Chapter 50

After listening to Qin Shuhan's words, Lu Anwei's action was a meal. After more than ten seconds, he continued to massage Qin Shuhan's ankle: "don't make trouble."

"I didn't make trouble!" Hearing Lu Anwei's answer, Qin Shuhan was very angry. God knows how much courage she mustered to put forward such... Such an "invitation"! Qin Shuhan blushed with shame, and there was an angry look in his eyes: "today, there is no one in my house tonight... You, you stay..."

"Don't be impulsive." Wiping Qin Shuhan's feet with a handkerchief, Lu Anwei said, "I don't want you to regret later."

"I won't regret it!" Qin Shuhan said firmly that in the past, she didn't believe in love at first sight, but that Saturday afternoon, when she first saw Lu Anwei, a voice in her heart said to her, "it's him! It's this man!" Since then, she has known that she is crazy. She likes to go to Lu Enron's house and stand at the window in Lu Enron's room, chasing his figure in the courtyard with her eyes. I like the feeling of two people's eyes facing each other when he occasionally finds out... Lu Anwei is not handsome and has a terrible scar on her face, but she doesn't care. She identifies Lu Anwei as just this person!

"You have a good rest tonight." Lu Anwei didn't dare to look into Qin Shuhan's eyes. He was afraid that he would lose control, make mistakes and ruin other people's lives. People like him couldn't give others a stable life. With selfishness, he didn't want the woman he liked to live like Ji Rou and looked forward to her husband's return all his life... He hoped Qin Shuhan would find a reliable man and live a simple and happy life.

"Don't go!" Looking at Lu Anwei turning to leave, Qin Shuhan hurriedly stood up, but suddenly felt the pain of his ankle. He was about to fall when he was unstable. Lu Anwei hurriedly pulled Qin Shuhan back into his arms to avoid Qin Shuhan's beautiful face from having an intimate zero distance contact with the floor.

"Don't go..." Qin Shuhan held Lu Anwei tightly and looked straight into Lu Anwei's eyes: "I like you. I like you from the first time I met! Don't go... I won't regret it, never..."

"Let go." Lu Anwei was not willing to push Qin Shuhan away and was afraid to hurt her again. Instead, Qin Shuhan hugged him tightly. He could only refuse in a cold voice: "you're just temporarily dazed. After you calm down, you'll regret it! I can't give you anything!" This is also Lu Anwei's lowest self-esteem. He can't give Qin Shuhan a safe home. In that case, he won't touch her.

"I won't let go! I don't want anything! I just want you to stay!" Qin Shuhan looked at Lu Anwei tearfully. She knew that if Lu Anwei left this day, she might never see him again in her life! She won't! Absolutely not!

"Shuhan..." looking at Qin Shuhan's eyes, Lu Anwei's heart ached: "you'll regret it! Let go..."

"I won't let go!" Qin Shuhan hugged more tightly, like a little hamster who managed to get melon seeds.

With the soft fragrance in his arms, Lu Anwei couldn't stay unmoved. He noticed the change of Lu Anwei's body. Qin Shuhan suddenly put his arms around Lu Anwei's neck, stood on tiptoe and kissed Lu Anwei's mouth.

A sudden sweet smell in his mouth, followed by a tender lilac tongue, rushed in and astringently stirred the tip of his tongue.

Reason gradually dissipated. Lu Anwei put his arms around Qin Shuhan's waist and responded to Qin Shuhan's warm invitation.

While kissing Lu Anwei, Qin Shuhan moved his arm away from Lu Anwei's neck and slid it to Lu Anwei's waist. He leaned into Lu Anwei's clothes and touched Lu Anwei's hot body. The countless scars made Qin Shuhan particularly distressed and tears couldn't help flowing down.

His mouth smelled salty. Lu Anwei stopped, stared at Qin Shuhan's crying pear blossom and rainy face, and said hoarsely, "I'm leaving..." he was impulsive. He was dizzy after being kissed, and almost did something to hurt her.

"Don't go..." Qin Shuhan buried his face in Lu Anwei's chest: "I don't want you to go."

"Go to bed. I'll wait until you fall asleep." Lu Anwei gently hugged Qin Shuhan and touched her head. The desire in his eyes was still burning vigorously, but he was also restraining himself.

"I don't sleep..." Qin Shuhan unbuttoned his clothes one by one: "I said, I won't regret it."

Looking at Qin Shuhan's smooth skin exposed to the air, Lu Anwei was stunned, and then suddenly turned away his head. His voice was dry and hoarse: "Shuhan..." Lu Anwei himself was only 23 years old. It was a time of vigorous vitality, and now he was doing his best to restrain himself.

"Don't forget, I'm older than you. You don't teach me what to do! I'm the teacher!" Qin Shuhan blurted out that she will be 26 years old after her birthday this year, three years older than Lu Anwei, who has just turned 23! Thinking of this, Qin Shuhan's eyes dodged with some guilt. Is her current behavior an old cow eating tender grass!

