She has really met too many people who say that love is bitter, but they can't tell the confusion and right and wrong in their feelings. But in the end, even if love is bitter, they are happy.

Because compared with no longer painful, they are willing to choose a free hand, in case there is a day of flowering and fruiting. It's better than nothing.

"But since there is still a good feeling. Why restrain yourself? Fear of injury is human instinct, but there is no regret. Is the best way to let go of this feeling. Tian Meng, in fact, you didn't completely forget lengchi, and you didn't dislike him. It's just that you're always worried that you'll make the same mistake again and suffer deeper injury than before. "

“……”

"In this case, let's have a good talk with lengchi. You two have experienced a lot of things. Even if you can't fully understand each other, you two should see each other's thoughts and feelings more clearly than any of us. Go and have a good talk with him

With these words, thinking of the little guy who was still lying in the incubator and carefully cared by the medical staff, Xia Zhi said, "because I brought Andy here alone when I was a junior high school student, I can understand the helplessness and hardship of a single mother, Tian Meng. I don't want you to be the next me, and I don't want your child to have a vacancy in his life when he should be accompanied by his father. "

“……”

"Even if it's not for yourself and for the good of the children, you should have a good talk with lengchi. There are some heart knot, always open. Otherwise, this knot will only accumulate and finally trap you both to death. "

Tian Meng didn't speak, just in his hand. Hold the quilt tightly in the palm of your hand.

Later, she mumbled and said with a bitter smile: "if the baby knows that he exists secretly under the condition that his father doesn't want him to exist, you think the child needs the father. Or don't you need this dad? "

At the beginning of the cold Chi close to themselves, completely for summer gardenia.

Tian Meng is not stupid. I know and I can see all this.

And after lengchi had slept with himself. I never thought about being responsible, let alone knowing that I was pregnant.

Even she could imagine that if lengchi knew that he was pregnant, he would escort himself to the hospital for abortion.

At that time, she couldn't imagine how far they would go.

So, for the arrival of this little life that is not blessed. Tian Meng didn't know whether he wanted to tell his child that he didn't have a sense of existence.

Even now lengchi is willing to have this child, but it can't change his ignorance of this child. It's like he doesn't care about himself, even if he is injured, he won't, and he doesn't need to consider his own feelings.

Because in his view, all this is her own voluntary, even if it is injured, even if it is with children, it is only her willing end, it is not he forced her, it is the result of all this.

Xia Zhi frowns, at the beginning of the cold Chi and Tian Meng things, although she is an outsider, but also half a middleman.

For the two of them things, not completely clear, but also know that lengchi is with the purpose of close to tianmeng.

Perhaps, it's really the hurt that once brought Tian Meng too much blow.