Chapter 4595

Chu Bing Xuan's action is very light and soft. He's really afraid of scaring Xinlan. He's afraid that she will be stimulated again.

Chu Bingxuan wants to say something, but her throat moves. She doesn't know what to say.

No matter how calm he is, he is nervous when facing Xia Xinlan.

This meeting, he holds Xia Xinlan's hand to have some perspiration.

Xia Xinlan at this time the whole body is stiff, immersed in their own thoughts, also dare not go to see Chu ice dazzle look.

Chu Bingxuan thinks that if it goes on like this, he will only push her further.

He looks a move, tough will Xia Xinlan again into his arms, "Xinlan, don't say sorry, I'm sorry for you, I love you, so can't help..."

Love?

Xia Xinlan heard the word, the whole body a shock, but can't believe it.

She mocked herself and said, "Chu Bingxuan, you don't have to say that. Really, I'm ok."

Chu Bingxuan can hear Xia Xinlan's tone. She doesn't believe his feelings for her at all.

Maybe it was hurt deeply before, so she didn't believe what he said.

Especially the child is a wound in her heart, he only hopes to find the child, so that he will have her again!

Chu Bing Xuan's heart is bitter. He regrets that he didn't understand his mind and didn't treat her well.

Now, if you want to treat her well, she doesn't believe it. Maybe she is rejecting it.

He is now in her heart not far away from the distance, he wants to get closer to her heart, it is difficult.

But no matter how hard it was, he would not give up.

Chu Bingxuan gently let go of Xia Xinlan, and then fork the apple to Xia Xinlan, "eat some fruit!"

Xia Xinlan's eyes were empty. After her eyes slowly focused, she picked up the apple and ate it with the same taste. She was just like a puppet, some mechanical.

Chu Bingxuan looks at her like this, and her heart hurts even more.

A feeling of heartache but powerlessness.

There was some silence in the air. Neither of them spoke. The clock on the wall was ticking, forming the only sound in the air.

Chu Bingxuan gently asked Xia Xinlan, "what TV program do you want to watch?"

In order to ease the atmosphere, he turned on the TV and put it on the entertainment program.

He wants to make Xinlan happy, even with a smile.

Now he finally understood what it was like in ancient history for emperors to make beautiful women laugh and play with their hands.

Maybe it's a feeling of willingness.

He can understand, too.

Now he is thinking about how to make Xinlan happy.

As time goes by, Xia Xinlan's mobile phone rings. As soon as she sees that it's her mother's, she quickly goes to the balcony to pick it up.

"Mom, why did you call?"

"Xinlan, mom has found a new job. It's easier and the salary is good."

Xia Xinlan can feel her mother's happiness through her mobile phone, even her voice is light.

All said mother and daughter heart, mother happy, Xia Xinlan also followed happy some, "Mom, what is the job?"

Although she didn't believe it, because her mother had no power and power in the past, and she was a little older, it was not easy to find a suitable and stable job again.

"I help students fill their meal cards in a school canteen. I have two days to go to work a week, and the rest of the time is free. The salary is OK The rest of the time, I will go to the library to help sort out books and earn another share. In the future, don't save money or send money to your home. Have a good meal, eat something good, and go out with others to play more... "