There are many feelings in Xia Xinlan's heart. At that time, she tried her best to pursue him. He was so cold and heartless, which did not hurt her the most.

The biggest one was that time, after the beginning of high school, she went to him and wanted to say something.

But found that he had a girlfriend.

Everyone said that they were a good match.

She watched from a distance, sun mottled, they walk hand in hand under the tree, leaves fall on the girl's head, he so warm to her down.

They were very close. She looked at them dully and thought they were going to kiss. At that moment, her heart was torn and hurt.

At that time, she lost her mind, and without thinking, she stepped forward to stop them.

She still remembers Chu Bing's cold and boring eyes at that time.

Instinctively, he pulled his girlfriend behind to protect her, and looked at her with cold eyes.

At that moment, she felt that she was an outsider, and the other two were really together.

Every time she thought about the pain, it would hurt a little more, so she seldom thought about it.

But this time, I don't know how, so I think of it.

……

In the summer vacation of senior two, Xia Xinlan had that night with Chu Bingxuan, and her heart was palpitating.

That night, although it hurt, it was beautiful later. Chu Bingxuan was very gentle when she was drunk. When she was hugged by him, she was so excited that she almost cried.

Or he gently kisses her tears away.

Every bit of that night, everything, she kept in mind, engraved in her mind, because it was so beautiful, and let her have no regrets.

She really can't describe the feeling of being with the people she loves.

But when she woke up, because she was afraid to see his indifferent eyes, because she was afraid of his questioning, she ran away timidly.

She thought it was just her secret.

But later, she seemed to be pregnant, and she was scared out of her mind.

She was really scared. She was just about to enter senior three. The feeling of tasting forbidden fruit frightened her.

She seems not afraid of what the students say, but she knows that once the school knows about her pregnancy, she will be expelled, and the students will certainly talk about her behind her back and scold her.

In other people's eyes, this kind of behavior of her must be indecent and shameless.

She was too afraid to tell anyone. Even at the beginning of school, she asked her mother to ask for leave.

When she finally had the courage to go to school, she wanted to say a few words to Chu Bingxuan. Maybe she didn't dare to say about that night, or she would just ask him with other people's stories to see his attitude.

She is in the absence of her own mind. The first thing she thinks about is him. Even if he was indifferent to her, the person she trusted and depended on is him. "Chu Bingxuan has a girlfriend."

"It's not true. They are really a perfect couple. School grass and school flower. Our school flower is much better than Xia Xinlan."

"Do you want Xia Xinlan to have a face? She has the cheek to chase Chu Bingxuan. People are so indifferent to her. She is as thick skinned and can't understand people's words. She only dares to be so unscrupulous because her father is the mayor"

"cut, what's the use of chasing Chu Bingxuan for such a long time? Chu Bingxuan is still with the school flower."

"School flower study or temperament or better than Xia Xinlan much better."