Chapter 1140

If they didn't help her bear most of the darkness in those years, how could her heart be so vulnerable? She would only choose the stupidest way when she met with a big event, which caused the present chaotic situation, didn't it? If they had been cruel enough to let her touch even part of the darkness, she would not have been so simple. She felt that self sacrifice was the best way to solve everything.

In this life, Ouyang Xiasha has more knowledge of the future than ordinary people, which is equivalent to the ability of a prophet, and the help of those who follow in the underworld. In addition, in today's society, she deliberately conceals the dark side. Therefore, so far, Ouyang Xiasha has taken action before they react, which is so smooth As a result, she still has no chance to touch the dark side. So, no matter in the last life or in this life, compared with LAN Zixi, Ouyang Xiasha has been very happy.

The last life has passed for a long time. What happened in those years? Now, there is no meaning to pursue it. Let's just say this life. Compared with Ouyang Xiasha's dark side, lanzixi began to face the darkest time in the world, but he was only four years old.

At that time, he had just reached the age of being sensible, and he was still a child who needed to rely on his parents. However, her biological mother did not give him the support and protection he should have. Instead, she insisted that he learn from all the royal family members, including understanding and accepting the dark side of society.

Once upon a time, LAN Zixi hated his mother and despised his father. Why do other children, some of whom are even older than him, all of them can act recklessly against their parents, play willfully, ask for the toys they want, eat what they want, and do what they want, but he has to contact big children People that difficult to understand the world, but to learn those in his view, like the general content of the book of heaven? Why can't they protect their children like the parents of other children? Why do they treat themselves so cruelly? Do you have a grudge against them in your last life? Are they their own parents or not?!

Until later, LAN Zixi grew up and became stronger. She witnessed the ruthlessness of the royal family's fight for the right of inheritance. She experienced her mother's relief and regret that she never showed when her mother died, knowing that her aunt wanted her life After hearing the news of his mother's death, his father not only didn't scold him, but also protected his tall image of coming to China with his own body. LAN Zixi understood little by little how much his parents loved themselves all the time, and how painful they were when they made that decision. That feeling was not at all clear It's worse than digging meat in their hearts. I just know where the sob I always heard in the middle of the night in those years came from. The root of all this is just a mother who wants to protect her child and realize her wish to live well.

As a member of the royal family, mother is also a member of the royal family who has witnessed the power struggle of the previous generation. She knows better than anyone that you can really stay out of the Royal fight without participating in it, because they are more willing to believe the dead without danger than the living.