Chapter 2236

In the early morning, the warm sunshine covered the red brick and white walls and fell through the window into the intensive care unit of St. Edinburgh hospital.

After opening the window and opening the curtain, the fresh air came in, which diluted the slightly uncomfortable breath of alcohol disinfectant. Anxin on the hospital bed leaned on the pillow and ate the fried dough sticks and soybean milk breakfast brought by her good friend in the morning, and quite a little contented and sighed:

"it's really the traditional breakfast in China that tastes more delicious -"

sit down Zeng Rui looked up from the chair: "the breakfast stall is not far away from the hospital. Haven't you eaten it?"

The girl spat out her tongue: "before, I was strictly controlled by the doctors and nurses in the hospital, and I had surgery a few days ago It is said that the body is not allowed to eat disorderly things When

make complaints about out of order, the girl deliberately reaches out for a sign with a quotation mark. She seems to have some small Tucao and complaints about the strict requirements of the hospital.

However, Zeng Rui shook his head: "this kind of thing..."

"Only you can say it in such a relaxed tone."

at this time, only the two of them were in the ward, and the young girl who was facing him said her real life in Manchester with no care or cover up.

Anxin on the hospital bed shrugged and laughed:

"in any case, the fact can't be changed. It's better to speak in a more relaxed tone than to speak with a sad face, right

Zeng Rui sighed helplessly: "not good..."

Yes.

Because the fact and the truth are so heavy that even if you mention it in a relaxed and casual tone, you will never be able to deceive yourself into thinking that it is just a simple matter.

The girl in the hospital bed once again bit into the soft and crisp fried dough sticks, and then took a small sip of hot soybean milk:

"anyway, that's it."

"Remember to keep it secret for me. I've tried my best to pretend that I'm ok. I can't let that fool see any flaws."

When it comes to "that idiot," there is no other candidate.

Zeng Rui smiles bitterly: "know, know I'll help you to keep it from him, but in fact, I don't think such a choice must be appropriate. "

After a pause, the girl put down the fried dough sticks and looked up at her friend sitting on the side:

"don't you think I should hide it from him?"

Zeng Rui was silent for a moment, but he shook his head and didn't answer this question. Instead, he asked, "how long do you want to hide it?"

"What's more, even if all the people help, can they keep it from being flawless all the time?"

It seems that what happened in the last few days is a good example.

Naturally, it has enough persuasion.

"The good thing about this time is that you survived the danger and recovered fast enough to prevent things from deteriorating to a more irreversible situation - but even so, you can see that guy has killed Manchester City from home, regardless of anyone's advice."

"In case..."

"I mean, what if something happens that you can't control afterwards?"

Zeng Rui frowned and looked at an Xin on the hospital bed:

"or do you really think that Fengzi has completely accepted and believed all your statements so far, without even a little doubt?"

It's a very straightforward problem.

So this time it was Ann Xin's turn to fall silent.

For a long time, I finally saw the corner of the girl's mouth with her head down and a wry smile:

"I know that..."

"A Zeng, all the truth you said, including the truth that other people don't want to say in front of me."

"I know it all."

"But What else can I do? "

Then she raised her head and looked at her friend calmly and seriously:

"I have no other better way."

"Or do you think that if you tell Xiao Feng now, can it have any substantial effect on everything?"

Zeng Rui was asked to be speechless.

Anxin shook her head and went on: "there won't be any substantive significance. At most, it's just that idiot will be more worried and more miserable because he knows the truth. He even has no way to live his own life well. In addition, nothing else will change."

Yes.

Many things from the emotional point of view may make people want to make various other choices, as if it can have some effect; but in fact, if we start from the coldest and cruelest point of view, then all emotional choices are meaningless.

Even the most intimate patients will not be aware of the disease out of thin air.Since the only thing that can be brought about by telling the truth is to make the people close to you more painful

Then there is no need to inform.

It sounds cruel.

But that's the reality.

"No Zeng Rui shook his head vigorously, frowned tightly and looked at an Xin on the hospital bed: "it's not just like this, it's not completely without any benefits -"

An Xin raised his eyebrows: "Oh? What are the benefits? "

It seems to be careless.

Zeng Rui looked at an Xin's eyes straight and said, "you don't need to hide it from him."

"That's the biggest benefit."

The atmosphere in the ward suddenly seemed to be quiet for a moment, and the needle could be heard.

Don't give the girl a chance to react, Zeng Rui looks at the former and continues to say: "at least, you don't need to bear the pain on one side, but also need to bear the psychological burden of concealing the closest ones on the other side."

"At least, when you are vulnerable and need to find someone to talk to, you don't need to be our" ordinary "friends, but the people you really want to talk to."

"At least, you can get more encouragement and courage from that guy."

"At least --"

speaking of Zeng Rui here, he slowly said the last sentence:

"when you don't need to hide from that guy, you're not really alone."

The air is quiet.

Only the rustle of the curtains by the breeze.

The girl in the hospital bed seemed to try to squeeze out a smile and say something like "I have you there, where are you?" which can make the atmosphere relaxed, but in the end, she still couldn't say it.

Just lowering your head.

Some low voices came from the girl's falling hair:

"but I don't want him to be sad because of me."

Zeng Rui took a deep breath and uttered a voice almost like a long sigh:

"but then you have to carry all the things by yourself. It's too hard --"

"it's already like this, can't you even think about yourself once?"

"Just once."

Looking up again, an Xin tried to squeeze out a smiling face and looked at Zeng Rui:

"ah --"

"it seems that I can't really do it."

Zeng Rui's eyelids beat slightly, as if he tried to control his mood and took a deep breath for several times, but finally he still bit his teeth and said:

"I don't know why."

"But now For the first time in history I really want to hit people. "

The girl's expression is gloomy: "a Zeng, you are also angry with me."

Zeng Rui shook his head and said coldly, "I mean that guy."

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