Chapter 15

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Chapter 15

The beating of his back became so strong that I couldn’t even dare to follow him. Taking a short, heaving breath, Camian gripped my waist, then lowered his hand and lifted it up inside.

My hips were raised and my legs were spread wide. Camian pressed and rubbed his length in the meantime. It makes me feel the shape of the long and thick manhood fully.

“Nngh…”

But this alone was not enough. I want the pleasure of touching his skin instead of over his clothes. I grabbed Camian’s clothes as if to tear them apart, but it didn’t work out the way I wanted them to, so I let out an annoyed sigh. These clothes were the problem. If I ask Camian to take it off, he’ll take it off, but then I’d have covered my mouth for nothing.

Camian took a moment to part his lips, shoved his hand inside the cloth and pulled it down.

“Ha…!”

Camian, who had lowered his head again, stopped for a moment. The tip of his lips touched me lightly so that only the tip of his lips touched.

I asked in a sweet voice.

“Why aren’t you doing it?”

“……”

“Camian, huh?”

Various emotions such as confusion, conflict, and self-blame flashed past his red eyes that were flaming with desire. He fluttered his long eyelashes and blinked his eyes. The murky glint disappeared as if his clouded rationality had returned a little.

If we’d go on like this, Camian would leave me excited again. I felt anxious and wrapped my arms around his neck. But Camian was faster as he got up.

He straightened my folded legs and wraps them around a blanket. As I followed Camian to get up, his large hand pressed against my shoulder and blocked it. Then he lay down next to me and hugged me with the blanket.

“Don’t be ashamed when you come to your senses later. It’s because I really can’t stand it this time.”

“Huu… No. I’m not ashamed at all. Let’s continue. Okay?”

Despite my earnest pleas, Camian gave strength to the arm that had imprisoned me.

“Swear at me or tell me where I should thrust with the tip of my c*ck. Don’t try to avoid me.”

“Because I don’t… nngh, Camian… I got wet underneath…”

He pressed his lips to my forehead. Then I heard a whispering voice.

“Sorry.”

I couldn’t even guess why he suddenly apologized. Is it because I can’t satisfy my needs? Or is it because he made me feel like this…? Even so, Camian didn’t have to apologize. Camian and I signed a contract, and this was the price of the contract. For me, it’s unfair to say that Liv was accidentally pushed to do the contract… Anyway, Camian will not know this, so there is no reason to be sorry.

I just burst into tears because of the unresolved sexual desire that was painful and frustrating. I wept for a long time and made a fuss, and eventually got tired of the weeping. It was easy and quick for this exhausted body to be swallowed up by sleepiness.

After waking up from my sleep, the sexual desire that filled my head vanished without a single ounce left.

It was like that.

As soon as I opened my eyes, yesterday’s atrocities flooded in like a nightmare and tormented me. I did it again! Again! Again!

“Ugh…”

I kicked the blanket with my feet as much as I could and lay on my side.

“… ?!”

I was so shocked that I almost burst out screaming. Camian, who had always disappeared in the morning, was staying in my room for some reason today.

I swallowed my gulp down my throat, then tapped him as I sat across the bed.

“Hey, Camian.”

I called him, but I didn’t know what to say. It’s hard to hide the embarrassment as the memories of yesterday are flashing back and forth.

Camian turns his body and looks at me. His face was as blunt as usual.

“Yesterday… Uhh.”

As I was speaking, Camian grabbed my cheek with one hand. Then he flicked my face from side to side, and then opened my eyes with his fingers and looked at me intently as if inspecting.

“What are you doing?”

“It was a day off, but you woke up early. It doesn’t seem like you’re in pain.”

“Get away.”

I ‘slapped’ his finger. Thanks to Camian’s mischief, the atmosphere that had been awkward was relieved a bit. As soon as I got up from bed, both hands came under my arms and raised me up.

“Why are you still here?”

“Can’t I stay here as you enter my room at will?”

“…No that’s not it… You’ve never stayed in my room the morning after doing that.”

Camian’s cool lips draw a line. It’s like hearing a funny thing.

“That? Anyone who hears it will be misunderstood.”

“Misunderstanding? What kind of…”

I blinked my eyes once. I understood the meaning of Camian’s words too late, and fever-like heat rose in both my ears. The unfamiliar sensation of rubbing underneath, or the warmth that touched my lips, came to mind.

Camian patted my thigh and pushed his face closer. The subtle scent I had smelled yesterday rushed into my nostrils. My mood became strange, and I held my breath for a moment.

“Why did you stop talking?”

Why did I stop talking… Camian deliberately asked if it was fun to embarrass me. Mean jerk. Can’t you just let it go?

I didn’t want to fall for his pranks. I swallowed a gulp in my throat, which was heated by the intense heat, and made up my voice pretending to be calm.

“I didn’t stop talking, I just ended it with a fact.”

Camian tilted his head slightly diagonally. He just stared at my face without responding. This silence makes it even worse. I should just keep my mouth shut.

After taking a deep breath, I patted him on the shoulder.

“It’s embarrassing, so go away.”

“But what we did wasn’t so embarrassing.”

“…What?”

“I would be embarrassed if I was misunderstood.”

…This child. I was deliberately not talking about yesterday. Not only was the atmosphere embarrassing, but I was also afraid that the relationship between me and Camian would become bizarre. That… It’s because we don’t do the act of grinding your nether regions with your friends. Haaa, I’m gonna go crazy.

At this time, a gentle warmth gently squeezed my hand and released it. Camian, who had already removed his smirk, cast a shadow with his long eyelashes and looked down.

In an instant, my lips trembled. My fingertips twitch at the urge to scratch him.

“I put the dagger in the drawer…”

“Yes?”

“Whenever the next full moon comes, put it by the pillow in advance.”

“…….”

“If I rush in with you again like yesterday, you can stab me anytime.”

Unlike the low-pitched tone whisper that was pleasant to listen to, the content was bloody.

“Even if you couldn’t stab me because of your arousal, you can stab me when your anger subsides after you come back to your senses the next day.”

Did he stay in this room all night to tell me this? The broad and strong back I saw earlier came to me with a completely different feeling now. What were the emotions that were weighing on Camian during the silent night?

“…Why would I stab you? I’m not angry, I’m not in a bad mood. It’s just that I’m embarrassed. Friends… don’t do things like this.”

I deliberately emphasized the friend part and talked about it. ‘It’s not bad to sleep with you. But to inform implicitly that I do not think of you in a rational way.’ Ah, just thinking about it, that’s a waste of words.

“Yes.”

Camian smiled and tapped the tip of my nose and got up.

“Come down so we can have breakfast together.”

“Yes.”

Tak. As I looked at the closed door, I felt an unbearable, unidentifiable feeling, and lay flat on the bed. I swung my limbs in the air and knocked the blanket.

“What. Why are you pretending to be cool? It’s really annoying.”

Because of that guy’s shell, no matter what he does, he might look more beautiful several times. I pressed my cheeks with the back of my hand, and I got up from my seat, thinking that I shouldn’t skip breakfast.

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