An Lixia didn't know how to tell mu Ruchen about this.

Don't talk about it. She's sure that the moment she spoke, she had already hurt mu Ruchen by 10000 points.

So, she refused Mo Jin tomorrow. He hoped that master would be well, but mu Ruchen would be happy. So, she refused this plan.

At night, anlixia was lying in bed, thinking about it all the time.

"What's the matter?" Mu Ruchen kisses her face.

He likes to kiss her after they make love. He enjoys her soft body when she loses her strength. It's very comfortable to hold her.

"No It's OK. " Anlixia withdrew her thoughts.

"From the beginning of our intimacy today, you are a little absent-minded. Except when I am in your body, you still concentrate on other things, as if in a daze," muruchen hugged her, "what's on your mind?"

"No," anlixia hugged him, "ah Chen, go to sleep!"

Andrea reached out and turned off the light.

Mu Ruchen held her and said nothing.

In the dark, both of them were awake.

But let space be so silent.

Time, minute by minute.

"Xiao Xia, didn't you sleep?" Mu Ruchen knew that she was still awake.

"Maybe I'm too tired, so I A little insomnia... " Andrea said it with a guilty heart.

Mu Ruchen doesn't mind her little lie. "You seem to be very uninterested today. If it's not because of my poor skills, it's because of today's things. Are you still angry?"

Anlixia didn't know how to answer.

"There is a question, I only ask once. Don't be angry."

"You ask." Anlixia moved her body.

"Zhong man is in your heart What kind of position is it? " Mu Ruchen hesitated and said, "I know you liked him before, and I know the person you like now, but I want to know if he is still in your heart now. If you don't have me, will you come back to him?"

Mu Ruchen always felt that because an Lixia could not be with Zhong man, he would consider him.

But now, she can be with Zhong man, and Zhong man has clearly expressed his love for her. Mu Ruchen wants to know, doesn't she have any heart?

Don't you want to be with me at one o'clock?

This question, he thought for a long time, has been afraid to ask export, he repeatedly told himself, don't mind, repeatedly said to himself, Xiao Xia like is himself, but some questions, can't help him.

An Lixia let go of Mu Ruchen and turned to him.

So, she is not trusted?

An Lixia has a cool heart. "Mu Ruchen, do you still think that I will be with Zhong man?"

Muruchen did not answer.

That's default?

"Do you think we will get back together, so every time we get close, you will get angry. Are you angry because you are guilty and afraid? Do you think that without you, we would be together now? "

Anlixia said more and more angry, just sat up, "Mu Ruchen, you don't believe me?"

"It's not that I don't believe it, it's just that..."

"Just what?" Anlixia glared at him in the dark, "in your heart, I am a very unbearable woman?"

"No, Xiao Xia, I didn't mean that!" Mu Ruchen immediately sat up and hugged her, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I don't doubt you, but I think it's hard to forget when I like someone, so I want to know your exact idea!"

Mu Ruchen's voice was a little urgent.

An Lixia pushed him away, "I always thought that we just like each other, and there is no barrier between us, but I seem to be too optimistic about the situation. In your heart, Zhong man is still a barrier, right?"

"I..."

"I don't blame you," an Lixia said calmly. "At the beginning, when I knew Ling Yi existed, when I knew Ling Yi grew up with me, when I knew you as a child, when you were young, I was also very jealous. I regret why I couldn't meet you earlier, and you also regret that you didn't see someone who needed to protect you so much."

"At that time, I often thought that if I could meet you when you were ten years old, maybe I could break into your life earlier and comfort your loneliness earlier. But when you need company most, the people around you are Lingyi, qianxu and even Mufeng. I only met you when you are strong and become invincible."

"I don't think I'm very useful. I pay very little for you," anlixia said faintly. "So, I understand your mood at the moment and your hostility to Zhongman."

"Xiao Xia?"

"Ah Chen, I know that no matter what I say at the moment, I can't make you believe that I like you, and I can't solve your worries, so I intend to accept Mo Jin's offer. "Mu Ruchen frowned, "what proposal?"

"Let Su Chen hypnotize me and let me forget everything."

"Are you kidding?" Mu Ruchen turned on the light and turned an Lixia's body, "so he left Su Chen for this?"

Mu Ruchen was a little worried, "I don't agree!"

"Don't you have confidence?" An Lixia looked at her, "ah Chen, don't you even have the courage to pursue me again?"

"I have, but I can't risk it!" Mu Ruchen hugged her, "you don't have to prove anything to me, I believe you, I believe you like me, I believe there is no Zhong man in your heart, I don't ask, I have no questions, in the future, no matter see you together, or see you hug, I won't rush again!"

He doesn't want Xiao Xia to forget him!

Look, in his heart, he still said he didn't believe her.

Anlixia reached out and turned off the light. "Sleep."

She believes that mu Ruchen loves her heart and soul, and that mu Ruchen will believe you that she loves him heart and soul. She thinks that there won't be any problems between them.

It turned out that she thought too much.

"Xiao Xia?" Mu Ruchen called her.

"I'm sleepy, ah Chen. Go to sleep."

Mu Ruchen turned her body, kissing her face, her neck and even deliberately stimulating her.

"Don't forget me!" Muruchen ordered in her ear, "anlixia, I don't want you to forget me!"

Anlisha bit his lower lip and endured his rudeness.

Tears, rolling from the corner of the eye.

But mu Ruchen, such a distrust of feelings, sooner or later, there will be problems.

Now the passion between them is still there, so we can ignore these problems and think that everything can be tolerated. But after 10 or 20 years?

A thorn in his heart for so many years will make him seriously ill.