Yan Yuexuan gently moved Murong Zhining's hand: "no, since I separated from you, I have lived in the dark every day. I'm afraid that we will become a dead farewell. I will never have a chance to reconcile with you! Last night, when I was dying, my heart was full of sadness. I was not afraid of death. I was afraid that I would not be able to tell you the truth. You would hate me all my life. I was lured by Gao Chenghao to the bridge outside the city of Heyu. I knew that he was cunning and would not rush to the other side of the river. At this time, Gao Chenghao was holding a woman with a figure very similar to you. Standing on the other side of the river on horseback, I immediately lost my sense of propriety and wanted to rush forward to see what happened. I could not take your life and risk even one tenth of a million. Meng Xia has been on the side to stop me, let me restore rationality. Just now, Gao took up a piece of emerald green leaf in his hand. It was the jade tree that was very like jade. I firmly believe you fell in the hands of Gao Cheng Hao. You are far away in Yongning. I can't immediately prove your safety. I didn't even give myself a chance to think. So I ran across the bridge and fell into Gao Chenghao's trap like moths and flames... "

Although Murong Zhining learned this detail from Helan Molei early in the morning, she heard Yan Yuexuan say the past, her heart, there is another kind of moving. She hugged Yan Yuexuan tightly, tightly attached to his chest.

Yan Yuexuan's voice was full of sadness: "as soon as I crossed the bridge, even people and horses fell into a deep pit. Then, countless silver needles soaked in soft tendon powder pierced me. When I woke up, I had been chained tightly to my limbs and locked in a dark dungeon. In my ears, a woman's cry was heard. I've been in a nightmare ever since. " His body trembled slightly, as if he had returned to the dark room.

Yan Yuexuan's voice was filled with endless desolation: "in the dungeon in the dark, I mistakenly thought Gao Chenghao had locked us together, so I called your name softly. Unexpectedly, that woman is not you, but Helan Morey. Gao Chenghao's purpose is very clear. He wants to get the secret of Emperor Qin. I also know that when he achieves his goal, he will not only keep my life, but also take you away. Despite all kinds of torture, I never give in. He Lan Mo Lei may not have the heart to see me suffer. He gave Gao Chenghao an idea to let me lose my memory and use me as bait to lure you. Therefore, Gao Chenghao gave me a Linglong heart washing pill. During the period of my amnesia, He Lan Mo Lei tried his best to prove that she was my childhood sweetheart, but even if I lost my memory, I still resisted her... "

Yan Yuexuan stopped and continued to tell his heartbreaking past: "after I lost my memory, there was always a woman in pink in my dream. I couldn't see her face clearly. But the woman always claimed that her name was Ning'er and that she was my fiancee. I believe in the dream. So I asked Helan Mo Lei about Ning'er's whereabouts, but he LAN Mo Lei turned his face directly, which verified my conjecture... "

Murong Zhining hugs Yan Yuexuan with heartache. She also has the same experience. During her amnesia, she still firmly remembers the name chiyun Yuexuan. She shares the painful experience of Yan Yuexuan.

Yan Yuexuan slightly gasped: "maybe Helan Molei is desperate for me, or maybe she is unwilling to firmly control me. She has taken a delicate heart washing pill hidden in her body, but I still have no change in her attitude. He Lan Mo Lei seduces Gao Chenghao's guards, seizes the key to the dungeon and escapes from Gao Chenghao's hand with me Unexpectedly, I fell into the devil's den again from the wolf's nest... "

Murong Zhining gently patted Yan Yuexuan's back to comfort him emotionally.

Yan Yuexuan calmed down: "Helan Molei took me and fled to an old house in the countryside. We fell down in the name of husband and wife. I lost my memory, like a soulless body, living an empty and meaningless life every day. He Lan Mo Lei kept on inculcating her fabricated past events to me, trying to move me and let me accept her, but even if I was sleeping in the same bed with her, I would not go beyond the thunder pool. For a long time, perhaps it was Helan Molei who lost patience with me, or maybe she wanted me to bow down. She sold me to a nearby mine as a coolie. Although I was as tired as a horse and ox every day, I was somehow out of the control of Helan Molei, and my heart was steadfast instead... "

"Unknowingly, my memory slowly revived. The woman named Ning'er in my dream became clearer and clearer. Until one day, I finally blurted out the name Murong Zhining. Although I still did not remember the past, but my heart has become restless, I want to escape to find the woman in the dream. I ran away again and again, and was arrested again and again. I was beaten black and blue. The buyer finally couldn't bear it and returned me to Helan Molei. He Lan Mo Lei learned that my memory began to revive. She was afraid that I would escape. She made a chain with thick arms and locked me in an empty room. She often beat me with a whip to vent her anger... " Yan Yuexuan said the sad place, the body gently trembles, Murong Zhining hugs her, gently soothes.

Yan Yuexuan waited for the emotion to calm down, and then began to tell: "the more I suffered physical pain, the more amazing the recovery of memory. When the gate of my memory was opened, I was like a trapped animal in a cage and began to make fierce resistance. He Lan Mo Lei seems to have an iron heart and has no intention to let me go. I pretended to be moved by her true feelings, and promised to live a peaceful life with her, cheating her to open the shackles. I pretended to be intimate with her and tied her firmly to the bed. I Hate is hard to calm, one heart wants to kill her, vent anger, think again and again, or left her a life. When I was fleeing from the old house of Helan family, I accidentally found lightning and red Python killing Morinda. I suddenly realized that what I fell into was not only Gao Chenghao's trap, but also the trap set up by both of them They have been singing double roles. When I went back to my room to kill Helan Molei, she had already broken free of the rope and escaped without a trace... "Murong Zhining grasped Yan Yuexuan's hand with heartache: "Xuan, do you still hate Helan Molei? For a woman who is crazy about love, it's worth sympathizing to think about it. "

Yan Yue Xuan sighed: "I have the same idea with you! Helan Morey is trapped in love. Although she has done extreme things, her nature is not a woman of great treachery and evil. She is like a child who hasn't grown up. When she can't get her beloved toy, she starts to destroy it. I don't hate her for a long time. I regard all this as a test of our love. "

Murong Zhining tightly hugs Yan Yuexuan, who is as impregnable as steel in front of the world. When she exposes her heart in front of her, she shows her vulnerability.

