Chapter 75

Taking the list, Qin Shuhan went to the consulting room with Qin's mother. It's noon. There are not many people in the consulting room. The female doctor took the list and said, "the fetus is two centimeters long. The condition is very stable. You should pay attention to avoid eating at ordinary times and don't be too tired. There will be symptoms of lethargy, anorexia, nausea and vomiting. These are normal reactions. You don't have to worry too much. Remember to check it regularly."

"How much harm will it do to the mother to take off the child now?" Qin's mother asked.

"Mom!" Qin Shuhan immediately covered his stomach: "I won't take the child off! Absolutely not!"

"You child..." Qin's mother looked embarrassed. Her daughter was 26 years old. She was pregnant before marriage and refused to tell who the man was! You should know how many white eyes and criticisms an unmarried pregnant girl will suffer in this society? In particular, there is no man around to take care of, how can this be?

"This is my own child! When I say I want to raise him, I want to raise him!" Qin Shuhan looked resolute.

Looking at her daughter's resolute appearance, Qin's mother is also very sad. As a mother, who doesn't want their children to be happy and stable for a lifetime? But... This child who doesn't even know who his father is is is destined to be a disaster that will drag Qin Shuhan down all his life! She is also a mother. She knows what children mean to a woman, and she is also very distressed. But for long-term consideration, she really doesn't want Qin Shuhan to give birth to this scourge: "Shuhan, listen to your mother, you are still young! There will be children in the future, and you can still get married and have children in the future. I think Xinhong is very good..."

"Mom!" Qin Shuhan sternly rejected Qin's mother: "it's enough for me to have this child in my life! Bai Xinhong is not the person I like even if he is good! I won't get married! Please! Don't force me!"

"You..." Qin's mother really didn't know what to say.

"This..." the female doctor learned a little from the quarrel between mother and daughter, hesitated and said: "from the blood test report, it can be seen that the pregnant woman has been pregnant for nine weeks. Now if abortion is very harmful to the pregnant woman, and there is a very small chance that it may lead to lifelong infertility."

"This......" Qin's mother hesitated after hearing the doctor's words.

"..." Qin Shuhan looked at Qin's mother: "Mom, I beg you!" She has been pregnant for nine weeks and has never had serious pregnancy vomiting or pregnancy reactions of other pregnant women. She knows that her child must be very sensible, so she doesn't make such a fuss... She really likes to love this child... She loves love... She will love this child all her life and will make this child grow up healthily and happily

"I know..." Qin's mother drooped her shoulders weakly: "let's go..." she only asked for half a day's leave from the school. She was originally a teacher with a key class in senior three. It's hard to ask for half a day's leave. Now it's done, and she can only take one step at a time

"Thank you, doctor. Bye!" Qin Shuhan smiled at the doctor and followed Qin's mother out of the consulting room.

The mother and daughter left the clinic one after another. When they came to the door of the hospital, Qin Shuhan looked at Qin's mother: "Mom, let me drive you back to school."

"No, I'll take a taxi back to school." Qin's mother refused Qin Shuhan. Her heart was still in a mess. Until Qin Shuhan told her she was pregnant, her heart had been pressed by boulders and couldn't breathe: "you only asked for half a day's leave, and you're not on your way."

"Yes." Qin Shuhan also knew that it was best to let his mother be quiet now, so he didn't say much: "I'll stop a car for you." After saying this, he went to the roadside and waved to stop the car. After about five or six minutes, a taxi came. After seeing Qin's mother on the bus, Qin Shuhan waved goodbye: "Mom, send me a message when you get to school!" Then he carefully wrote down the license plate number of the taxi.

After seeing off Qin's mother, Qin Shuhan turned and sighed and bowed to the direction of the parking lot. She knew that her parents would not want her to have the child, but what she had decided could not be changed. She loves Lu Anwei deeply. Since they won't have any results, she wants to keep the child. This is the most beautiful gift from heaven

Thinking of Lu Anwei, Qin Shuhan thought of the photos in Lu Enron's mobile phone again. She couldn't help but feel a pain. She couldn't sleep at night because of Lu Anwei last night. She didn't look half asleep until dawn. I'd better call Enron tonight and ask about the photos... I don't know how Lu Anwei is now? It must be very painful for him that his best comrade in arms died... But she couldn't help... Thinking like this, she went to the parking lot and looked up and saw Lu Anwei. Lu Anwei seemed to see her, first stunned, and then nodded politely.

It was like being strangled by something. Feeling Lu Anwei's alienation, Qin Shuhan's whole person seemed to fall into a bottomless black hole.

