi said directly, "if everyone in this country only thinks about self-protection and their own safety, it will not be today."

"Don't forget that our father worked hard for it and paid so much for it."

"But that's why he ended up today. Some families can't go back and some relatives can't recognize. Our family even met after so many years. Do you think it's worth it?" Calvin's face suddenly changed when she mentioned Lin Jianwen.

Lin Yanxi can understand why he is suddenly excited. He has been wandering outside for so many years. I believe no one knows what Lin Jianwen has experienced better than him, and no one can understand Lin Jianwen's suffering better than him.

Understandable, but Lin Yanxi couldn't agree. Looking at others, she couldn't help but straighten up, "Calvin, if you ask me if our family's end is worth it, I can't answer you."

"After all, there is no standard in the world to determine whether what we have done is worth it, but I know that he must not regret it."

"Maybe he will regret leaving that year, maybe he will regret leaving me and my mother, but he will never regret being a soldier and bleeding for that country."

"Even what happened later will make him cold, hurt him, and even cost him most of his life, but I also firmly believe in these."

Calvin's face changed. He took a deep breath and asked, "how are you sure? You haven't asked him."

Lin Yanxi laughed, "I don't need to ask, just from his words."

"For so many years, he only wanted to be innocent, but he never asked for anything else. Can't that prove it?"

Calvin listened for a while and then recovered. He sighed deeply, "you're right. He's really like this..."

"For so many years, we have never been allowed to take any business that endangers China, nor do anything that damages China's interests. Even if we meet Chinese people on the battlefield, we will be obliged to rescue them."

"But these... Who knows and who cares what he did?"

Lin Yanxi said with a smile, "some people know, others will care."

"Calvin, think about it. If you hadn't done all these years, how could I sit here now? Maybe I'd already been transferred from my current post, or I'd never see you again."

"But just because of what you have done over the years, my investigation can easily pass, and acquiesced in me to see you. Isn't this the meaning of what you have done over the years?"

Calvin suddenly had nothing to say. He looked at her for a while and sighed, "you're right. I'm too..."

And then he looked up at Lin Yanxi, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done this."

Lin Yanxi shook her head, "I can understand you, but... I don't want another time."

Calvin couldn't help smiling bitterly, but he could only nod.