216 I'm not the joker

Am I really the Joker or is this all just an illusion?

what is the truths, I don't know what's going on here

I'm sure something's must be wrong

I'm sure there's something is missing 

But is he really inside me

Is he staying iny hart?

I really don't know what's going on and why everyone is saying that I'm him

Well I'm not him

I'm really not him I'm Leith the hero 

Everyone must be going crazy

Even the world is going crazy

I don't know

The Joker's already dead how he can he be alive inside me

Is the world going crazy?

I looked at Celine, who only had one eye

She was looking at me scared out of her mind 

She looked at me With empty eyes I've never had anyone look at me with this look before

"What happened? I don't remember anything after I attacked you, Celine."

I said that when I got my head down behind the shelter door and hid

There was no response.

But a few minutes later, Celine said she while crying

"You put a sword in my eyes and you tell me that you don't remember anything, your a madman I thought you were a hero, but at the end, I discovered you were another monster like the rest of the monsters in this world."

I was shocked when I heard that

And I said to her in an angry voice

"Of course I didn't. I don't remember doing that. I'm not a monster.

After saying that

Appeared in front of me in the air  a 3D image

It was what happened inside the shelter

It was me holding Celine neck with my hand

I was about to kill her with my own hand

It was me telling her that I'm the Joker and I'm not a hero and I'm gonna burn this world

I took my sword out and staped it into her eyes while she screamed 

I was smileing while doing it

I was smiling while tear her eyes out Very slowly

In Honor of something I don't know what 

Everyone was watching everything play out.

As I eventually stopped 

And told her that I'm back to this world that the Joker is home and he's gonna burn this planet down this time around 

Then I let her run away.

And after I saw her leaving a few minutes later I dropped to the ground quietly like everything that just happened didn't happen 

I don't remember anything at all I don't remember doing that 

Commander Hassan said quietly

"Why is the Joker who scaresed the whole world and made the world fear him hiding like a little baby?"

"Shut up."

"Shut up."

"I'm not the Joker, I'm just a regular person who doesn't remember a thing about his life years ago, doesn't mention his real name

I'm definitely not some dead person who died years ago I'm not a person who just kills, raps and robs without mercy."

Celine responded angrily 

I yelled angrily 

"It's not me who did it. I couldn't control my body. You have to believe me."

Celine said angrily 

"I don't believe you."

She shut up all of a sudden

And Commander Hassan said

"Give yourself up, Leith, and well just talk"

"Rreally"

"You have to believe me. Just get out of the shelter"

"Okay."

I said that, but I felt doubt in my heart.

And when I got out

Another bullet was headed to me

"Dark Wings."

The black wings came out of my body and prevented the shot from reaching me.

I flew fast into the sky

as I'm looking at everyone

Everyone was looking at me scared

And when i looked up

I found a helicopter above me

It dropped on a big net on my body 

And it stopped me from flying away

And before I could do anything 

A big electric wave came out and ripped my body apart

And it made me feel a lot of pain

What's all this pain

I didn't do anything

Someone has to believe me

I didn't do anything

I saw guy with the black hair  

He looked at me smiling 

I didn't know who that was

But I can see his smile from here

Who's this guy?

As I'm think about this I completely passed out

And when I opened my eyes, I found myself tied up in a completely dark room

Totally naked

With no one around me. 

And the front of me was a big screen.  my body was covered in sweat. 

suddenly the door opened. 

And a tall man entered the room and began to say in a sharp voice. 

"You're the Joker, the man who used to make the world trembling in the previous era. Now I'm gonna make you tremble in fear ."

He said that and took out of his pocket a Small knife 

"I'm not the Joker." 

I said that with great fear in my eyes . 

I tried to get any energy out of my body, but I couldn't. 

"We'll discuss tthis later" 

He said that then he started approaching me. 

And I put a knife on a part of my foot. 

Then he started cutting pieces of meat very slowly. 

And I started screaming. 

"I thought you're stronger than that"

"Please, I don't know anything." 

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

He Tore a big part of my body this time. 

"We'll have a little fun before you meet the captain" 

He said that, as he started laughing. 

And wipe the knife with his tongue 

he looked at me and started to tear off another part of my body. 

When will this torment end? 

"Please, I'm not the Joker. I don't remember anything." 

I felt the restraints person's on the person inside of me getting weaker and weaker. 

My mind was hurting so much 

As I never stopped crying and screaming

How weak I am

I'm a worthless person

I don't know who I am

And I didn't know the truth of the world

This world is really dark