In fact, what Lu Xinghao said is that Ning suyao doesn't have no feelings. He knew that he had a very beautiful and lovely cousin from a very young age. Later, with the growth of age, his expectations for his cousin gradually changed.

Ning suyao is not the kind of person with rich feelings, so even though he knows that he is in love with Jianning, he just gives up after Jianning's subconscious refusal.

It's true that he doesn't want to add more troubles to Jianning, but it's also his personality, so he can't do the same thing as Lu Xinghao, and he still can't fully understand Lu Xinghao.

For men, love should not be the whole of their life. Although Lu Xinghao said that he was not a hero or fearless, he could not say that he was not a good man.

"Su Yao, you are not me, so you may never understand my idea, but it doesn't matter. You only knew that I didn't regret it. It's too late. Let's go back and have a rest, too! " Lu Xinghao was smiling when he said this.

After returning to the room, Lu Xinghao didn't turn on the light. After many years of special forces career, he had no fear of the dark for a long time. On the contrary, he was a little closer and more fond of it. He liked the darkness that could completely hide himself.

Some things he does not say, naturally no one will know, and even if he said it, it may not be believed, maybe someone will think that he is out of his mind.

Yes, Lu Xinghao at this time is not the original Lu Xinghao. His soul is Lin Haoyu from the 21st century. The original explosion broke him to pieces, but his soul came here.

At that time, the original Lu Xinghao was cured after being whipped by Lu Zhanhao. Just as he told Ning suyao before, the original Lu Xinghao really had no nostalgia for the world. In that battle, his head was badly damaged and he died on the spot.

After he left, Lin Haoyu's soul came in. Because he was on a mission at that time, no one noticed that a person died and came back to life in a short time.

When Lin Haoyu was in that world, he once heard Qin Su mention a novel that Jian Ning had read. Because the author was su Han whom they all knew, the archetype of the characters was them. Therefore, when Lin Haoyu saw his face clearly and received Lu Xinghao's memory, he was more sure.

Lu Xinghao is not the original one, so many ideas are different. His affection for Jenning did not come out of the blue. It was accumulated in the last world for many years.

Originally, he had never read Su Han's novels, so he did not know that Jianning in this world was not good at medicine. Originally, he thought that although this novel was written according to their prototype, it was not reality after all. Jane Ning, whom he loves deeply, is the living, flesh and blood Jane Ning, not the fictitious character with the author's subjective color.

It can be said that although Lu Xinghao was really alive at that time, he didn't have the will to integrate himself into it, so he was always watching what happened here coldly.

Because of Lu Xinghao's original character, he did not have too much contact with Jianning, but even if he had little contact, he felt that Jianning was really similar to the person in his memory, but Lu Xinghao did not think that Jianning would be the same as himself.

Later, Su Xinyi had an accident. When she woke up, Lu Xinghao recognized her as Qin Su for the first time. Jianning, who hated Su Xinyi so much, had a close relationship with her after she woke up.