Chapter 654

It's late at night.

After finishing the chat with September frost leaf, Lin Feng closed the chat window and turned off the computer.

He just sat in front of his friends and continued to talk quietly.

The reunion of old friends should be a happy thing.

In addition, we should be glad to see that after September frost leaves retirement, she has achieved such a high popularity on the live TV platform of douyu, and has successfully become a celebrity in the host circle. As a friend, I should be glad for it.

But

Lin Feng didn't feel happy at all.

No, I'm happy with my old friend's living condition now. There are still some.

But at the moment, his heart is more complex and unspeakable emotions.

Sorry.

Dissatisfaction.

Disappointment.

Maybe there are all kinds of emotions and thoughts in his mind, which makes Lin Feng feel tired but not sleepy.

After thinking about it, he picked up his mobile phone, broadcast a phone number and called out.

……

Beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep.

On the other end of the microphone came a beautiful female voice, which seemed to be panting slightly:

"hello? What's up? Call me so late. "

Lin Feng's call to Anxin.

In fact, at such a late hour, all he could talk to was an Xin, who grew up in childhood.

Lin Feng gave a "um" and then felt a little confused:

"what are you doing?"

The girl on the other end of the phone took a deep breath again and then said with a smile, "it's OK. I just had a night exercise. Now I'm finished."

Lin Feng: "ah? Are you still exercising after staying up so late? "

The girl seemed to turn her lips in disapproval:

"what's the matter? You haven't been up so late and call me back."

Lin Feng: "Oh..."

The delicate girl quickly recognized the depressed mood in Lin Feng's tone. Her tone was a little slow, and she asked in a low voice:

"what's the matter? Are you in a bad mood?"

"Well."

"You big fool will be in a bad mood all of a sudden. Come on, what happened? Oh, yes. Isn't it the premiere of Xuejie's platform change to "fish TV" tonight? Isn't it very smooth? "

Lin Feng shakes his head: "no, snow elder sister teases the fish tonight premiere result is very good, surpasses the ideal expectation a big section."

Anxin on the other end of the phone was very happy: "Yeah, that's great - Oh, yes, what's the matter with you?"

"It's not unhappy either --"

Lin Feng hesitated for a moment, and slowly opened his mouth:

"yesterday, I contacted ye ye to help make Xuejie Lala popular. I had a double row with him tonight, and then chatted on QQ for a while."

"Leaf?" Anxin listen to micro Zheng, and then response: "September frost leaf?"

Lin Feng nodded: "yes."

"The girl some puzzled:" your relationship has not been very good, such a long time no contact, this time can be connected to open a black game, should be happy things just right. "

Lin Feng shook his head and thought about it. He thought about his words and talked with him tonight and September frost leaf, as well as some of his own thoughts.

……

"Well, that's basically it."

Some words buried in the heart said to an Xin, Lin Feng only felt that the whole person was relaxed a lot.

He couldn't even speak in front of the client.

But you can tell baozi.

Having known each other for so many years, he has already unconsciously regarded the girl on the other end of the phone as the person he can most trust and rely on. He can't understand many things. His first reaction is to ask Anxin for his opinions.

This time is no exception.

With a sigh of relief, Lin Feng remembered that an Xin on the other end of the phone had been listening for a long time and had not made a sound:

"steamed stuffed buns?"

On the other end of the microphone came a girl's voice:

"well, I'm here."

"So Do you feel a little unhappy because of the leaves? "

Lin Feng was silent for a moment, then nodded: "well, it can't be said that it's not happy, it's I feel a little complicated, and I'm sorry and disappointed

The girl asked in a low voice:

"then, why are you disappointed?"

Lin Feng thought about it for a while and seriously gave his real thoughts and answered:

"I don't think he should have retired so early. If he is willing, he can choose to play another season or two.""He has won the world championship once, but he is not the champion of the world s League. If he can continue to work hard, he may really get it --"

he was interrupted by an Xin:

"but he may not get it, right?"

"That's the risk."

Lin Feng still wants to insist on saying something, but the girl on the other end of the phone has already said it to herself:

"one is to fight for another year, two years and three years to strive for a world s league championship trophy, but at the same time, she has to bear the realistic pressure of declining professional status, low income and hard training."

"One is to choose to retire before the peak of his career and not yet fall down, and become a anchor with a relaxed and rich income to ensure his life."

"In both cases, it should be easy to make a choice."

"Isn't it?"

Lin Feng hears silence.

But an Xin continued softly:

"not everyone can have the determination and courage to advance bravely."

"Because this is a gamble, clearly can not see hope and future, but also insist on one year, two years and three years of struggle..."

"It's too hard for people."

"What's more, for a former professional E-sports player, it's already very difficult to say goodbye to the competition field where he once splashed blood and sweat, and bid farewell to his dream in those years. It's already very difficult to make such a choice."

"Leaves He should be in a bad mood

Lin Feng was stunned.

Think of the previous and September frost leaf chat on QQ content, as well as the other party several speechless silence, also let his heart was touched slightly.

Maybe

It is true that he is too subjective.

Some things, leaf himself should also have his pain.

At this time, an Xin at the other end of the phone seemed to be touched by this topic and sighed with a sigh:

"the life span of professional E-sports players is still too short..."

"The peak state of gold is rarely more than two years."

"If you want to watch your strength slip down from the top and you can't do anything about it, you might as well make a choice to retire earlier, which can make you more relaxed."

then, as if thinking of something, an Xin suddenly asked Lin Feng with a light smile:

"by the way, what if you?"

Lin Feng: "huh? What? "

Anxin smile: "if the leaf is you, how would you choose?"

Almost without thinking, Lin Feng replied:

"of course, I will not retire. I will definitely continue to be a professional E-sports player."

The girl asked:

"is it the same even if the strength state falls down from the peak? Is it OK to watch yourself further and further away from the dream?"

Lin Feng thought about it for a while and seriously replied:

"then I will continue to fight."

"If the strength of the state of decline, then more efforts to make up for it."

Simple and pure words represent a very serious and firm belief and determination.

The girl on the other end of the phone pauses and laughs:

"yes."

"As long as you know that you are still following your heart and fighting for what you really want, that's enough."

"Isn't it?"

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