Chapter 486

Yannuo wiped his mouth and asked Ji Yinbing, "where do you like? We'll go where you like. " After a pause, he said, "China can't do it. It's not easy to get a permanent residence permit." Especially for people like him.

Ji Yinbing recognized the deep meaning of his words.

He depends on her.

He will follow her wherever she goes.

Ji Yinbing sighed, got up and said, "let's go and have a look outside the city."

At three o'clock in the afternoon, they finally came to the bottom of the oak tree.

Oaks grow at the top of a grassy slope. The scenery here is like Shawshank's redemption, where Shawshank hid money and envelopes for Rhett. The same huge oak, the same sloping grass slope, the same picturesque scenery, charming.

Two people put their bicycles by the side of the path.

Ji Yinbing walked in front and yannuo followed. All the way, they didn't speak.

Six or seven minutes later, the two men went under the tree.

Ji Yinbing sees a small tombstone, which says——

Yan Xiaobao's tomb.

Ji Yinbing stares at the name of Yan Xiaobao, his eyes are warm. Behind him, yannuo's expression became helpless.

He didn't want Ji Yinbing to come here before. He was afraid that she would see this.

Ji Yinbing backs to Yan Nuo and squats down in front of the small tombstone. She touches Yan Xiaobao and asks, "what's in it?"

After a long time, yannuo said, "it's me, the little clothes I bought for him..."

Ji Yinbing has a pain in the chest.

She said, "you have a heart." She knew that the child was gone in a few days. She didn't even have time to buy a dress for the child. Ji Yinbing just sat down. She said to the tombstone, "Xiaobao, mom, I'm sorry for you."

Yan Nuo whispered, "drink ice, don't say that."

"I'm sorry for him, I'm careless, I'm not on guard, I'm not protecting him."

Her words, like a small knife, killed Yan Nuo's heart.

"It's not your fault."

He knelt down behind Ji Yinbing, put his arms around her shoulder from behind, put his head on Ji Yinbing's shoulder, and said, "it's my fault. It's my fault to drink ice. I'm sorry for you. I'm sorry for the baby. "

He wanted to say that for a long time, but Ji Yinbing didn't give him a chance. She didn't even allow him to mention the child.

During this time, except that night, yannuo tried to avoid the topic about the child and children.

Ji Yinbing didn't answer his words.

After a moment of sadness, Ji Yinbing stood up. She looked up at the top of the oak tree, the sun hiding among the leaves, speckled particularly playful. She said, "that year, I told you that I thought: it doesn't matter, even if he would refuse me, it doesn't matter, he refused me, I can continue to like him without disturbing."

Yannuo listened to her self-report and was reluctant to interrupt.

"At that time, I liked you very much. I just thought that if you could accept me, I would be very happy. If you don't accept me, I won't be very sad. At most, I will be sad for one day. If you nod your head, I'll like you all my life. I don't know if I'm tired. "

She sighed and laughed, "at that time, I was so simple, I liked you so fearless."

"But I overestimate myself." Ji Yinbing came back and looked up at yannuo. She said, "I forgot that people are greedy creatures."

"Before I didn't like you, I just thought that if you could accept me, I would be satisfied. You accept me, I think, you can fall in love with me. You fell in love with me, I thought, if only you love me. Later, as expected, you only love me, and I thought, "if only we could get married and have our own children..."

"In this way, at first, I just like you and look up to you. I began to be dissatisfied and greedy. I like your motive is not pure, my desire is too big, so after Vera happened, the more disappointed I am with you. "

The woman sighed softly.

Think of that time, wholeheartedly love Yan Nuo's simple she, Ji Yinbing smile bitterly.

She sighed, "if I am still who I was then, I can easily forgive you today."

"But. I've grown up with adult greed. "

"Yes."

"... well."

"You tell me, how can I love you again like before, regardless of everything and without fatigue?"

Yannuo looked at her with complicated eyes.

There is no solution to this problem.

He didn't know the answer, neither did Ji Yinbing.

"I still love you." Ji Yinbing pointed to her heart and said, "I have you here all the time. It's still beating because of you. It never stops." She was very distressed. She frowned and said, "it only knows to beat for you, but it doesn't know to stop for you."

"Yannuo, as long as I can control my own heart, I will not let myself love you like this." She wanted to cry, but she couldn't“ Yan Nuo, I feel so bad. " She covered her chest and said over and over again, "Yan Nuo, I feel bad. I feel really bad..."

Yannuo didn't resist, strode forward and pressed Ji Yinbing in his arms.

"Don't cry."

This woman's face, always suitable for pride and self-confidence, cry, this expression is not suitable for her.

"Yannuo, please help me..."

"Save me as a child."

Hearing her plea, yannuo's heart was numb.

Yannuo knows that the way to save her is very simple.

Let her go, let her go, time can always heal her pain, can always dilute her love for themselves.

But yannuo couldn't bear the result and refused to accept it.

"Stay by my side and don't leave me, darling." Yan Nuo kisses her hair and says, "just stay with me, just stay with me..." he's not ordering her, he's praying for her.

He never thought that the girl who was once casually pulled because of boredom would become the most colorful and indispensable pen in his life.

Ji Yinbing clung to his sleeve and burst out crying.

"Yannuo, why do you torture me so much?"

"You want to know why? Well, I'll tell you, because I love you. Even if it's mutual torture, I'm willing to torture. "

Ji Yinbing is desperate.

When they went back, the driver came to pick them up.

Yan Nuo holds Ji Yinbing. As soon as he enters the manor, he sees the words. She was wearing a black split dress. Seeing yannuo and Ji Yinbing's posture, she raised her eyebrows and said, "get ready. We'll go to Australia immediately to make peace with major general Sha."

Yan Nuo looks a Lin, ask her, "found that person whereabouts?"

"I'm not sure. There are three suspicious places. We have to check them one by one." Words will pack up, back up, said to Yan Nuo, "15 minutes later, meet at the airport."