Chapter 193

Xia Enron slowly stopped crying, calmed down, looked up to Xia Mingxuan and said: "brother, do you believe there is rebirth in this world?"

"What?" Xia Mingxuan stares big eyes, can't believe of looking at Xia Enron.

Xia Enron took a deep breath. Originally, she did not dare to talk about rebirth with others. She was afraid that others would not believe her. She was afraid that others would think she was a madman. Later, when Xia Enron knew that the man she saved was Xiao Tianli, Xia Enron was afraid again, afraid of family complaints. But now she suddenly wants to say it. Xia Enron doesn't know what's waiting for her. Xia Enron doesn't know that she thinks it's for their good to hide everything from her family, but is it really so?

If so, why does Xia Mingxuan look more anxious and her father and mother become haggard and depressed? What she did was right or wrong, just like she always thought it was right to save people, but was it really right that she saved Xiao Tianli?

Xia Enron couldn't figure it out, and she also wanted a trusted person to share all this. She didn't dare to guarantee that she would be safe in the future. She needed to make sure that even if she had an accident, her brother would be able to make the Xia family better with the help of her past life memory. Just now, because of her guilt, she didn't dare to face it, so she didn't want to explain the current situation with Xia Mingxuan.

But she thinks that this lets Xia Mingxuan see the present situation not clearly instead, will delay Xia Mingxuan instead. Her personal ability is much worse than Xia Mingxuan. As Xia Mingxuan said, in the future, Xia family needs him to support her. Now she really wants to hide behind her brother and calm down.

Xia Enron wants to explain everything to Xia Mingxuan, including the fact that she saved Xiao Tianli. After saying that, even if Xia Mingxuan scolds her or severs relations with her, Xia Enron is at ease. Just now, when Xia Enron lied to Xia Mingxuan again, it was really painful, as if she had been cut by a knife. She was like a mean person who clearly had a mistake and was still trying to cover it up. She was a coward who did not dare to face her own mistakes.

Xia Enron doesn't want to be such a person. When her brother bravely says in front of her that his ability is not enough to make the Xia family stronger and protect her better. She couldn't let her brother bear the guilt alone.

"Rebirth, like many novels now, after death, lives again." Xia Enron looked at Xia Mingxuan frown seriously said.

Xia Mingxuan stunned, a face puzzled looking at Xia Enron, unconscious whispered: "live again?"

Xia Enron nodded and lowered his head. Looking at the lines on the carpet, he whispered in a very light but clear voice: "brother, I've been dead once. I was married to Tang ruoqiu at that time. The Xia family gave a lot of financial aid to the Tang family because of my marital relationship with Tang ruoqiu. But also because of this, let the Xiajia liquidity chain problems, was used, almost bankrupt. Mom and Dad had a car accident on the road because they wanted to raise money. Brother, you were arrested for economic crimes. "

"What?" Xia Mingxuan frowned and looked at Xia Enron.

Xia Enron's words are too absurd. Even if Xia Mingxuan wants to believe Xia Enron, he can't help feeling that Xia Enron's words are hard for him to believe. But there is no mistake in Xia Enron's words. If Xia Enron really marries Tang ruoqiu, all this may happen. And Xia Enron even in how mischievous, will not curse their parents and brother. Unless, as Enron put it, it really happened.

Xia Mingxuan frowned slightly, looked at Xia Enron and said, "what about you? If my parents and I are no longer, the Tang family will not treat you."

Xia Enron looked at Xia Mingxuan, eyes flashing tears, slowly nodded his head, whispered: "yes, my life is very bad."

Xia Enron lowered her eyes and recalled her last life, as if she was recalling a nightmare she had once had: "when my parents died, you went to prison again. I had no support at all. At that time, I was used to looking for you for anything. At that time, you were gone. I just had a miscarriage. Without any support, I could only rely on Tang ruoqiu. But what about Tang ruoqiu, brother? You should know. He began to treat me coldly, and his mother was very strict with me. But I think he is just busy with his work. He will notice me soon and treat me as well as before. But I didn't wait until then, instead, I waited until he came home with Chu Xiaoxiao in his arms... "

Xia Enron said here, suddenly raised his hand to cover his face and said in a low voice: "it's so embarrassing. I was raised in your hands before. How can I bear such humiliation? I use the dirtiest words I know to curse them, saying that they have no conscience, that they are a pair of dog men and women. Like a shrew, I was also scolded by Tang ruoqiu. And then In the middle of the dispute, I was pushed downstairs by Chu Xiaoxiao and fell dead. "

Xia Mingxuan's brow is locked. If he didn't believe Xia Enron before, but now when he heard Xia Enron talking about it, he completely believed it, because Xia Mingxuan felt the sting from Xia Enron's words.