"..." Lu Anwei naturally knows that Qin Shuhan's physical age is a little older than himself, but according to Lu Anwei, who has survived several times and grew up in the army since childhood, Qin Shuhan's mental age is too young!

"I don't care! I must sleep with you today!" Qin Shuhan is also desperate. Anyway, she took off like this today. Anyway, she must take Lu Anwei! Qin Shuhan, who came back from studying abroad, pursues gender equality. If there is no gender relationship, it must be the idea that girls suffer losses. No one suffers losses. She is 26 years old. What she wants to do is her own decision.

After listening to Qin Shuhan's words, Lu Anwei couldn't cry or laugh and slept with him? This girl is really

Without giving Lu Anwei the space to refuse, Qin Shuhan immediately hugged Lu Anwei's body again, offered his lips and bet all Lu Anwei's refusal.

Gradually, Qin Shuhan's body softened into water and became the most beautiful flower under Lu Anwei's possession

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The sun shines into the room through the tulle curtain. A cerebellar bag Melon under the quilt dangles out. Sleepy eyes look at their room. When they open the quilt and want to sit up, they find that their body hurts like a broken frame. The original delicate and white skin was covered with mottled and bruised kiss marks.

"Hiss..." Qin Shuhan took a breath of cold air, and his face was flushed.

Looking around, I didn't see Lu Anwei's figure. Qin Shuhan had a sense of loss in her heart, but she didn't have any dissatisfaction. She had volunteered, and she slept Lu Anwei. Originally, everyone was an adult. What you love and I wish is nothing.

He lifted the quilt, endured the pain, got up from the bed, put on a pajama, and stepped on slippers. As soon as he looked back, he saw the blood stained sheet. His face was hot. Qin Shuhan quickly pulled off the sheet and threw it on the ground in a ball. He was ready to take it after taking a bath. After leaving the door and entering the bathroom to wash the sweat on her body, the clip of last night appeared in front of her like a slide. Qin Shuhan felt more and more embarrassed, so he squatted on the ground with his knees for a while before getting up again. After a simple wash, he left the bathroom door and went back to the room. After changing clothes, he found that the sheets she had to wash were gone.

Qin Shuhan left the room and went down to the first floor. He saw that the sheets he had to wash had been washed and hung on the balcony, and a sound came from the kitchen, which made Qin Shuhan frown. Is it possible that his mother came back?

When Qin Shuhan was stunned, Lu Anwei came out of the kitchen with the just cooked porridge and said to Qin Shuhan, "have you finished taking a bath? Come and eat while it's hot."

"You..." Qin Shuhan looked at Lu Anwei and said, "you didn't go?" She thought Lu Anwei had left! Suddenly seeing Lu Anwei appear in front of her eyes, Qin Shuhan was a little stunned for a moment. The warmth in her heart spread like a flood. What to do... She liked this man more and loved him more than before!

"Where am I going?" Lu Anwei brought the porridge to the table: "come and drink the porridge and be careful of the hot." He didn't have much confidence in his cooking. His eyes were a little nervous. He looked at Qin Shuhan eating his own porridge. Seeing that she didn't hate it, Lu Anwei put down his heart.

"You..." while eating porridge, Qin Shuhan glanced at Lu Anwei with the rest of his eyes. Qin Shuhan was a little shy.

"Let's have a good talk!" Lu Anwei has a heavy heart. He originally wanted to keep a distance from Qin Shuhan, but now that things have come to an end, it is definitely impossible to return to the previous relationship. His heart is also very chaotic. He is a man. If he is a man, he should take responsibility, whether he treats the country or his family! He can only show off his identity with Qin Shuhan. I hope Qin Shuhan can understand and accept himself. If not, Lu Anwei won't be selfish. Although he has loved her badly, he won't force her as long as she refuses

"There's nothing to talk about!" I have to admit that when she saw Lu Anwei's embarrassed eyes, Qin Shuhan's heart hurt fiercely. She knew that she forced Lu Anwei to sleep last night. He had refused many times, but she was determined to go her own way. Lu Anwei didn't leave this morning, but she washed the sheets and made breakfast for herself. Qin Shuhan was already very happy. She didn't want Lu Anwei to be responsible from beginning to end, but Lu Anwei is an honest man. Now Lu Anwei must want to be responsible for himself. It's hard enough to be responsible for someone you don't love!

Thinking of this, Qin Shuhan's throat was crying and his eyes were a little sour. It's such ridicule. So many people chase her and love her. She doesn't look up to any of them. The man he finally falls in love with doesn't love himself... From beginning to end, Lu Anwei refused, and he didn't say anything about loving himself. In that case, why force him to be responsible for himself? She has occupied him all night. It's time to be content, isn't it?

Since it has always been her own unrequited love, she doesn't mind letting herself put an end to this relationship without love!