In addition to the monthly award of the first 10000 students of each grade, the biggest attraction of the "Xinjing scholarship" is that at the end of the year, an outstanding student of the whole year will be selected from each department, with a scholarship of 200000. For the selection criteria, most people calculate according to the annual average number of awards. It is also rumored that in addition to academic performance, there are teachers and counselors of various subjects, Even some of the students' comments in private, anyway, they are good at both character and learning.

Ding Ding was anxious about this for two months.

Liu Yuting couldn't see her eating well and sleeping well. She comforted her: "you're so worried. You've won the first place nine times this year. Every subject teacher looks at you with loving eyes. Even bald Liu talks to you more than 18000 times milder than us. You don't offend anyone at ordinary times. What's wrong with you?"

Zhou Qi also advised: "that is, your study and conduct are in place, and you are also low-key. I can't think of any reason why the school doesn't choose you."

Ding Ding in recent days on the fire a little more, tonsil inflammation, chagrin way: "I regret that three months how not so hard!"

Liu Yuting instantly stare: "Hey, hey, high jump in the pit, over (dung) points."

Zhou Qi half true and half false way: "don't in front of a ten thousand year old three Versailles, be careful that my mental deformity poisons you."

Ding Ding has been together for two years. Everyone around her knows that she will never be Versailles. She is pessimistic and anxious. She always thinks that what she has done is not good enough. If she can't get the first place, it must be that she hasn't worked hard enough. If she has won the first place, she's even more afraid that she won't be pushed down by others. Therefore, there is no real comfortable day in 365 days a year.

Liu Yuting said: "I can't understand your mood as soon as I learn English. Let Lao Zhou adjust it for you."

Zhou Qi said: "now in front of Lao Ding, I don't mean to call myself Xueba. Every night I go to sleep with her desk lamp. As soon as I open my eyes, I can see that she has got up to read and recite words. She deserves to be good at science. If it goes on like this, I will be worried by her."

Liu Yuting drew her eyelashes in the mirror and said, "two Versailles, I'll send you two to Cambodia for further study when I have money."

Ding Ding said with a broken face: "since I was a child, some people have never felt insecure. I've been a scum for so many years, and no one knows how difficult it is today better than me. Every night I sleep, I can't read the papers clearly, or I can't answer the questions. Let alone genius, I'm not as smart as ordinary people. Stupid birds know how to fly first. Lame birds can't fly 24 hours a day, To tell you the truth, I'm afraid of a genius who suddenly wakes up every day. If a roc spreads its wings for thousands of miles, I can't catch up with it. "

When Liu Yuting heard the speech, she only sighed: "if I want to have your awareness, I can't be the first and I can't count down."

Zhou Qi said: "do you want to inquire? Bald Liu treats you differently. If you beat around the bush or ask him directly, he may not keep it from you. "

Ding Ding shakes her head quickly. She's too scared. She's not only afraid to ask, but also afraid to know that the result is not her own. Otherwise, why don't she let Rong Yijing ask.

Think of Rong Yijing... Ding Ding's heart is warm, and she is afraid. Just like the title of Xueba on her head, outsiders only see her standing on the stage to receive the prize. Even if people around her see how hard she works, they can't imagine the pressure in her heart. She's not afraid of suffering, just afraid of losing.

The monthly scholarship is one in a hundred, and the scholarship at the end of the year is one in a thousand. Kerong Yijing is one of the few people in a thousand li. Ding Ding never thinks that he can be with him through hard work and pure luck, but how long can luck support him? So she had to catch up in the limited time, and try her best to make herself better and better. At least, when she appeared beside him, it would not make people feel special.

Seeing that Christmas is approaching, people are floating in the school. Those who have objects are busy booking rooms to celebrate, while those who have no objects are busy looking for objects to spend the holiday together. Even the library is much cleaner than usual. Ding Ding habitually chooses the most corner position in the back row, with earphones plugged in, and is listening to CET-6 listening. He is too busy for his freshman year, and has memorized all the CET-6 words, This year's goal is to win level six.

The hearing in the mobile phone suddenly pauses. Ding Ding bows his head, and a new wechat is displayed on the screen. Intuitively, she guesses that it's Rong Yijing. Sure enough, when wechat is opened, the familiar avatar lights up and the red unread one.

Rong Yijing: what are you doing

Ding Ding quickly returned: "in the library, are you finished?"

Rong Yijing: [well, there is good news and bad news. Which one do you want to hear first

Ding Ding: bad news

Rong Yijing: [on the 25th, I can't go back to spend time with you. There are still some things I haven't finished

Ding Ding: it's OK. You're busy. I didn't do this kind of festival before

Take care of yourself. Don't be too tired. You can't finish your work. Take your time

Rong Yijing: is it convenient to call now

Ding Ding is editing for convenience. Before he can get back, Rong Yijing sends another sentence: "I miss you."

All of a sudden, Ding Ding's viscera softened and he didn't want to type. He got up and went to the bathroom nearby, calling.

Rong Yijing connected and lowered his voice: "so fast?"

Ding Ding pushed the door open, the voice slightly released: "I'm in the bathroom."

Rong Yijing said: "learning does not choose a better place."

Ding Ding solemnly said: "the toilet in the library is fragrant."

Rong Yijing quipped: "how fragrant is it?"

Ding Ding half joked half seriously back: "seems to point what incense, I have a kind of calm feeling."

Rong Yijing said with a smile, "don't hide your talents in the bathroom."

Ding Ding said with a smile: "I'll ask the cleaning aunt what incense is, and I'll light it in the bathroom at home."

Two people made a few words, Rong Yijing suddenly changed the subject, the villain complained first: "Christmas can't go back to accompany you, you don't care?"

Ding Ding said, "you have your job, too."

Rong Yijing asked, "what are you going to do?"

Ding Ding's eyeball turned: "well... About three or five friends, go out to play."

Rong Yijing: "male and female?"

Ding Ding has his own story: "of course, it's a man. What's the appointment for a woman?"

Rong Yijing said: "good, good, worthy of my girlfriend, I want to go with you."

Ding Ding asked: "do you have some boyfriends to go out with?"

Rong Yijing feigned anger: "look, you are very powerful. I can't go back to deal with you, can I?"

Ding Ding ha ha laughs a voice, Rong Yi Jing way: "don't you wonder what good news is?"

Ding Ding replied truthfully, "Oh, I forgot."

Rong Yijing: "there is nothing to say."

Ding Ding is still giggling. In fact, after knowing that Rong Yijing won't come back, she has no intention of any good news. Although Christmas is nothing, she wants Rong Yijing very much. Rong Yijing is very busy recently. They can see each other two or three times a month at most. She has prepared Christmas gifts for him.