Lu Bo, who was about to get on the bus, also saw Qin Shuhan and took the initiative to say hello: "Miss Qin! What a coincidence!"

"Lubo." Qin Shuhan saw Lu Bo and smiled lightly. His voice was a little astringent.

"Is Mr. Qin unwell? Why did he come to the hospital?" Lu Bo asked.

"Nothing. I came with my friends." Qin Shuhan was a little guilty. He changed the subject and asked, "where's uncle Lu?"

"Ah... Nothing... The eldest lady is worried about my old bones and has been urging me to have a physical examination! From tossing in the morning to now." Lubo smiled.

"It's good to pay more attention to your physical condition." Qin Shuhan smiled and said, "what did the doctor say?"

"Ah..." Lubo sighed softly, "it's nothing." It's just that it looks like ten years old all at once. It doesn't look like nothing!

"Oh... Nothing is good..." seeing that Lubo didn't seem to want to mention it, Qin Shuhan didn't ask much, but smiled: "are you going back now?"

"Go eat something and go back." Lubo smiled. Neither he nor Lu Anwei had enough milk and bread just now. It's time to eat after all the trouble! Looking at Qin Shuhan, Lu Bo asked, "has Mr. Qin eaten? Why don't we go together!"

"I......" Qin Shuhan just wanted to say that he had eaten, but his stomach was frustrated and grunted: "er... I'll go back to school to eat!"

"School? There's no food in the school canteen at this point." Lu Bo smiled and asked Qin Shuhan to get on the bus: "teacher Qin, come with us!"

"I drove myself." Qin Shuhan still wants to decline.

"Take a car!" "It's noon and it's hard to find a parking space at the gate of the hotel. Just come back and pick up the car after dinner," Lubo said

"All right!" Qin Shuhan had to nod his head.

After getting on the bus, Qin Shuhan talked to Lu Bo without saying a word. When he arrived at the hotel, he ate hot food. Qin Shuhan also tasted like chewing wax. He ate a few mouthfuls to cushion his stomach, even after eating. After dinner, Lubo insisted on taking a taxi and asked Lu Anwei to take Qin Shuhan back to the hospital parking lot to pick up the car. Instead of giving Qin Shuhan the opportunity to refuse, he stopped a taxi, got on the bus and left, leaving Qin Shuhan and Lu Anwei in place.

"Er..." Qin Shuhan glanced at Lu Anwei with the rest of his eyes. Lu Anwei hasn't said a word to himself since he met in the hospital. He hasn't even given himself the right eye. Qin Shuhan can't help feeling a little lost.

"Get in the car." Opening the door, Lu Anwei sat in the driver's seat and said the first sentence.

"Yes." Qin Shuhan responded, opened the door and sat in the co pilot's position.

Lu Anwei drove and looked ahead. Qin Shuhan pretended to look at the scenery outside the window. His heart was in a mess. After a long time, he hesitated and said, "that... Yesterday... That... What happened to your comrades in arms... Don't be too sad..."

"..." Lu Anwei's expression was obviously unnatural. After a while, he replied: "yes." Originally, he was still a little happy about the two people being alone, but Qin Shuhan's female words really gave him a heavy thunder. What is he secretly happy about? He has made a decision, hasn't he? As long as the place that doesn't disturb her is far away, it will no longer hurt her silently.

In this way, even if she died in the war one day, she will probably not be too sad and will not have any impact on her life. She will get married and have children. Having two or three children with a man who can give her a secure life... That's good!

At the hospital parking lot, Qin Shuhan stepped out of the car, the door was closed by Lu Anwei, and then drove away quickly.

Qin Shuhan's goodbye words turned into grievances in his throat. Dou Da's tears overflowed his eyes. Step by step, he sat in his car and sobbed on the steering wheel.

That's what she wants! Didn't you agree? Don't restrict him, don't enter his life, don't force him to be responsible for himself and his children, just love him silently, and raise their children alone... Children

"No... can't cry..." Qin Shuhan immediately found a paper towel to wipe his tears: "can't cry, tears are bad for children! I can't cry... Can't cry..." soon stopped his tears. Qin Shuhan took a deep breath, put on eye makeup in the car, and then started the car to school.

As soon as her car came out of the hospital parking lot, a car in the corner on the other side followed not far or near. It was not urgent or slow until Qin Shuhan arrived at the school safely. The car that followed turned around at the traffic lights, passed the gas station, added oil, and then returned to the land house.

He was always worried that he didn't see her arrive at school safely.