Chapter 359

She is a little worried. She doesn't want to see Ning Ye's expression. He has no humanity, but he once wanted to have humanity, but his mother destroyed him. In scolding and abusing again and again, he destroyed his humanity.

"You don't understand the feeling of being hurt, but you can only lick it alone. You don't understand the despair of dying of hunger. You don't understand the feeling of being locked up in the dark for several days and nights. You know that if there is too much pain, you will be numb. In the end, you will feel that no matter what kind of pain, you can bite your teeth and endure it."

"Ning ye, I know that you have suffered a lot of pain that ordinary people can't understand, but you can take up legal weapons to protect yourself. You shouldn't do that." Qi Jinnan's voice was a little weak. At that time, he was just a child. He didn't know that his mother was abusing him. He didn't know how to resist. When he had to resist, he had grown up and formed some dark characters. The only person he believed and relied on at that time was himself.

"The law. Is it useful for me? When those people die, you will mobilize people to investigate and find out the truth. But like me, there are many people who are suffering from domestic violence, domestic violence and sexual abuse, but can you control them? You have too many things to consider. You think that if you want to now, I don't admit the murderer. If we don't have evidence, we can't deal with me in the case of Bi Ming and Gao Zhen. Wang Su, even if I have been sentenced to death, so what? You still can't give an account to the relatives of Bi Ming and Gao Zhen, can't you? Beautiful police officer, where there is light, there will be dark places, and there will be places where the sun can't shine. "

Ning Ye's words are very depressing, at least let Qi Jinnan feel depressed. She sighs. Indeed, although the current law is very sound, it's all based on the fact that there have been cases and criminals, and that everything has taken shape. Those who are in the dark corner, those who are suffering from these dark events, They are still very weak and don't know how to resist. They are suffering silently. What can these unwilling people do.

After thinking for a while, Qi Jinnan slowly got up, then looked Ning ye in the eyes, and said with clear and firm voice: "I understand what Ning ye said, but our country Z is very fair and just to every citizen. Even if there is a place where the sun can't shine, the law will protect everyone as long as there is a crime and the law is violated, But you're not good at it, and you don't know how to use the weapon of law. "

"But so what! Expose all my experiences, and then let all people pity me, pity me? Wherever I went, I would point out to me and say, look, it's him who was cruelly abused by his mother! Hehe... That's not what I want. Don't you think it's very good now? She died, died in an accident, the police just looked at it to determine the accident, who can think of it! A child will kill his mother, just like who would believe that a mother would abuse a child! "

"Are you happy? After killing your mother, are you free? Can you really forget all the hurt now? " Qi Jinnan looks at Ning Ye. If he is really relieved, he will not be so sensitive and angry when he mentions the word "mother".

He never really walked out of the harm his mother had given him, even if he killed his mother himself, he still didn't change anything, he was still in the dark.

"Liberation... Ha ha." He has never been liberated, even when he was killing, when he repeatedly abused Gao Zhen, he still could not be liberated. The deep anger in his heart could not be liberated, and he had never been liberated. His mother's injury to him had been engraved in his bones. He couldn't get out, even though his mother was dead.

"Ning ye, the real relief is that you put down the hatred. Everything about you is surrounded by hatred, so you can't see the warmth. Wang Su is sincere and wholeheartedly believing in you and loving you. You can see from her wound that she has no defense against you. But because you hate women, you don't see her heart, and Su Dong really loves you, right! The thing you have been looking for should be in his hands

Ning Ye slowly raised her head after hearing Qi Jinnan's words. After looking at it for a while, she seemed to fall into some memories. In the memories, the simple silly woman really believed her and approached her at first, just because the wedding of Jian Shiyin and ye Yufeng was set there. He would often go to the restaurant with some details of wedding preparation, Secretly know that Wang Su is mainly responsible for ye Yufeng that banquet hall, then happened to meet, acquaintance.

At that time, she was so simple that she would believe everything he said, even if it was not busy with work, even if it was just occasionally calling her and telling him that he was busy with work, she would unconditionally believe it.

After dinner in the last restaurant, he said that he would take her to romance and watch the sunrise. She would smile like a fool and hold his arm for a long time. When she parked the car at Lanjiang bridge, she said that it was too late. He had to go to work tomorrow, so he had to rest for a while. In her eyes, she was still so simple and didn't have the slightest doubt, So late at night, she and a big man came to such a desolate and secluded bridge, will there be danger, is still so concerned about whether he will be tired!

"That's a stupid woman. She's a stupid woman. She'll die if she dies." Ning Ye's words, slowly said out, and things so quietly low head, don't want to mention anything between.

"It's a silly woman. It's a pity that such a beautiful girl died so miserably. Ning ye, when you kill these people, do you really have no guilt? Even a little. Everyone will have compassion, you will also have, just too small, he selectively hidden in the bottom of my heart.

After hearing this, Ning Ye slowly raised her head, and then it seemed that after a long time, she said softly: "I killed her. I used to use car ornaments. At that time, she directly knocked on her temple, and then again and again, do you know? At that time, I hated her eyes. They were too hateful. They seemed to... They seemed to ask me why I had to do this to her. If you say it's ridiculous, it's just killing people. Where do you come from? "