Chapter 772

Shen Xiaoxiao seems to have never talked about feelings with 19. They also focus on children, business, or other miscellaneous things every day.

But when she suddenly heard 19 talking to her about these things, she was really in a circle for a while, but she had to admit that 19 was right.

In fact, she found out a long time ago that there were some problems in her relationship with Yan Kuan. When there were no children before, they were you fighting, I fighting, you testing, and I hiding. Even if there was a contradiction, they did it directly. They were tired. The contradictions were pressed down and thought they were gone, but suddenly broke out at a specific moment.

Otherwise, they would not have separated for three years. Of course, there were many other factors that separated them that year.

But if she didn't have confidence in Yan Kuan, she wouldn't have been hiding with her children for three years.

It can't be said.

Originally, she also thought that she could not forgive Yan Kuan so easily. After all, there are many injuries. I can forgive you if you don't say I'm sorry.

It's not that you and I can solve it in bed after a few times of love, and it's not that you are hurt and I feel distressed that I can run aground.

None of them.

There are some problems that have never been solved.

Yes, I love you when you are hurt. I am more anxious when you have an accident. I want to hurt myself.

But these are all because of their love for him, but these love is not used to show extravagance, not to hurt wantonly.

Maybe when your life is threatened, you will find that all these small problems are not problems, but when people go smoothly, many problems you think can be ignored still exist.

Shen Xiaoxiao admits that she doesn't know how to fall in love and how to maintain their feelings.

Both of them are touching stones to cross the river and learning a little.

It's not the same level. She can't deny Yan Kuan's efforts and some changes, but she is also changing and learning.

But many things must be paid attention to, especially when Yan Kuan is himself.

I have to admit that several contradictions are not all because Yan Kuan has everything in his own hands. He didn't tell her until all the dust has settled, but it was too late at that time, and many misunderstandings have been caused.

Many injuries were also caused.

Therefore, 19 actually has a certain truth. Although she doesn't need to be so pretentious, she needs flowers and sweet words, but she needs more communication, real communication.

"What do you think I should do?"

"Enjoy your life as the premise, and know how to protect yourself as the premise."

"Straight white dot?"

What's the matter with this 19 day?

"Do you have any other friends besides Huang Yueyan? Do you have anything else you are interested in besides your career? Besides, are those careers you want to do?

Little, I hope you can occasionally put down your hatred and live your own life, like an ordinary girl's life.

Even if you know you're not ordinary, it doesn't mean you can't be ordinary. "

There's another sentence 19 that hasn't been said. You should enjoy the present time even if you are in Yin flower tears. Don't worry about those things. Talk about love well. Even if you get married, you can enjoy the fun of love.

Find something you are interested in and don't let yourself regret it in the future.

However, these words 19 wanted to say, but they didn't come out. However, after years of tacit understanding with 19, Shen Xiaoxiao didn't hear the subtext from his words.

I don't want her to take more care of Jiang Haoran's affairs.

"I see what you mean. I'll learn to change."

"Learn to change, then I ask you, do you have anything you want to do?"

What do you want to do? Shen Xiaoxiao thought for a moment. It seemed that there was No.

It's true. When she was at the club in her previous life, the most thing she thought about was returning home. Later, when she returned to China, she thought about how to win the favor of Pei Li and Pei's family. When she knew the truth, she thought about how to avenge the Shen family. Finally, she was imprisoned. At that time, she thought about how to escape.

She really didn't have what she really wanted to do in her previous life.

This life, this life does not seem to have changed much. It is also to return home for revenge and revitalize the Shen family.

Of course, later, she had to raise her two children. She really never thought about it for herself.

"That what, this hobby is not immediately available."

19 he looked at Shen Xiaoxiao despairingly and said helplessly:

"You are really good enough. Look at other girls. They either like shopping, flowers and plants, pottery and dance. There are too many. You don't have anything you like? "

Shen Xiaoxiao refused every time she heard 19. She despised herself. She really didn't have any hobbies. Did she really fail?

Thinking about his childhood and some dreams he once had, Shen Xiaoxiao exclaimed:

"Yes, I know what I want to do. I want to learn to cook. Both Dabao and Xiaobao say they have never eaten the dishes I made except white porridge. If I learn it, they will be very happy. I want to learn to cook the fried chicken wings they like, the braised beef brisket Yan Kuan likes, the plum vegetable with pork, and..."

Shen xiaonovel was so happy that when he turned to 19, he was accosted by 19's eyes. Didn't he let him say it? Doesn't it count to learn to cook.

"I really convinced you. I should learn to cook. There's nothing else?"

"Hehe, in fact, it's not without it, but it's unrealistic to say it now."

"What is it? How do you know it's unrealistic if you don't say it?"

Shen Xiaoxiao smiled, looked into the distance and said faintly:

"I want to go everywhere, not abroad. I want to go everywhere in China. You don't know, when I was a child, I was locked up in a club. What I thought most was home, that is, the motherland. Hehe, at that time, I thought that if I had a chance, I must finish visiting the mountains and waters of China.

Although I know it's unrealistic to visit the world, it's good to finish walking in the mountains and rivers of China.

Just, hehe, I'm afraid I can't even get out of Kyoto now... "

Indeed, after Shen Xiaoxiao returned home, because his tendons were broken, let alone travel, he just walked a little farther, and his limbs were sour and painful. Let alone enjoy life tourism, it was a problem to take care of himself.

Therefore, these are just the wishes buried in the depths, which are impossible to realize.

In this life, with hatred, children and now Yin flowers and tears, I'm afraid it can't be realized in this life.

Hearing what Shen Xiaoxiao said, 19 he quietly cut off the call button and said to Shen Xiaoxiao:

"Just want to travel around the world, not to mention China. Let's go and take you to a place..."