Yan Yuexuan put his head close to Murong Zhining, as if he was looking for a support: "I thought that after escaping jisihan, I could find my happiness. When I returned to Huayan, I knew that in half a year, everything had changed. What we have come here is not a long-awaited perfect ending, but a fall into another painful abyss No, Ning'er, I don't blame you for not sticking to your love. I know you are in a dilemma. I want to stay with you forever, but I don't want to break the peace between you and burning beacon... "

Murong Zhining tearful eyes, she looked at yanyuexuan: "Xuan, it's Ning'er's fault, Ning'er is not firm enough. But Ning'er is not empathy in Yanfeng, Ning'er just owes him too much debt, can't repay. Ning'er also hates herself and feels sorry for your deep feelings... "

Yan Yuexuan gently kisses Murong Zhi to the tears on her cheek: "Ning'er, I really didn't blame you. As long as you can live well, even if I don't give up, I can disappear in your world at any time. I want to entrust you to Yan Feng. I even made a decision never to appear Do you know how much pain I have to pay to make such a decision? "

Murong Zhining has already cried into tears: "Yan Yuexuan, you are selfish. Why didn't you appear in front of this palace for the first time? Before this palace made a big mistake, you resolutely took this palace to go?"

Yan Yuexuan shook his head in pain. He seemed to return to that desperate time: "no, everything is not as simple as you think. I learned that Xiao was not willing to give up. The emperor's father and the king's father were worried about you. For a time, it seemed that all the people in Hua Yan could not tolerate you. Ning'er His character is too weak and kind-hearted. He thinks that if he keeps you around, he can protect you, but he can't stop so many people from attacking you... "

Murong Zhining tore Yan Yuexuan's front in pain: "you coward, you dare to accuse the king of Jiangling's cowardice. What about yourself? What right do you have to arrange your life in this palace? Why did you give up this palace? "

Zheng Changxing heard the noise in the bedroom hall, ran into the room in fear, and asked through the red curtain: "Niang, what's the matter with you? The emperor is just better. You should control your emotions... "

Yan Yuexuan's voice weak with joy: "blind slave, back down, Niang, this is to me."

Zheng Changxing bowed down and said, "yes, yes, I didn't know whether my mother was being coquettish or being shrewd! Empress, the emperor has just been out of danger. He can't be sad or overjoyed! " He quit the bedroom.

Yan Yue Xuan chuckled and hugged Murong Zhining: "Ning'er, do my queen, always have to be disturbed by slaves, are you bored?"

Murong Zhining shook his head: "as long as you can stay together, Ning'er doesn't care whether it is in heaven or hell!"

Yan Yuexuan gently kisses Murong Zhining's forehead: "I continue to confess my crime to you! When I realized that quitting would not solve the problem, I immediately gave up the idea of letting brother Huang take care of you. I was desperate to take back you. As you said, if I could be with you, I would never fear heaven and hell again. On the day when I entered the palace, I wanted to directly break into the Xiaoning palace and kill the Xiao family. However, I think it will only bring you endless trouble. I heard that your brother took poison for you. Although I was deeply moved, I still decided to take you away. Ning'er, when I broke into the emperor's bedroom and saw that your clothes were untidy on the emperor's Dragon collapse, my heart was broken. I really didn't blame you at all, but I was full of deep pity for you. I even I feel guilty for you and your brother... "

Murong Zhining choked and held Yan Yuexuan tightly.

Yan Yuexuan's voice was bleak: "I risked my life to take you away from Taiji palace, but I was in a dilemma. I also want to take you away from Huayan and live in seclusion with you, but I know that it will mean that we will live in the pursuit of our enemies all our lives. I was so ruthless that I wanted to send you back to Shang Xia. Only by taking back my own throne can I save you. I treated you indifferently all the way. I hope you can't bear the injustice and go back to SHANGXIA by myself. But I underestimated your stubbornness On the night when I took you away from Shangjing, you hid in the stable of the Inn and cried bitterly. I collapsed in the haystack outside the stable and cried with you all night... "

Murong Zhining raised his wrist and wiped the tears from the corner of Yan Yue Xuan's eyes.

Yan Yuexuan's chin was close to Murong Zhining's forehead: "I'm afraid that you will see through your mind and give up all my previous achievements. I have to bite my teeth and be cruel to torture you again and again, hoping to force you to leave Huayan. The king's father pursues Heyu to make a crime. By virtue of your wit and sincerity, you dispel his desire to get rid of you. However, the two groups of killers sent by the supreme emperor and Princess Xiao still follow him like a shadow. While I was anxious to force you to leave as soon as possible, I had to be careful to protect you against your suicide. I was really exhausted during that time I still remember the day when you took poison and killed yourself in the reeds in the heyujun palace. Although I asked people to wait for an opportunity to change your poison bag, when I saw you sleeping in the reeds, I was still in the scene and felt broken. I cried for a long time with you in my arms. "