At the beginning, Xia Xinlan said that she would not disappear suddenly, and she also said that she would tell him.

But in the end, she didn't say anything, so suddenly disappeared, let him search all over the place can't find.

Maybe he didn't look for it carefully. He was only in school, in her circle of life, and didn't use the power of Chu family to look for it.

That kind of person who has been used to all of a sudden disappeared, Rao is Chu Bing Xuan steady temperament, inevitably also some confusion.

High school that year, she persevered in his good, never give up.

Senior two summer vacation, we get together, it was his circle of people get together, but did not expect his good friend invited Xia Xinlan.

Chu Bingxuan see Xia Xinlan appear, some irritable.

But one night like that, something went wrong.

At the beginning of the third year of senior high school, she appeared several times. There was something wrong with her eyes. Later, they made some trouble, and then she disappeared in front of him. She did what she said, leaving no trace, and never appeared in front of him again.

He didn't want to recall those things in senior high school, so in his dream, there was nothing happened in senior high school. They were all scenes of senior high school, like walking lanterns. However, because of the cheerful voice of Xinlan, he felt warm in his heart.

Chu Bingxuan was a little uneasy even when he was asleep. The sweat on his forehead kept flowing out, and he kept reading, "Xinlan, Xinlan..."

When Chu Bingxuan wakes up again, her whole body is very weak, her body is sweating seriously, and her body is in some collapse.

He looked at the scene in front of him, pulled out the pillow of the bottle, and then went to find Xia Xinlan.

"Don't worry, sir. Miss Xia is fine. She is still sleeping. She is not suitable to be disturbed. Miss Xia is too tired and needs a good sleep."

Chu Bingxuan's face turned white and silent, and his hands became fists.

The nurse looked at such Chu Bingxuan, some dare not approach, feel such a silent person, the whole body is permeated with a wordless heavy feeling.

The pressure of the whole house has increased, and the people who are under pressure can't breathe.

After a long time, Chu Bingxuan loosened his fist and said, "I know. I just go to see her. I won't disturb her."

He was reluctant to disturb her sleep.

But when he knew the truth, he always had to look at her again to see if she was safe.

The nurse looked at Chu Bingxuan's back, and then looked at the pillow pulled out. For some reason, she couldn't speak.

Because this figure always makes people look sad.

Chu Bingxuan goes to Xia Xinlan's ward and sits down next to her. Then she gently holds Xia Xinlan's hand, as if holding a treasure.

In his dream, in his memory, he wanted to go back and slap himself twice to wake him up and cherish the girl in front of him.

But the memory of that he, always cold, talk some hurt.

Even if it is considered to use a sentence, but those indifferent words will still hurt people.

He expects Xinlan to wake up and treat her well.

But also afraid of Xinlan wake up, with hate and indifferent words to see him, so he will not stand.

It turned out that after that night, she would rather endure the pain alone than save the child.

Chu Bing Xuan's throat choked. He was sorry for her.

He wanted to talk, wanted to say a lot, but he remembered that he could not disturb her.

Chu Bingxuan knows that he has no reason to let go of her hand after he knows those past things.