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One last question always remains: will we ever live the life we want?

I want to be a hero

When I see monsters, I feel something burning in my chest

I feel like I want to kill them all

I still remember my first day here

I woke up three years ago next to a big building. I wasn't wear any clothes

I don't remember anything about my life before that

16 years I don't remember anything about them

I don't know if I had a father or a mother

I don't even remember my name

All I know that there's a pain in my chest

But there was no wound on my body

So I didn't know why I was in so much pain

I stole some clothes

Then I started stealing food

And the other day I'm looking for a place to sleep.

I saw Celine with her friends

Playing and haveing fun

The alarm came up for the first time late

A little monster showed up

He had a human body And a lion's head

He carried a big hammer

His body had a lot of muscles

He killed one of Celine's friends with a hammer on her head and smashed her head with one blow

Girls started to scream so hard and run away

Alarms sounded everywhere

I didn't understand what was happening

I saw the body on the ground completely broken and bloodshed

And when I lifted my head off the body

I saw this creature kill another girl and another one it was so fast

He was killing in a terrible, horrible manner

The girls were just shaking in front of it

Celine was the last girl among them

So I ran with everything I got to her

And I jumped her, set her off, and made her avoid the first blow

I tried to hurry up a little bit more

But that fucking monster

He landed his hammer on me,snd6 hit my body

I flew hard and hit a wall

Blood was coming out of my mouth

As I saw him approaching me

Celine was close to me and started crying

I smiled at her in despite of all the pain And I told her not to cry

And when he stood right in front of me

And was about to kill me and Celine with only one hit

I felt something burning in my chest

Suddenly a giant sword hacked into this monster's from behind

As The beast looked behind him

I lost my consciousness

I woke up the second day at the hospital

One of the doctors approached me after I opened my eyes

"You're still alive, brave young man"

He said looking at my hand

"Yes, but how?"

"an A class hero saved you, lucky for you, he was close by"

"what heroes and what is this creature that was attacking the girl and what is this class A."

The doctor put his hand on my head and said it in a confusing voice

"I really don't know."

"It seems that the blow has affected your mind, anyone else after this blow would have been dead, but it seems you were lucky and survived."

He left after, he told me to calm down

A police detective came in

He was wearing a black coat and carrying a big cigarette, he had tough features and black under his eyes, it seems he didn't sleep much

He brought a chair

And put it in front of my bed

"Now tell me what you remember about , and what's your name"

"I really don't remember anything."

"All right, we will a picture of you in the papers if any of your parents are looking for you, they'll come find you"

He said it in a cold tone and left the hospital in a fast pace

I read on the door of the room

No smoking

But that detective didn't seem to care

I asked the nurse that just walked in

"Is the girl that was with me okay"

"She's fine, but she is still unconscious"

She said that with a big smile

Three days later, the detective came back

He told me that there was no one looking for me, and that the state will give me a name until I remember mine

That name was Leith

And they gave me a little apartment

And a job that I got fired from a month later.

Since then, I look for a new job every time I get fired.

I've seen a lot of monsters and a lot of heroes.

I saw people cheering the name of these heroes that's why I wanted to be one of them

Until one day

I went to that big store

And I knew I wouldn't get a jop in a big famous like this

But I didn't lose hope

I always look at the glass half full

I don't know why I was always optimistic

But what was weird that if someone tried to get close to me and earn my friendship, I stayed away from them

I don't want friends

I don't know why

But I really don't want them

When I went to the store and the owner saw me, he turned me down

But before I get out of the store,

Celine walked in and looked at me

When she saw me, she hugged me

I didn't remember her at first, but after I looked closely, I realized she was the girl that I saved

I didn't think she still remembered me all this time

"Thank you."

"it the least I can do."

"I couldn't find you to thank you"

The store owner came angry after seeing his only daughter hugging a stranger

"Who is this, Celine?"

"This is the guy who saved me from the monster, if it wasn't for this guy, I'd have been dead."

And so I got to work at this store for a year

And all this time, Celine was approaching me and she wanted to be my friend

But I always avoided her

And here I am today in an underground shelter

With Celine next to me. She's holding on to me And crying

I let her cry until she calmed down

But the noise outside made her cry more

'Damn why this giant is still alive'

I heard the soldiers say that monster kill five B-grade heroes

And even A-grade heroes find it hard to fight with him

And that it looks like a grade A-plus monster.

Soldiers were saying that with some panic. These idiots talking

In front of citizens

They don't have any brains

And everyone was afraid .

A very screaming sound began coming from the outside

And everyone was in panic,

Someone put his hand on my shoulder

I looked at him

It was the same old man in the hospital

Who always told me to look at the glass half full

He looked at me and said

"Didn't I tell you to keep looking at the glass half full" then he put his hand on my chest As he smiled

When we were in the hospital, I wanted to ask him why he was so irritating

Or why was he in a wheelchair

Is this because of a monster attack?

But I didn't do it so I wouldn't remind him of that pain

A few seconds later, I looked behind me and I couldn't find anyone as if he was never here

Was that my imagination?

One of the soldiers came in and said

"What commander we're under attack from a large number of fire cats"

I remembered that old freak's face who was always telling me to look at the glass half full

These words I don't know why did they have such a big impact on the course of the three years I've lived here

What was the name of that old man?

Fuck my weak memory

Yeah, yeah

I remember

His name was Venus