"Brother, it was because of me that Xia family fell into such a miserable situation." Xia Enron raised his head and cried to Xia Mingxuan.Xia Mingxuan shakes his head, wipes Xia Enron's tears and says in a hurry: "no Enron, listen to me. It's not like this. It's Chu Xiaoxiao and Xiao Tianli. It's not you... "

Xia Enron blinked his eyes and showed a bitter smile: "yes, brother, when I knew that Xiao Tianli was behind Chu Xiaoxiao, I was really relieved. I also feel that it's not me. It's not because I fell in love with Tang ruoqiu that the Xia family suffered a disaster like the previous life. But... "

Xia Enron voice, powerless head down, whispered: "but it's still because of me, just I and brother you lied, in fact, is not Zhang Min said Chu Xiaoxiao is not Xiao Tianli's life-saving benefactor. What Zhang Min told me at that time was that ten years ago, Xiao Tianli was trapped in the snow, but a girl saved him. Many years later, he found Chu Xiaoxiao and said that Chu Xiaoxiao was his life-saving benefactor. Brother, ten years ago, in the snow, save people, and Chu Xiaoxiao. Who can you think of these key points? "

Xia Mingxuan frowned, slowly turned his eyes to Xia Enron, took a breath, and then slowly said: "it was you who saved Xiao Tianli?"

Xia Mingxuan will never forget that day, which made him feel scared. It's also the first time to lose temper with Xia Enron, because Xia Mingxuan is really angry because Xia Enron is lost. Xia Enron was still young at that time, and probably didn't feel anything. Xia Mingxuan was a teenager at that time. He and his parents found Xia Enron in the snow.

Constantly looking for, again and again full of hope, again and again disappointed, the whole family are in anxiety and worry, not only want to find Xia Enron quickly, but also afraid to really find Xia Enron, but she has frozen or was bitten by animals incomplete body.

Even if Xia Enron is recovered, for a long time, Xia Mingxuan's nightmare is to constantly search for Xia Enron in the snow, and then find Xia Enron's body.

So when Xia Enron mentioned it, Xia Mingxuan immediately responded. Xia Enron did not expect that Xia Mingxuan could think so quickly that she saved Xiao Tianli. But then Xia Enron also understood that it must have been her sneaking out to play and getting lost in the snow, which left a big shadow in Xia Mingxuan's heart.

Xia Enron still remembers that after she was found in the snow, Xia Mingxuan had to get up every night for a long time to see if she was there. Xia Enron felt more guilty when she thought that she had made trouble when she was a child.

Xia Enron lowered his head, pursed his lower lip, and said in a trembling voice: "brother, I saved Xiao Tianli It's all because of me that Xiao Tianli survived. In our last life, our Xia family had such a tragic ending. Now the Xia family is still facing such a dilemma... "

Xia Mingxuan frowned, touched Xia Enron's head, and said in a low voice: "so you feel guilty, you dare not tell me this?"

Xia Enron gently nodded his head, with a cry, said softly: "brother, you scold me, I'm wrong."

Xia Mingxuan suddenly laughed, raised his hand and rubbed Xia Enron's head repeatedly, and said with a smile: "as I said earlier, I should be more responsible than you. When you were young, you didn't care about anything. If you want to go out to play, you just go out to play, so you are not obedient. As a result, now I forget everything about myself. It's really not like you. "

Xia Enron would have killed himself with a strong cry and said, "because I died once, how can I How can I be as stupid as before and know nothing? Now I'm telling my brother everything, because I'm selfish. I don't want to bear so much on my own. I think it's very hard to talk to my brother. I People like me don't deserve happiness I shouldn't have... "

"How can you say that?"

Xia Mingxuan cold face, frowning at Xia Enron, a face gloomy down: "Enron, you are not wrong, you are not wrong. People's kindness is never a mistake. If you think you saved Xiao Tianli, is the person who gave birth to Xiao Tianli more wrong? Did the medical staff who had treated him at the beginning also make mistakes? But will they not save this person because he may become a bad person in the future? If you think your kindness is wrong, that's what disappoints me most. "

"I I'm not wrong? " Xia Enron stares at Xia Mingxuan with big eyes. Big drops of tears fall directly from Xia Enron's eyes.