213 feel

I feel like everything around me is fake

I use to Look at the glass half full  

But No one told me what to do when the glass breaks 

I feel like the whole world is standing against me waiting for my death and applauding for my defeat

Everyone's about to die and I'll be with them

Why do I say all this? I'll tell you why

Because 29 years ago, when the  towers appeared and the Joker died, history books started to recorded the bigging of humanity  extinction 

After Dima taught me some skills

The sun was about to come up

She Looked at the sun with eyes full of tears it was going down her like rain

She said

"my student My mission is now complete , after I taught you everything I know"

I felt at that moment that she was acting, but I still said her

"What will happen to you, Master"

She Looked at me trying to stop herself from smiling 

"I'll disappear with sunrise, I'll be lagging like water, I taught you everything so don't be afraid" 

"But I only learned four skills from you."

"I told you once not to speak when your master is talking and not destroy the moment" 

"Well, Wellim sorry."

She looked at the sky saying

"Sky, star, and sea, bear witness, I have delivered everything I know to my student, and today I'm done, wind, take me to a better place"

Then she looked at me and said

"Why are you silent, you have to cry and say don't leave me, master"

I scratched my hair saying

"But you told me to shut up and not talk when you are talking."

"You're really hopeless"

She said that then she really evaporating

"finally, this crazy pervert fairy died."

"I heard that from hell and I'll come back to you as a ghost"

When I heard that voice

"I mean, how sad I am about the death of my beautiful teacher"

I said that as I'm looking at the sun that just came out 

My chest was completely naked.

My body has a lot of sweat on it because of the training and skills that I learned.

There are some wounds on my stomach that I don't remember getting  

Every time I put my hand on it, I feel pain not because of the wounds but in my heart, 

I don't know why.

And I don't care. 

I went back to my room. 

And I went to sleep from fatigue. 

To see the same person who waited for me every night in my dreams. 

Sitting on the same throne, tied with the same restraints. 

He says the same words as the always 

"Don't trust anyone don't be friends with anyone. Don't let your heart fall in love with anyone."

He said that, as blood falling from his eyes instead of tears. 

"Tell me who you are."

He looked at me with his red eyes. 

And he Said 

He was saying that in an angry voice, making my body sweat and trembling. 

But I felt a bit of comfort in my heart. 

And I woke up because of the sond of the alarm that was everywhere. 

I rushed out of my room after I put my sword on my waist. 

I looked at Rami who was coming out and asked him 

"What's going on?"

"Monsters have appeared everywhere in the world, there are many victims we have to get prepared quickly."

He said it rushing towards the headquarters 

I went in back to my room again

And I started changing my clothes quickly 

Then I ran out of the room to the headquarters

Commander Hassan was standing  on a higher ground than soldiers

He was saying

"You will be divided into teams of four, each team will have to save a whole city, the monsters this time appeared in huge numbers,  this is the first time that happens in human history."

"So far, many people have died, but we want to keep the numbers from going up no matter what, your lives now is not important or even the lives of the people around you, but don't die before you kill as many monsters as possible, we don't know why this is happening , but that doesn't change the fact that it is, so I wish you all good luck and an honorable death."

An honorable death. Yes, that's what I want

I've always wanted to be a hero so when I die, I wanted to be remembered not just be like a dust in the wind 

Yes, I will die for humanity

I was really happy to die for humanity, that's the goal of any soldier or hero

And I'm that hero

My team was the usual team Rami, Tama and Celine

We got in the car that Rami was driving professionaly 

He always told me that he liked cars and he was good at driving them 

While I didn't believe it at the time 

But now I've seen it with my own eyes I do 

He was just passing the cars on the road, as our car was equipped with some modern weapons

So we were killing some monsters on the way with these weapons

I've seen a lot of tanks and soldiers trying to kill monsters on the road

With modern weapons, they could do that, but with great difficultie 

And a lot of victims

Some monsters were eating a soldier head and another soldier trying to kill this monster from behind

But another monster comes and starts to eat the foot of this poor soldier who begins to scream

If I saw this scene before everything happened I would have went there and tried to save him

But this was his job 

And my job is to save civilians and empty the city from monsters

The road is not our problem 

My eyes were empty like Celine's eyes, Rami and Tama's eyes

We all looked at the soldiers getting killed getting their limbs cutting off 

With empty eyes

Really human changes because of what happens around them 

I figured it out now We've already changed so much from what we used to be 

I went in to the city and decided to use the first skill I learned from Dima

"The Leader's Eye."

I felt so shocked

Rami, when he felt that something was wrong, he asked me m

"What's up?"

"There are 1,000 monsters in the city."