Chapter 437

Recently, he has been dreaming one dream after another, with different scenes and identities, but the protagonist is always just him and ELO.

At first, he didn't care about it. Later, he did more and noticed it. Now, they have 13 identity changes. In the first 12 generations, she has been chasing herself, but he never cared about her, whether she was sad because of her indifference, and even less did he pay attention to her crying quietly in a corner he didn't know.

Twelve, she likes her whole twelve, but every time it doesn't end well, he often wakes up from a dream, is all cold sweat, he can only be glad, this is just a dream, not really.

Today, however, he overheard her talking with another girl. Only then did he know that the whole torture of twelve generations was true.

As soon as he thought of this possibility, he felt that he had been poured through by a bucket of ice water, permeated into his body from his heart, full of coolness.

Fang Yiluo quickly returned to normal, reached for the waiter, "excuse me, I accidentally broke the cup, is it convenient to clean it up?"

"Just a moment, please."

"Thank you

Su Zihan's eyes are always on Fang Yiluo when the waiter cleans the broken glass. He tries to see the tension, exultation and even expectation in her expression. No, she is normal, normal enough to make him panic.

Fang Yiluo is no longer the same as she was before. Just because he looks back, she will be so nervous and excited that she blushes. There is no su Zihan in her eyes any more.

Until the waiter finished cleaning, Fang Yiluo said thank you and took his seat calmly.

"What do you want to say to me?"

When she can face Su Zihan calmly, he becomes a little different, as if he doesn't dare to face her.

Su Zihan said with a bitter smile, "I always thought those were dreams, and I'm glad that my iron heart to you is just a dream."

"You can just think of it as a dream!" For her, it's like a nightmare. Now is the time to wake up.

Su Zihan shook his head. "No, it's not a dream. It happened. You died of depression for me. You hung on the beam for me. You fell into the river for me. You died for me..."

"Don't say it. It's all over. I feel stupid every time I think about it."

"No, in my eyes, you are not stupid at all. ELO, you have persisted for the 12th life. Why did you give up in this life alone?" He took her hand excitedly, but he felt guilty.

Fang Yiluo was stunned for a moment and looked at her big hands. He had imagined for many generations that he could have such an impulse to hold his hands tightly, but he didn't want that moment to come so suddenly. Suddenly, she didn't expect to be fascinated and happy. On the contrary, she felt a lot of pressure.

He pulled back his hand, but he held it more tightly. "Su Zihan, let go!"

"ELO, can you work hard for me for the last time?"

Fang Yiluo shook his head decisively, "I'm sorry, I can't do it." Taking advantage of his astonished gap, he pulled out his hand. "Every time I try my best and fight for the last time, I'm hurting another person, and I don't want to hurt him any more in this life."

"He, is he really that good?"

"No, he's not that good, but he's willing to give up everything for me."

"I can also..."

"It's not your fault that you don't like me. Maybe I'm too persistent. There are a lot of things you want to have, but people can't have them. It's my regret. So you're not wrong. Since you always repeat them in your dreams, it's not necessary to take them seriously. It's all a dream."

"Fang Yiluo, how can you tell me that as a dream, I can't do it when I know everything." Su Zihan is very painful. As long as she thinks of those lonely days, she licks the wound alone and writes her name on the wall with her fingers. Without ink and blood, she rubs the wall again and again and grinds out the lines. In those desperate days, how can she carry on the reincarnation of the next life with her memory? As long as he thinks of that picture, he will feel suffocated.

Thinking of this life, they first met in the orphanage. Just hearing his name, she burst into tears. He could understand how struggling she was. He could not forgive his indifference to her and his ruthlessness to her. It was like a sharp blade, forcing people who liked him to death.

"It doesn't matter. Time will forget everything." In Fang Yiluo's eyes, some things will not be unforgettable without experience. For example, she has experienced it and is more impressed than him. In the end, she has forgotten the deep love she once had? "I have something else to do. I'll go first!" After that, she stood up and ran away with her bag. Su Zihan looked at her scurrying figure and wanted to chase her. She was anxious to avoid herself. What happened again?

Can only give up, just watched her leave.Even Kang Jiaying didn't know when she came to him. She called the waiter, ordered a cup of mint water, and then wiped the sweat on her forehead, "Zihan, you've been waiting for me for a long time!" To be honest, she is still full of tension. Two days ago, she just confessed to the person she likes. She was afraid that she would be rejected by him and ran away. She made him think more about it for a few days before replying to her. She was at home for two weeks and finally waited for his call.

I really hope he can give himself a satisfactory answer and live up to his love for so many years.

Su Zihan looks at Kang Jiaying in amazement. The girl is very good, really good. When he comes here, he really plans to have a try with her. Maybe he will really like her. But after being rejected just now, he knows that some things can't be forced.

"Zihan, haven't you thought about it yet?" No wonder she thinks so, the key is that his expression is too sad, always feel that he will refuse himself, in order not to let him refuse himself, she would rather he had no answer. "If you don't think well, you don't have to give me the answer now." After that, she laughed awkwardly, hiding her loss in her heart, "Zihan, did you eat? Do we want to eat something here, or we can go out to eat. What do you want to eat, I'll treat you! "

"Jiaying, I think so."

"If you don't think about it well, I'm not worried at all."

"No, I've already thought about it. I want to tell you my answer. In fact, I..."

"Zihan, I'm so hungry. Why don't you wait for me to eat first?" Kang Jiaying is about to cry. Looking at Su Zihan's serious face, she already has a bad premonition. She is afraid that she will say something to refuse herself, and it will be irreparable at that time.

But Su Zihan stood up and bowed to her deeply. "Jiaying, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

Kang Jiaying wants to cry and look at his back when he decided to leave. A lot of tears fall. The waiter comes to serve the dishes just in time when she is crying the most fiercely. Maybe she is used to such scenes. She can put down the meal without changing her face, and then leave quickly.

She knew that there was always someone in his heart, but it took so many years to defeat her. Now Kang Jiaying is completely defeated.

The dead of night is a good time to fall into deep sleep.

Su Zihan thought he couldn't sleep, but when he touched the pillow, he felt sleepy. Strange scenes emerged in his mind.

Even Lu Hanxiao, who lives in the courtyard, can hear the sound of gongs, drums and firecrackers outside the antique house. She looks pale and leans on the edge of the bed. People in the courtyard have gone to the street for a long time to watch the excitement, but she wants to go, but she can't walk any more.

She was holding a red sword spike in her hand. Once, brother Han had a competition with others and left it carelessly. After picking up the sword spike, she wanted to return it, but because she couldn't bear it, she had to keep it in private.

Now it became her only thought, "brother Han, you married the princess after all. In fact, I like you too. Why don't you look back at me?" After that, he covered his mouth with his little hand and coughed up a mouthful of blood.

Su Zihan is looking at the abnormal heartache, he did not know that she has become thin like this, acacia is too bitter, he has regretted, want to tell her loudly, don't like Su Zihan, just be yourself.

Su Zihan in his sleep frowned tightly and fell asleep uneasily.

White impermanence asks a way, "old black, does this dream still want to add a fire?"

"Xiaobai, do you think xiaoyama has a tendency to be abused?"

"What do you say?"