Although she lost her body at that time, she didn't know who the other party was, and it was impossible to find a theory or sue the other party. Moreover, Shen Xi repeatedly stated that if she called the police, then everyone in the world would know what she had gone through, she would only lose her reputation.

So she listened.

But soon after, she was pregnant with Shen Hong. She thought that since she was pregnant with a child, she should know what kind of father the child was. Otherwise, how would she describe the so-called father to the child in the future? So I began to look up all the lists of people who went to the reception that day. But at this time, Shen Xi married Xu yuanze in a high-profile way. They fell in love at first sight because they drank too much wine and had a relationship.

Xu yuanze had a promising future at that time. The Xu family was also a famous family. Shen Xi told her that if she looked for the father of her child, the Xu family would surely know that both of their Shen sisters had lost their lives before marriage. Unfortunately, the family would feel that they were not in a good mood. He also said that Xu might not agree with the marriage and let her sister's baby have no father.

So, for the second time, she took a step back.

Out of the country at once.

She was young when she started her career, but she didn't spend much time in the movie. She only spent a few years in the entertainment circle. Although she made a lot of classic movies, she could stand the time to carve the classic. At that time, she was only famous and famous, and had enough money to spend, but she was not rich.

In addition, Shen Xi married into such a big family of Xu family. She was afraid that she was not strong enough, so she gave Shen Xi a lot of property.

But I have never been abroad before, and I don't know the language, and foreigners have some contempt and insult to the Chinese. So I was cheated by a landlord not long after I went abroad. All the money I brought was gone. A person earned living expenses with a big stomach. She didn't dare to contact her friends, so I met a woman of the same nationality to help her and let her have a place to live.

Now think carefully, that landlord is Shen Xi who contacted for her. She said that as Mrs. Xu, she still has contacts, so she can solve this problem for her. She just needs to settle down, otherwise she won't be stupid enough to confide in the landlord.

When she was in trouble, she didn't tell Shen Xi, but Shen Xi took the initiative to ask about her situation. At that time, both of them were about to give birth. She was afraid of influencing Shen Xi to give birth, so she didn't explain.

Over the years, Shen Xi's help to her has always been spiritual, comforting and encouraging. It's far more important than money, so she has never been doubted.

When she was going back to China three and a half years ago, Shen Xi advised her to stay abroad, saying that she could follow Shen Hong

In short, it is not to allow and advise.

But she really wants to come back. Moon is the hometown of Ming. How can she get along well abroad? In the end, she is still a foreigner. Besides, she has not visited the tomb for many years and offered sacrifices to her ancestors. She often dreams that her parents complain about her unfaithfulness. Moreover, all these years have passed, and the world is becoming more and more enlightened. Her things have long been unimportant, so she insists on going back to China.

It's cold in Shentong's heart to think of it.

She takes Shen Xi as a relative, so she feels that everything she has said and done is for her own good, right?

Not worth mentioning even some perfunctory care, coupled with this layer of kinship, has become a comfort that she can not forget.

She always thought they were dependent on each other, but in fact, she wanted her own life!

"Mommy, what's the matter with you?" When Shen Hong saw that Shen Tong's face had changed, he was a little flustered.

"I'm all right, just thinking about the past." Shen Tong waved his hand, looked up at Jing Yunzhao, and said, "Yunzhao, just as you said, when I'm better, go to the Xu family and talk for a while!"