Chapter 25

After Fang zhe left, I couldn't sleep.

This is the first night after discharge. I need time to adapt to the new environment and new room.

In fact, after I woke up from the coma, I always thought about how to go in the future, and even extremely thought about whether to continue to live, and whether it is necessary to live like this.

I have no idea whether or when my legs will recover, nor do the doctors. Because even if it is the same injury, everyone's body is not the same, everyone's will is not the same, so the recovery time and degree are not the same.

In short, everything is unknown, my future is covered with a layer of fog, so I can't see how hard I try.

I thought I would stay in the hospital all the time, but I didn't expect Fang Zhe to take me here. He said that I was like a pigeon with broken wings. In fact, I not only hurt my wings, but also was caged by him. He could do whatever he wanted, regardless of my feelings.

He was my enemy, and I was forced to do that with him.

I can't go on like this, I have only two ways, either escape from here to get rid of Fang Zhe's control, or I will die.

But the problem is that I am disabled. Even if I have a chance, it is difficult for me to escape. Even if I run down the mountain, who do I go to and where do I live?

Hu Wei and I divorced. Our original home no longer exists. My mother is dead and my only relative is gone. Who can I find and who will care about a disabled person like me?

Think of here, tears and silent flow out.

I took the mobile phone Fang zhe gave me and logged into my original wechat. There are dozens of unread messages, but none of them are important. The only messages I pay attention to are those called Qianfan. The contents are:

What's the matter with you recently? where are you? Are you all right? What's the matter with you?

I looked at the time, and it was already two o'clock in the morning. I thought that if I send a message at this time, I'm afraid it will disturb the other party, so forget it.

But after lying down, I was still in a difficult mood, so I picked up my mobile phone and sent a message to Qianfan: Hello, I'm sorry to disturb you, I want to talk to you.

What I didn't expect was that the other party responded quickly: did you show up? How are you?

I want to know who you are?

The other party replied: it doesn't matter who I am. I told you that Fang Zhe is not trustworthy. Now do you believe it?

I typed on my mobile phone: I believe now, but it's too late. My mother was killed by Fang zhe

This time after I typed, I didn't send it out immediately. I don't know who the other party is. It has no motive and purpose, and I don't know. So I deleted the words I typed and typed again. I can't blindly disclose a lot of specific information to each other.

After thinking about it, I replied: I believe it now, but why did you know Fang zhe lied to me? What is your relationship with him? Since you kindly remind me, why don't you let me know who you are?

There was silence for a long time, I thought it was angry, but after a while, it returned a message: you come to me late at night, you don't just want to ask me who I am, do you have anything to do with me.

I wanted to go back to "I need your help", but after thinking about it, it was too abrupt and hasty, so I deleted and typed a new line: I just can't sleep, so I want to talk to you. It's too late, so you should have a rest early.

The other party didn't return the information. Maybe it was aware of my defense. It was annoyed at my behavior of looking for it late at night but not being honest with me, so it ignored me.

It was very late at night. I turned off my cell phone and finally went to sleep.

I was awakened by the sound of birds in the morning, but I didn't sleep enough. I turned over and continued to sleep.

But soon I heard a knock on the door, "Ma'am, may I come in?"

I answered vaguely, and Yang Yu came in. "Madam, we have to get up, finish breakfast and exercise early."

I said I couldn't sleep last night. Now I'm sleepy. Can you let me sleep a little longer.

Yang Yu was in a bit of a dilemma and said, "well, you can sleep a little longer, but don't be too late.".

As a result, as soon as Yang Yu went out for a while, Fang zhe came in.

He reached for my head and said, "Suya, get up. You have to exercise in the morning. Can you catch up at noon?"

I pulled the quilt over my head and ignored him, pretending I couldn't hear him. One is really sleepy, and the other is I really don't want to talk to him.

But he pulled the quilt out of the bed. "Be obedient, get up and wash."

"Are you sick? I haven't slept enough." I couldn't help swearing.

"I'll go to bed at noon. Now I have to get up for breakfast and exercise. You don't want to be disabled all your life and can't get revenge, do you? You want to be a waste all your life, but I don't want to raise waste all my life. "

Fang Zhe's words made me so angry that I felt sleepless immediately. His words were so poisonous that I was so angry that I was in a panic.

"Fang Zhe, I didn't ask you to support me. Even if I'm a waste, I don't need you to support me. Just throw me out and let me live and die." I said in a cold voice."Throw you out? Just like you are now, it's better to throw it out than a stray dog. The stray dog may be able to find food and live for a few days, but you can't do it at all. If you throw it out, you have to die. " Fang zhe said contemptuously.

"Even if I die, I would die outside." I said harshly.

"What's the point of saying that? If you have seed, you can recover completely and walk out from here, then I will convince you. Sister min, come and change the clothes for my wife. " Fang zhe called out.

Yang Min took a loose sportswear to change for me. I looked at Fang Zhe, and he walked away with interest.

I took off my pajamas and prepared to change clothes by myself. Yang Min wanted to help me. I stopped her. "Sister min, let me do it by myself. I always have to learn to do some simple things by myself. I can't rely on others for everything, otherwise I will become a waste."

Yang Min nodded, "madam, don't worry. Take your time. Your legs can recover. You are a college student. You used to be a white-collar worker. How can you be a waste. When your legs are ready, you can do a lot of things. You are a useful person, not a waste. "

Although Yang Min's words are simple, they are very sincere. I am moved. Her comfort did give me some hope.

Although it was very difficult, I finished changing clothes and washing myself. When he came to the restaurant, Fang zhe put his computer on the dining table and was browsing the news of the day.

He glanced at me and looked at his watch. "Tomorrow you'd better get up early. Yang Yu is waiting for you to exercise. Don't dawdle."

I pretended not to hear him and ignored him completely.