Chapter 53 - More?

The moment Cedric drops my leg down and let me go, I couldn't look him in the eyes, I felt shameless after what happened, what happened exactly I couldn't explain, but I knew I was beyond nervous, I lost myself when Cedric touch me, I lost all sense of reason as I let the pleasure take over me, it was dirty and wild... and I liked it, but it made me so embarrassed.

I could feel his burning gaze on me but I didn't dare to look at him, I felt nervous as I played with my skirt, was now? Was he gonna dismiss me again like he did when he kissed me? Except this wasn't a kiss, this was... I gulped, I could still feel when his finger moved within me, I was unable to stop the aching sensation between my legs.

What should I do? The silence was getting awkward now, and my heart just kept pounding.

"Will you not look at me, Wife?"

Dear goddess his voice, made me weak, I blushed so hard I was sure I was as red as a tomato by now, what should I do? run? Would he let me?

Suddenly I heard him take a step closer to me, I gasped as my back hit the wall behind, he caged me once again as I was forced to look him in the eye, he looked intrigued when I did, his lips in a faint smile, I gulped, I have never seen him smile until today, what was happening!

"Did you not like it?" he asked.

I felt my cheeks heat more, I definitely knew what he was talking about.

"Did you not like the way I touch you", I could feel his breath against my face, I couldn't take my eyes off him, bits of his raven hair were now against his forehead, dear gods the perfection of this man would be the death of me.

I felt his hand beneath my chin, tilting my chin to meet his gaze properly.

"Do you want me to touch you again?"

My heart quickened at his words, to touch me again? down there? like he did? Although I did not understand what he did and why but I wanted him to again, I saw his green orbs darken with lust and amusement, I was sure he could see the lust in my eyes also, I was unable to help myself, everything about this man called me in and I wanted him to do things to me, although I had no idea what because I knew he won't cross his word and once again he has proven it.

I think I was starting to trust him... no I TRUST Cedric. My hands tighten on his jacket, his orbs still on me, waiting for me to say something, but the cat got my tongue, I couldn't speak but only nod.

And then his lips smashed on mine again, it was hungry and demanding, yet again he didn't give me a chance to kiss him back, he took dominance, I tried to move my hand to grip his shoulder but he took it slamming it on neither sides of me against the wall, caging me and ravishing me with his kiss, I was left breathless as the movement his lips on mine made me lightheaded and the oh the movement of his tongue within my mouth.

I gasp in his mouth when I felt his hand under my skirt.

"Are you always this wet"

Wet? what does he mean? I didn't pee or anything... did I? but I felt sticky down there and my core ached for his touch, I couldn't wait for his fingers to slide within me again and give me the pleasure I craved for.

And then the doors barge open.

At the sound, I felt my soul leave my body, Cedric and I instantly turned to the door, I was mortified where I was.

"Oh husband you are always so naughty" a woman giggled as her husband ravished her neck with kisses

"Stop" she giggled but surely her voice was begging for more.

Her husband growled as he placed her against the table, the flower pot against it shook at her weight.

"Husband what if someone sees us?"

"We will be done before they do," he said hastily raising her gown.

I quickly look away burying my face in Cedric's chest, seems like the couple didn't see us and now I was about to witness a couple make love out in the open.

"Damn society" I heard Cedric curse silently, it sounded irritated and annoyed, I didn't expect that.

He lets me go.

"W-We should wait what if they notice us?" I asked mortified at the thought.

I could already hear the woman moaning like a banshee along with the movement of the table, I didn't dare to look that way, this was a surprise to me, I thought society was always coordinated, but this seemed like wild couples who couldn't keep their hands to themselves.

"They won't," Cedric said in a simple tone.

I finally raised my gaze to meet Cedric's, his looks were unreadable but I could clearly see his annoyance that we were interrupted, I blushed at the thought.

Cedric took off my portable hat, arranging my scattered hair in place, I just stared with wide eyes at his action, the loose strands of my hair back in place, he took his time as if it was of all importance before placing my hat back on.

He made a hmm sound in approval taking in the rest of my looks, I blushed when he eye me up to the toe.

"Let's go"

I quickly held his arm to stop him.

"We can't leave they will see us" I panicked.

A side smirk found his lips, it was brief.

"I said they won't"

"B-But"

"Dear wife you were obviously screaming when I touched you... I took caution by setting up a sound barrier around us"

"W-What?" I blushed hard. I was screaming? I didn't know I was, none did he cast a spell?

I shyly looked to the ground.

"And relax they won't see us leave" he took my hand as we walked out.

The fresh air hit my face as we got out, I took a breath of relief, Cedric was right they didn't see us or take notice of us.

We strolled to the walk side like any normal couple, like nothing happened, in short, it was Cedric who acted that way, how was he able to keep it in? My gaze was to the ground like I just committed an offense.

Our hands were still locked which made me blush more, his hands were big around mine, and it felt warm... I smiled at the feeling.

I finally lift my gaze to him, the sunlight against his face like it was made for him, he ran his fingers in his raven hair, sliding the bits of hair that fell on his forehead to slide backward, he did it so stylishly and alluring, there was no end to this man's beauty.

"Shall we join the others back at the tent?", his eyes meet mine.

I quickly looked away.

"Y-Yes", he was even speaking more than he usually does? Was Cedric okay?

I could feel his gaze on me but I didn't look back, I couldn't or I will keep blushing like a silly girl.

I haven't even realized we were already at the tent, time with him was always too short.

"Ha there you are... we were wondering, your stroll really took some time," Mother said.

I blushed because I knew it wasn't exactly a stroll. I felt Cedric let my hand go, I felt saddened by his action because I still wanted him to hold my hand, but I just stayed silent.

"Lady Sylvia, Cedric I was wondering where you guys were," Lawrence said with a smile against his lips.

I smiled.

"Lor-"

"Sylvia you can go spend some time with the ladies, as you have been meaning to" Cedric cut me off before I could even speak.

I frowned at him, I wanted to stay by him doesn't he want me to? I couldn't read his looks they were back to their usual emotionless, hard to decipher, suddenly everything that happened in the flower house felt like a dream again.

In silence I walked past him, walking to Danette who sat at the other end of the tent indulging herself with a book.

She smiled when she saw me.

"Finally where have you been?" she asked in amusement.

"A stroll," I said taking a seat.

She raised an eyebrow.

"If it's a stroll then you should be happy, why are you frowning?"

My gaze fell on Cedric who engage in a talk with the ambassadors.

"I think my husband has two personalities," I said with an eye roll.

She just blinked puzzled by my words.

"Where is Camille?"

"Oh she's talking with other ladies in some tent whatsoever, here was becoming quite boring for her"

"Oh... good... because I-I have a private question for you"

She nods attentively.

"What is it, Sylvia?"

I felt a blush creep up my cheeks, I knew Danette would have the answer, she had been married longer than I.